i wish i could tell u how i feel. theres sm i wanna say, but i just cant bring myself to tell you bc i know you don’t feel the same way. i’m sorry for how things ended up in 2019. i never meant to hurt u if u ever felt that way. i was scared. i heard that someone else had feelings for u and confessed. and i thought i had missed my chance so i just distanced myself hoping that i would somehow get over u and avoid hurting myself even more. but that didnt really work out. its been over a year but i still love you and my feelings are still the same. im sorry that i still feel this way abt u. i tried to move on. i really did :(
