i know you fucking hate me & that’s understandable. i left us off on bad terms, i’m so sorry. i want to talk it out so bad, and go back to how we were before.

You’ve changed, and it’s helped me stop seeing you through rose-tinted glasses. Though I think you’re kidding yourself with what you want now.

i miss you so much. i hate the person you became. i miss the goofy, kind, cute boy i used to know. she changed you jaden, you just haven't realized. but i have to let go one day, right?

I don’t know why I like u so much lol ur just another random person but I still can’t stop even tho I wanna and you’re so loved by so many people im not that special either I’m so close yet so far lol also ur fans are scary

so...i let you back into my life again. shocker. i really thought this time could just have been easy. it was summer, we're both single, and just trying to have fun. i never knew that being fwb could be so hard?? im so happy you used me to your advantage tho. i hope you think about all those ft calls before you go to sleep. cuz that shit is never happening again. and i know i should be pissed and never want to talk to you again, but there's still that super tiny part of me that still wants you. even tho all of my close friends say to cut you off, never go back to you, i just don't think i can accept it. it's too hard to be just friends with you so idk whether im gonna try that or just hate you.

it’s me. I’m scared i traumatized you. and every time we talk i wonder all the pain i’ve ever caused you. you’ve never caused me pain. you’re a great friend man. and i threw my mental health bullshit in your face. i wonder if you’re scared i’ll try to kill myself again. i wonder if you’ll now be scared that your loved ones will do that one day. i wonder if you feel like you can’t open up to me bc you have to be strong for the both of us. and if you feel like any of those things i’m so sorry. i feel guilty everyday for what i put you through. i was so mean that week when you told me you told kaylia. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. you’re my bestfriend and i love u. and i’m sorry. i’m so so so sorry jaden.

I like you. Even though we don't even talk. I wish we would, you seem really kind, and funny. I wish I had the guts to say something, 'cause we'd be good together ngl. Maybe one day. all the best, T

just wanted to tell u i'm in love with u. not that i'll ever actually send this to u, because that would ruin shit. but u know. sometimes u have to get things off ur chest.

it was never about time my dear
because there will never be enough
it's about appreciating the time i did have with you
even if it wasnt much

I think i still like you. lol help. but maybe one day it will work out. i hope you’re doing okay. let’s call sometime.

i am still loving you from a distance. I hope i get to see you again. If not ill meet you in another life time. i really believe we were soulmates.

You make me so happy I love you so much. I’m so in love with you and you’re the most important person in my life

i wish we had more time together. you left without a trace or thought. i loved you more than i could ever love another. i just wish you felt that way for me. was she prettier? did she bring you more joy? i still think about what we had. or what we still do, if its anything worth waiting for. we still talk time to time, but its nothing like what i want. you use me because you know, deep down, i still love you. you use that silently against me.

the moment i met you, i knew you were special. i cant explain the connection we had, it was probably one sided anyways. i hope ur doing okay. i miss you so much.

You hurt me but i still forgive you :) i don't hold grudges to anyone no matter what they've done, ik u prob have forgotten me but i wish you the best

i have a crush on you i know you dont like me back and there's someone that already confessed to you and i could never compete to them im sorry im not good enough for you

It's time for me to let go of you.I can't take the restless nights thinking about you when you don't feel the same feelings for me.Goodbye.

You’re my best friend. I never tell you how much I appreciate you, but I really want you to know I do. You’re the bestest friend that I’ve ever had. I don’t know what I would do without you. You’re the only one who really cares about me. I never say this, but I love you. Forever and always ?

I wish you didn't only talk to me when you want something, i actually like you but its starting to get painful again. You have no idea how hard i cried over you that night, and i told myself never again but i cant hold myself back, and i think you know this, please just love me back.

fuck you. you ruined me. i’m still terrified to run into you in public and it’s been almost a year since we broke up. every time i see someone we both know i go into panic mode. you fucked me up so bad. i hope you never hurt someone else how you did me. i won’t forgive you. i’m doing better now though. someone actually cares about me, unlike you did. i’ve always deserved better, like you said. bitch.

If happy ever after did exist...I could be with you unimpeded, but just remember, happy endings don't exist.

