Unsent messages to HUNTER

you're the most hypocritical person i know and you have no right to hate me the way you do. i never meant to hurt you. we had it good but it wasn't meant to be. i still miss you

I understand what I did was wrong but for you to keep leading me on for three more years was even worse :/

i miss your pretty eyes and cute teeth and ur freckles. i hope u still think abt me :( i wanna kiss u again

hi i love you sorry for crying so much i promise i’ll be a better person for you. please come give me kisses

I feel like I will always look at the middle-end of our relationship and wonder when and why did you fall out of love with me? What could I have done differently? When did you stop looking at me with loving eyes and started seeing me as an object? What about our 8 year plan? I hope you’re well. I miss your mom and sister.

the way i feel about you is like no other, you make me smile and there is not 1 single second of the day you are not on my mind. my heart aches in the bad times, but we always find our way back. thought of you not in my life i can’t even imagine. i love you more than anything and would do anything for you. we are so young but i don’t see myself with other person. i adore you baby. i love you. r

I have one of those headaches tonight...the kind that are only cured when you hold me tight and read me to sleep. I wish you knew how much I miss what we used to have.

You and I both have loved others. But your love, oh my god your love makes me feel as if I could fly. I hate how hard it has to be right now, all I want is to be with you. You give me the love I never thought I deserved , I fell in loved with you the way you fall asleep, slowly and then all at once. Never let me go

You were my first actual crush and I knew it was real when I couldn’t stop thinking about you and our conversations. I knew I loved you when you told me you were gay and I knew, that in that moment, I wouldn’t dare say anything because all I wanted was for you to be happy. And if that meant I never told you how I felt so we could be friends, then that is what that meant.

We don’t really speak much anymore.

Sometimes I still think about you. I’m not in love anymore but God, I hope the world sees you for you who you are and submits because you’re still amazing as a person, even if my stomach doesn’t flutter at the mention of your name.

why are you so selfish? why don’t you care about me? why don’t you care about how i feel? i LOVED you. i cried so much about you and i adored you and forgave you so many times. and you still don’t care. you’re still set on hurting me when i fucking loved you with all of my heart. please just...never ever talk to me again. don’t call me. don’t text me. don’t fucking look at me. seeing you is a constant reminder of all the pain i went through to keep you in my life, and i know now that it’s not worth the pain. you’ll never feel the same way about me that i do for you and that’s fine. FUCK YOU.

you said I never actually loved you but I did I truly did but you were too blind to see that I talked so greatly about you to everyone but you treated me like I was nothing and only wanted to talk seggs. :(

I’ve liked you ever since you moved to my school in fourth grade. I’ve had other relationships but I’ve never stopped liking you. We always flirt but it never goes any farther than that. Everyone knows that i love you Hunter. I make it so obvious. I just want to know if you feel the same way. It’s always been you, and it always will be you Hunter.

Hey Love, I miss you a lot and I was just checking up on you. I really want to help you in school bc i see that you are kinda struggling rn and you need help. I wish that we were dating bc i would take the time to help you so you can pass. How do you not see that, how do u not see that ever since you have been with bri you have literally been failing your classes, barely making it. I love you so much and I want you to come back. You dont realize it now but we are soul mates.

you texted me today that you missed me. I miss my best friend too, but I have to push you away so I can push both of our feelings for each other away before it ruins more things in my life. I know I deserve better but I want you because you’ve been the best I’ve had.

we are still together, but it feels like we are strangers at the same time. this doesn't make any sense. i love you unconditionally but I can't help but think you don't feel the same way about me and i'm just a thing you have no clue how to get rid of yet.

hi, i hope you're doing well. i wish we didn't drift off and i wish we were still close friends. i miss your jokes and laugh a lot.

I really really liked you, and when I wanted to be there for you, you completely shut me out. You ignored and pretended like I didn't exist. Well guess what? I'm finally over you now and I'm talking to someone new and he makes me really happy and he really likes me too, and I'm excited for where things will go with him.

you hurt me… i acted like you didn’t cause that’s what you wanted … but deep down … you got what you wanted

you hurt me a lot and I can't forgive you for it. you acted like you loved me but just used me for my body. so um fuck you :)

hi! i really thought you were cute. you’re my first boy crush since i’ve moved. i just wanted to say that you’re really cute. your smile is so precious. i don’t know if i’m right or not but i’ll put this in your favorite color. at least i think it is because i see you wear it a lot. maybe you’ll get this, maybe you won’t. - the girl with the pink mask @ chs

you ruined everything for me. broke me in ways that are completely irreversible. the worst part is how much i still love you

I’ve been having dreams about you. It’s been 2 months since you left. I tried so hard and cried so much.

i gave you my everything. you never did the same. i spent months trying to make you happy and doing the things that would make you smile. i can’t stand the fact that i did absolutely everything and you did absolutely nothing. although, what hurt more than that was watching you with her.

never loved someone as much as you, i cant picture you not in my life, i want us to be like this forever. i love you

I loved you more than I loved myself, but you destroyed me. I had to leave before I lost myself forever and I hope you understand that. You’ll always be my first and sometimes I pray you’ll become my last.

you still drunk dm me b/c i blocked u on everything else. u were my bff now u need to be hers u chose her after all right?

