Unsent messages to HENRY

you’re the only person I’ve ever loved and can’t believe I let you go. hope our paths cross once again

those months were a dream and now you too feel like a fictional character in one of the books I read before I met you. it’s not real in real life

i’m very impulsive and wish i talked to you before cutting you off. I cut you off because of your infatuation with that awful loser(speaking of; ahahahaha)
when i won i really just wanted to rub it in your face and see what you thought about it. i hope your a better person than i think you are.

the only promise i ever made that i wish i couldn't keep was me telling you i'd always wait. instead of keeping it willingly, it kept to me. i've been waiting for over a year now. he came and went, and they did for you too. but now you're with her. and you love her. and i'm in love with you. i would spend my dying breath to tell you. i'd scream it from the rooftops. i'd tell you everything, if it wasn't for her. i believe in soulmates. i firmly believe mine is you. i've known that for years. i keep waiting for you to realize. today is the perfect day for realization. it was always you and always will be you. i love you. i swear on chicken strip.

im trying so hard to hold it together please dont leave. everything is getting darker i cant get out. i love you

My life is falling apart and I am struggling. Just hearing you voice would make it better, but I know you don’t care.

please stay. i can’t afford to have you go everything hurts. please just for now i need you. i love you

broski I thought I was over u but then I saw you again and the butterflies came back. Can u just text me first? you’re really attractive and you’ve always been. you’ll always some how have my heart hdk

I have been in love with you since 3rd grade and now that you are dating my best friend, its hard. You are the person I want to talk to constantly. When there's a joke or something funny I look to see if you thought it was funny too. I do not think that shes the one for you, she doesn't love you the way I do, and she will never.

I think about when it rains and the little rain dusting in your hair. I wished you'd look at me the way you looked at her.

when i see u play football (uk) on the courts or just whenever i see u im instantly happy and it always makes my day, your smile is the best u seem like a rlly funny guy and i wish i was close with u

i feel a weird connection between us we never spoken or anything but i like u a lot and im glad i see u every day in school

i never wanted you to mean this much to me. i never wanted to care this much about you. i can’t loose you but i know i am.

i hate what we are. i hate that i don’t know how you feel. i just want us to be something. i care about you so much and i know you will never feel the same way. i never want to loose you.
:(

Sometimes I think we were right for each other. Then I remember all our differences. I still have your jumper btw.

I still listen to the song I titled your name, and I still look for you in the crowds hoping you're looking for me too..

I’ve never loved anyone more than I love you, I feel different when you’re around. I feel safe and loved

henry, i knew i was in love with you when i saw you across the room. ik you’ll never love me back but you make me feel safe and that’s the biggest compliment i can give. i love you henry.

I wish I had never met you then there would be no need to impress you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for heartbreaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for broken promises. no need for crying myself to sleep. no need for acting as you care. no need for everything you have done to me that made me feel like I'm absolutely nothing.

am I just not good enough for you? who do you desire then what do you want from her, why can't I be her? I wanted to believe we could have been something good. but the thought of you with me anymore has vanished.

you always talk about beauty standards and how they’re fake but in the end you’ll always choose her over me

Remember those times on ft when you would just stare at me until I looked up and saw? We would smile and I felt like the only girl in the world. I felt so loved, now whenever I think of that I can’t help but cry.

When you said you loved me, was it actual love, because if it was how could you leave me so easily. If that's love. I don't want it ever.

i love you. i still do, years later. i dream of you at night. you give me butterflies. your voice is electrifying. you made me feel a love i've never felt. i want it back. so leave her. she could never love you like i do. you are my soulmate. it's written in the stars. it's meant to be, and i'm still waiting here for you. just like i said i would. figure it out. you love me and i'm your soulmate. not her, me. je t'adore, mon monsieur. always.

fuck you for using me. fuck you for making me feel wanted then ghosting me when another girl came around. you only come back for my body and im done.

hey henry it's me. I love talking to you and I get this stupid giddy smile on my face when I think about you.

