i've liked you for so long dude i don't even know what to say. i wish i could tell you but i probably never will cause i know you could never like me back like that. we used to be so close and there were times i almost thought maybe we could be something but it was probably all in my head. i started ignoring u and now we barely even talk anymore and i hate it and im sorry. i push away the people i care about most in this world because im too afraid they will leave me first. i just miss u so much.