despite me fucking hating you and your mother after what went on, and what you both are still saying about me - you were my first special person, my proper first boyfriend & it’s annoying how much I’d want you to call me crying and asking to meet me, or FaceTime when you’re alone. very, very annoying. but I’ll get over it, I’ve already come so far. I hope things are ok, and please keep my name out your mouth.