You made me smile when I couldn't. I'm sorry I can't make you smile. But, I hope she makes you smile and laugh. Goodbye love

you’re one of the very few things keeping me here. you genuinely are the only person i can talk to about how i feel without feeling overbearing and rude. i go through moods where i feel that you don’t care, and those are the deepest and darkest points of my existence.

i like to say that i hate you a lot- but i don't and i never will. i don't have feelings for you anymore but i want you to know that i did, truly, love you even after everything wrong you ever did to me

Can we still get a dog together? I still remember u like pitbulls, golden retrievers, and german shepards

i don't know if you know this or not. but you broke me. a lot. i got my hopes up way too high for you. i should've listened to my friends and i should've known better. i blame myself for all of this happening. we always argue 24/7 now. and it's rlly not fun talking to you like it did before. i really thought you were the one too. but sadly you weren't. i have to understand that now and i have to move on from it. i rlly wished that things between us would go differently. but sadly, that is not what happened. you hurt me a lot from what you had to say about me. but just know, i hope you're happy now. :)

i’d like to think we would be together if it wasn’t for covid. but I don’t think you ever loved me back.

Anytime we talk it feels like it’s still freshman year and nothings changed. Wonder how things would be different if I gave you that second chance. Wish you the best.

there are random periods of time where i continuously think of you, and it takes me a while to grasp on to the fact that you are no longer, and were never mine

before i ever looked at you, into your blue ocean eyes, i had never felt a single connection like that before and i haven’t since

You only complement me when you know I am vulnerable and can give you what you want. You only want me at night

You promised you wouldn’t leave ... you know I’ll always be here for you and you take advantage of that . If only you knew that if I could give you the world I would .

What hurts the most was knowing I had to walk away knowing I still wanted you. But at the end of the day thank you for showing me what love is.

I think I’m finally starting to get over you. You’ve been very important to me, but I’m finally ready to move on.

it frustrates me so much when one day you act like you like me and another day you act like i don't exist

I still dream of you every night. I messed up and will never forgive myself. I love you. I always will.

don’t tell people you love them when you don’t. i can’t believe i was willing to be there for you forever. always. and you just leave me like that. you left me i was so confused so fucking confused and i needed you to explain that’s all i wanted- an actual explanation that made sense but you just shut me down.. the snap of your fingers. you’re terrible. you’re so fucking terrible. you hurt me.. and now i’m a vengeful bitch stay the fuck away from me or your life will be hell. xx

i didn’t mean to hurt you, i know what i did was wrong. i knew i wasn’t good enough and i couldn’t bring you down with me, i’m sorry...

congrats on being my first boy ever. i’m so mixed up and terrified you might be annoyed with me right now. i hope you feel the same as i do.

i just fucked it all up so bad. i feel so stupid even though i did nothing. i fucked up you hate me now

We probably would have been good for each other you're dumb. And you have the worst views on stuff. Battery acid energy. Little dick energy.

hey jerk...its been 8 months since we broke up. for awhile I was doing fine but, recently ive fallen into this weak spot were im missing you. because yes missing you makes me feel weak. there are days where I miss you more than ever and days where I feel as if you ruined everything for me. so maybe its a mixture of both... you ruined everything for me because everything is what I wanted with you and all hope for that is gone.
-#1

The words you said a few nights ago are lingering in my thoughts. I still think we might end up together some day

I just wished you'd loved me back all those years ago. Before life got complicated, and before you moved away. Some day we'll meet again, I'm sure of it.

i can’t imagine a future that doesn’t end in you. i’m sorry i wasn’t there when you needed me. i’m here now.

jaden you were amazing. you were perfect to me. im sorry i ended things the way i did. i still think of you everyday. i listen to love songs and think about you every day. you deserve more then i could give you, and im sorry. im sorry for even getting involved with you, knowing i couldnt fulfill my half of the promise. "ill never leave you". but i did. im sorry. jaden i cry for you every night. you are the keeper to my heart forever. i miss you. im sorry. i hope you find someone who makes u happy. read them the Shakespeare you read to me. send them the notes you sent to me. send those paragraphs every night to her. send her ur pictures. win those basketball games for her. i was lucky. you will always be my cowboy, jaden. my bub. i love you forever and always. keep being amazing, my love.

when i first met you, you where just another stranger. now 2 years later you're a stranger with all my secrets.

sometimes i think of how much i want you to touch that lil dangly thing that swing in the back of my throat

i think about you every day. you are in love with someone else and happy without me, and i still can't even figure out if i have actually moved on or if i am pretending to be. i just want you to hold me again. i want to feel the feeling of you crushing me with your biggest hug or giving me your best kiss, but i know i will never feel that again.my heart goes out to you and i am so proud of you. i love you so much jaden, so much. i hope life gives you so much more than you anticipated and i hope you grow to be happy, because even though you hurt me so badly, i know that you deserve it.

I fell in love with you when I first laid my eyes on you.. I stayed for 3 + years and I left for my depression and I still love you but you're mad at me from leaving but im still in love I still love you forever and idk how ill get over you ever..