I wish I could live a teen romance movie with you and have it last forever... but the idea of telling you how I feel means I have to deal with loosing you as well and that scares me because loosing you feels like apart of me will go to and just knowing that your not in my life scares me more then anything. Like me back or not we will loose each other at someone point and what’s the saying if you love them let them go and what’s the point of you knowing how I feel and having you leave anyways. You are the most kind, caring person, you offer so much to me with nothing needed to be offered, you bring such a light to my life and you have helped me with so many things without realising it I don’t know what I would do without you, everyone has always said there is something happening between us but each time it comes up we deny it and shut it down I think it’s because we both are afraid, afraid of loosing each other, afraid of letting each other in and letting us see each other’s flaws and everything in between. No matter what I will always be here for you. I love you with all my heart and I hope who ever you are with you are happy and they treat you well. Xo

Even though we were just kids we were so in love. I still think about you and it hurts to see you’ve moved on. I’m always here if you ever wanna come back.

i hope you’re happy with your new girlfriend, even tho we don’t talk i will always have that love in my heart for you bro. you could call me at 3 in the morning and i’d still answer the phone like an idiot.

i hope you’re happy with your new girlfriend, even tho we don’t talk i will always have that love in my heart for you bro. you could call me at 3 in the morning and i’d still answer the phone like an idiot.

you have so much healing to do bub and i'm still cheering you on from the sideline. even if you just see yourself as some stupid skater boy that free styles in his mom's minivan i know you're worth so much more. i'll always love you. right person, wrong time

you have so much healing to do bub and i'm still cheering you on from the sideline. even if you just see yourself as some stupid skater boy that free styles in his mom's minivan i know you're worth so much more. i'll always love you. right person, wrong time

Not sure if I love you or the person I made you out to be in my head. I love the idea of you holding me at night and loving me. But I know that’s not you. I will never forget your touch.

You are the boy who will do anything for me and for that I am so grateful. Thank you for always being my best friend

I’ll never forget your memories. You deserved better than how i treated you in high school but we were both immature. We never seemed to get the timing right. Maybe that was for a reason.

I love you with all my heart. You showed me what true loves looks like. The bond we have/had is something so special. I truly believe that our love story isn't finished, not yet. I strongly believe we will find our way back to eachother. I love you Hunter.

Don’t let go of her. Now may seem like it’s hard, but she needs you and you need her. She is everything you’ve ever wanted and more. how lucky is that she went for YOU and no one else, so take that and hold it right

my advice to you is to do that everything in your power for her. she’s your world. start acting like it

I wish I could tell you all the ways I feel about you. you make my day so much better and I still get butterflies when I hear that stupid little laugh you do when you're parents are sleeping and you're trying not to be too loud. sometimes I think you could feel the same way, if we weren't so far apart and then reality hits again. you have helped me through so much whether you know it or not and you probably never will. because ill never tell you. because the risk of you not feeling the same way and losing you would break me. so you'll never know. the classic best friend falls in love with best friend except this isn't like the movies. you're not gonna someday realize you feel the same and i'm not going to blurt it out so this is where ill leave it, in the hands of strangers

You’ll never see this and that’s ok. I’m not over you right now but I hope she’s the one for you. I know nothing worked out for us but at least we tried. Thank you for showing me what love was. I’ll always remember what we had I just wish it lasted longer.

I’m sorry not sorry to say this but ur a manipulative dude who I don’t even know why I liked. I chased u for months and u led me on. Everyone warned me about u and I didn’t listen. Ik ur gonna he stuck him my mind for the rest of my life bc even tho ur terrible u were a big part of my life.

You don’t know I like you because we’re not even that close. I really really like you though and we’ve only hung out like 1 time

I don’t know what to do anymore. You once made me the happiest person in the world and I’d look forward to talking to you. But now it feels like all we do is fight and when we aren’t fighting we aren’t even talking and I don’t know how much I can take now. But I don’t want to lose you but I think deep down I already did.

you’ll literally probably never see this. but you’re my person. i promise i’ll
be here waiting. i love you forever.

i wish you didn’t fall in love with me, because you didn’t know how to love me right. i’ll still love you though, just from a distance.

you made my heart feel a way that i didn’t know was possible. we will be together again one day. i will always love you.

you were the right person, just at the completely wrong time. i know we would’ve been great together if it weren’t for everything that happened with him. it sucks. it really does. i think if you every time i hear a Morgan wallen song. when i think of “my type” i see your stupid smile in catchers gear. maybe we would’ve worked out. i guess we’ll never know.

i really like you but i don’t think you like me back, though ur a couple months younger than me i don’t think ur interested in me at all. u haven’t even seen my face but iv seen yours. whenever u send me a message my heart gets happy and ur voice is so perfect. i don’t think i’m in love with u, u just give me attention, and u make my life interesting besides my 2 other close friends

It’s been so long since you broke my heart but I still think about you a hundred times a day. I still love you like I always have.

you’ll never know it but you saved my life. i don’t know we found each other but i know it was meant to be