i already did this under hen but it keeps saying “error” like wtf rude. anyway ur a really funny guy and nice. you don’t need to be there for me so don’t feel bad smh. but i like sharing music with you, tis fun. achilles come down will always be superior so oops

I appreciate you hen more than I admit so SHSUH and don’t talk about this hehehe I didn’t make too many typos

Fiiinee you win hehe you’re the best sexy back buddy ever ? and everything else absolutely the best ???

i know you really liked me but its sad that ur friends made you break up with me to stay friends with them :(

It wasn't until I first met you that I realized love at first sight is real. If only my fear of rejection spared me and let me shoot my shot.

I've liked many men in my life but there's something about you that makes you different from everyone else. I've been in love with you ever since I first laid eyes on you but it breaks my heart knowing it's almost impossible for us to be together because of our age gap.

you know that feeling? cheeks pink, hurting from smiling, hearts racing, cant sleep, you give me that. always

i really love you, i wish i didn’t. but i just can’t see myself falling for anyone else. nobody else compares to you, your laugh, your smile, the way you care so much about other people, the way you respect so many people, honestly the list goes on forever. you’re perfect to me. you’re different from the others. i wish i could have another chance. love u

i have never meet you I really want to tho even tho you have done some shitty thing i aways forgive you and idk why that its i love talking to you but idk

hey so you asked if i wanted to hang out, my face still hurts from smiling the rest of the night. see you soon

i've had a crush on you since 8th grade. it feels like you're finally within my reach. please dont go.

you had to leave, and i understood, it was your parents not you. but you didn't have to cut me off and leave me, you could have kept in contact.im still sure you were my person

i want to hate you for doing me the way you did me but i can’t and it makes me mad bc you moved on as if i meant nothing to you and you broke me again

i want to hate you for doing me the way you did and believing everyone but me... or already having slept with other girls already or treating me like i meant nothing to you but i can’t bc i think a part of me will always love you. but you obviously moved on so it’s my turn now... so goodbye henry

you weren't my first love but you were my first hate; the first one I despised more than myself.

it’s been 3 years
and i still feel as dirty
as i did
the second you decided
to lay your corroded hands
onto my innocent skin.

even now,
your invisible touch
burns my nerve endings,
singes my soul,
and leaves a rotted patch
in the rose
i once called my purity.

I was 13, you were 17; sure it was my fault cause I was drunk

everytime my mind wanders, it always goes back to your eyes and the way you looked at me. you and your blueish green eyes are all i can think about and i wish you knew that.

everytime my mind wanders, it always goes back to your eyes and the way you looked at me. i can’t get you out of my head and i wish you knew that

you were the first person i ever think i genuinely loved, even though i know you didn't love me back. thank you for teaching me how to feels and how amazing but heart wrenching it can be.

Hey it's me Miriam yes the one and only this is suppose to be to my first love and you are my first love you did me so wrong by not killing MR SAMAHA. Ok now lets be real I feel like I annoy you sometimes solely on the fact that I don't know what to talk about and also because I want your pet but anyways tootles
P.S. I'm proud of myself for never giving in an kissing you :)

Pensé que eras el amor de mi vida, pensé que me hacías feliz y tiempo después me di cuenta que estaba totalmente equivocada. Siempre me hacías llorar, me hiciste mucho daño pero ahora ya no, ya no dueles más. No vales la pena y estoy mucho mejor sin ti. No me arrepiento de nada pero aún así quisiera no volver a verte nunca más en la vida. Porfavor, madura, tu actitud es el mayor problema y eres muy egocéntrico.

I'm slowly getting over you but I still miss you and it hurts to know that you probably don't miss me

I'm slowly getting over you but I still miss you and it hurts to know that you probably don't miss me.

im over u now but sometimes i still think abt how different things couldve been if we were both honest w each other earlier.

Why did you leave after you spent your whole year with me? you told me i was the one and spent every moment with me and now suddenly i’m not enough for you? i miss you but i have to move on