i miss you so much. i feel like it was for the better, but was it really? if you see this, please text or call me. :/

I loved you so much and I still do. It's so hard to stop loving you. No matter how much arguments we get in, no matter how much times we get back together. I always find a way to still love you. You're so hard to be detached from. Sometimes I feel like I love you as a friend, but it's more than that. I tried so many times to stop loving you, but it didn't work. I tried so many times to stop talking to you, but it didn't work either. I love you so much Jeremiah and I don't know how to stop.

if only you could see yourself the way i see you. then maybe you wouldn’t have let the sadness come between us. I miss you. i want things to go back to how they use to be, when you were mine. now we can barely hold a conversation without the awkward tension.

You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
I know that I could never ever love someone again the way I loved you.

keith, i came up with that name and as much as you hated it, it was still yours,..my bestfriend, i had so much faith in you, i trusted you, i admitted to my friends when I realized I was in love with you.. then you just left, i can’t describe the heartache i face knowing that the person who i thought so highly of could leave me like i was nothing. how could you, you promised me we would have a future, we were bound to do so much together, even though i knew u were joking about getting married or having kids it gave me butterflies even thinking about it. now i sit here thinking it was all just the same game you do to every girl in your path. YOU WERE MY BESTFRIEND, my mother loved you, I talked about you all the time.. how do i tell my mom the guy she thought i would marry, left me out of the blue and explain to her i don’t know what happened or what to expect. i don’t even have the heart to say you’re name to anyone, when my little sister asks about you I have to sit there and act like everything’s fine, while the person who i loved walked away with no warning or reason. i wish i just had an answer. i wish i could say fuck you and i never think about you but none of that is true. i just want my bestfriend back, but even if i had him back, id be too scared for you to leave again. my heart aches for one of ur hugs, or to go hangout somewhere, anything. but now i know there’s slim to no chance of that happening. i wish things were different, but i guess this is how it had to be, goodbye keith.

even though u left and i moved on.. i still think about you every now and then. i won't ever see myself with u again i still wanna say u made me feel special but i have to forget

bye humpty:)

I’m sorry I wish I explained everything better for you. I’m sorry I hurt you I hope you can forgive me.

I’m so in love with you. I cannot wait to marry you. you have a piece of my heart that no one has ever held before. i love you mada

sometimes i think of you and i get butterflies. but im scared. i dont want this to turn into something bigger. because i know, if it does, this crush would be one of the most painful ones i’ve ever had.

I was smoking the other night, when i started wondering if you ever needed our subway order lol. random ik but whatever. so here it is italian bmt, on italian herb and cheese with pepperjack cheese, toasted with lettuce and chipotle southwest

i miss when we talked. when we laughed. when we talked every day. when you cared. we’re strangers now. i liked the way it was before you left

i miss taking to you. i miss seeing your face every day. i miss not being strangers. i’m still here though

we were too toxic. i don’t miss you anymore but i was the happiest with you. go be happy. thank you for making me stronger

i want to be good for you i’m trying i promise i just don’t know how i constantly feel like i’m not good enough

I miss you. So badly it’s like not even funny. I dream about you all the time and how much I wish things would have ended differently I wish we could have lasted you made me so happy you don’t even understand. Bro you had a vibe that I never had with anyone before. Please come back I miss you

You were terrible and I’m mad that I let you treat me like that. I don’t think I actually loved you I just thought I was supposed to

We broke up awhile ago but our relationship still haunts me. Looking back on it now, I wish I never met you because none of the pain was worth it. I hope that you've grown a lot as a person since that and will treat your next s/o better :')

That song you told me to listen to when we where dating, ever since you told me to listen to that song I’ve had it on repeat and I don’t go one day without listing to it ?

Could we have been something if i wasn't with him? I love you, i hope you love me and im not building this all in my head. Im gonna miss you so much.

i was smoking with a friend the other day, but i felt guilty, knowing how much you would roll your eyes if you ever found out i was partying again.

Though we truly had a connection, and as soon as we met we were friends, it didnt work for a reason. Im sorry for whatever I did to you...

there's so many things i wish i could say to you. but i guess i will just say, thank you for being my first love. it wasn't perfect. you hurt me a lot and continue to do so. but i don't think i could ever hate you. i just hate how you treated me and talked to me. but i dont hate you. i hope you have a nice life.

lol i dont even know why im writing about you. but yeah i honestly dont know what i truly felt about u. i think i still like you cause everytime i see you post about your ex, all i can experience is pain. one day ill be numb to it and im always here for you, waiting for you. but i think for now, i should just stop. im not your type anyways and idky i like you. i hate myself for it. in the end im gonna end up being hurt.

I hate that you were so alone that you fell for me. And I'm sorry I was too broken to fall for you. You deserve better in a relationship than your screwed up best friend can give.

i think about you more than i should. but nothing can change what happened. know i pray about you

i think abt u a lot. i miss you even tho i shouldn’t. i know we can we perfect again. let’s try.

i love my nickname for you, and i think i’m starting to love you, jerry <3

I miss the days when I was only thinking of u, I wish you were here.

if you are the sun, i am icarus, to burn before i get you. With wax as wings, I’d fly to you.

I’m happy i made you happy being with me but i’m sorry but i no longer love you anymore.

i love you so much silly
miss your freckled face

I wish one day you’ll have the courage to freely speak and laugh with me, as you do with others.

i wish you could just open up to me and communicate

your freckles are so pretty and i love how ur smile curves on the corners :]

I miss you. I need to let you go. I hope you don’t forget about what we had.

I wish you would’ve just turned me down. I felt like an experiment.

thought i was starting to get over you. saw a pic of us and now im back missing you. i miss you ml.

i love you endlessly, you make me the happiest girl in the world. forever & always my love

i don’t know if you’ll ever see this, but i love you so so much jj <3 forever & always

i write these all in purple bc ik it’s ur fav color. i miss you love. i hope we can try again ml.

Even though you did me wrong, I miss you sm:(

I wish we had a picture after our graduation.

I hope “this” isn’t me being delusional and that there is something here :)

you came back. but do you really mean everything you say this time?

i want you and only you. i want it to be you to be the one to stay. i love you Jeremiah.

i want you and only you. i want it to be you to be the one to stay. i love you Jeremiah

i just want you

hii, i'm your girl, i love you so much i hope you won't get tired of me.

i miss you come back to me

I miss talking to you