Unsent messages to HARVEY

Can u comeback to me :<

I love you more than you will ever know <3

Right person wrong time? Idk if u really ever liked me that much but I did. Its been 3 months and I’m really just starting to be happy now and get over u. But, I can’t let go of the hope that maybe in the future, my car will break down when I’m driving past your house and I’ll end up seeing you again :) I hope ur happy bub, I will always wish u the best.

We’ve officially been broken up longer than we were together. I still think about you. Mainly us dancing and singing like idiots on the street back to mine. I miss speaking to you and asking you how your day was. The hour ft calls. Constantly annoying you bcs I’m indecisive. I hope your happy and maybe I’ll see u again one day

i didn't want to do this, to make us strangers again, even if it is just for a short while. It's best for the both of us, I'll still be here, waiting for you, this isn't me leaving. This is me loving you enough to realise that we need to step back x

if youd just tried we would have worked, you gave up for no reason, you gave up when we were both madly in love, ill always wait for you, you're my soulmate

im always going to love you, no matter who i meet or where i go, i will never be able to distance myself from you

I loved you for three years, and through that time i thought letting you go would be the hardest thing i’d ever have to do. My existence was based purely off yours- that being the feeling of not being able to live without you. Then i realised, i’d fallen out of love- not because i didn’t love you but because i realised you were just filling a void. The void being my fear of being alone. I feel as if i moved on too fast, i got a new boyfriend within months of our break up- but i’m happy and i hadn’t been happy for a long time. I’m sure you love me enough to understand. I do still love you- but the meaning of love can change.

I’m sorry I hate you I really am but you hurt me, and I can never forgive you for what you have said about me

Everyday you hurt me and you didn’t even seem to care about what you were doing and saying to me, please make sure you are treating her better and take care of her because she needs you to be the person I wish you were to me

I miss you teasing me on how bad I was in the games, we played. you would always call me these nicknames that have stuck with me. I am sorry that, I kept being annoying to you. it has been about 2 to 3 years since we talked, u blocked me and unfriended me on everything expect xbox. i was not thinking right and i did the most petty thing and i blocked u on xbox. i haven’t heard from u since, harvey . i wonder what could have been of us if we didn’t block each other. maybe we could have been something?

when you did that, you took a piece of me away. i still don’t know if i’ll ever get that piece back again.

you were the first person i ever loved. i wish things could be normal because i still do love you but i know you only want me for my body now but i will never forget all our memories

I hate what you did to me. Why did you make me believe it was love you lied to me and went of with her

i miss being the only girl u talked to that much. i’m glad ur in love, u deserve it all. stay cool ig

i rlly like u. but i feel so ugly and small to you that i can’t tell anyone, i feel like if humiliate you if you found out i liked you or you would laugh at me if you found out.

It’s been almost four months, and it still hasn’t got any easier to be without you. I regret leaving you every single day, and I’m still not sure I made the right choice to leave. I know you don’t want to hear from me, but it breaks my heart to know that we are strangers and you want nothing to do with me. I told you it was forever and I meant it. I miss you h, please come back. I need you, please

i hate you i fully hate you i cant stand what you did but after it all i forgive you and always will, you deserve better and so does she but she makes you happy

go you
youve got this

please just give me a sign. i like u alot and it would be kinda nice if u felt the same way. ik ur not gonna see this but i want u to be in my life and u were really sweet to me the other day and ur super funny. pls text back

it’s been months and i look for u in everyone i talk to. it isn’t the same. im sorry i ruined it for us both, every night i think of u and wonder how youre doing

make up your mind i want a relationship with you but your friendly with every girl you see but say your mine

i know this is for first loves but ur far from that. if i could tell you anything, i’d tell u tht u treated me like shit. i just needed support.

i wish you knew how much i loved you. but it hurts to know you didn't and wanted nothing to do with me.

I didn't mean to leave but you moved on pretty quick so I mustn't have been as important to you than you were to me.

I never had a crush on you ahahaha funny how you said you were taking a break from social media but didnt actually

I don’t know whether to continue being infatuated with you or if I should let it go. Either way all I want to do is cuddle with you and make you feel at home

I really miss you, i wish you hadn’t let me go, i still think of you from time to time please come back. Even though we never dated i wish we still talked

I was so in love with you and you ruined it. Why? I had so much fun every time we talked, I don’t think I’ll talk to you again

Do you ever wonder what we could have been? It’s been years and you’ve still never thought of us seriously, I’m just ‘fun’ to you. You don’t want me but won’t let anyone else even near.

I still love you. So, fucking much. Like, I'm sitting here, sobbing, because I miss you so fucking much. My dad told me the other day when he asked about you at dinner that, "it never feels like that again". But how is that possible? I believe it, because I'm talking to this new guy, and yes, I like him better than most every other guy I've been with. But, at the same time, i like him NO WHERE near as much as I did you. And that's the guy I'm gonna settle down with, that type of guy. All the while, I'll be thinking of you. I cry and cry and cry because I miss you and I want to be in your arms again. But your a whole different continent away. Your my right person, wrong time. And I don't know if I can ever get past that. You wiped my tears, held me, and whispered about our future. But now, we're practically strangers. We're so young- is it possible that we end up together? Fuck, do I hope so. But who knows what your thinking. I guess that's it..

We were best friends since the beginning and we went through it all I helped with your mums death and you helped with my parents divorce we saw everything but when you left you’ll never know how much I regret seeing you walk away for the last time.

We could have been something amazing, yet you’re just another reason I cry at sad songs and question my worth

I’m so stupidly in love with you and i wish i could tell you, but i just like seeing you happy, even if not with me.

I’ve had boyfriends before you, but you meant the most to me and I will always love you, even though we both hurt each other

I still wonder if I ever was as much in your thoughts as you were in mine. I hope I at least helped you somehow.

Why didn’t you just end things with me when you started losing feelings. It would have hurt alot less.

i hate that you don’t understand how much i care about you and that i have since we met, you really hurt my feelings but i understand that you didn’t mean to. I just wish we could go back to how things were before, i’m sorry.

why’d u break me like that. i was so happy and look what you did. it’s all your fault. when you kept saying you’d kill yourself i thought about the life i would have

Can we go climbing together? Can we fall in love? Can you dance with me? Can we kiss in the rain? I love you

despite me fucking hating you and your mother after what went on, and what you both are still saying about me - you were my first special person, my proper first boyfriend &amp; it’s annoying how much I’d want you to call me crying and asking to meet me, or FaceTime when you’re alone. very, very annoying. but I’ll get over it, I’ve already come so far. I hope things are ok, and please keep my name out your mouth.