i'm sorry i ruined our friendship. i really wish i could make it up to you, but it seems like you really don't care. i guess it's probably time for me to move on too. i hope you're doing well

You were one of my closest friends throughout all of my youth. We did some pretty dangerous things and I still cringe when I remember the amount of times we put each other in danger. I hope you're living safer. I hope you're living well where you are now. I'm sorry that I had to cut you off.

you are my best friend and i would truly be lost without you. you showed me what being loved feels like. thank u.

girly I am so sorry for all the shit that life throws at you. you are so kind and cheerful even though you are suffering. things are gonna be really hard for a couple of years, and if you see this, please know that I care for you so much and you will always be my friend. please don't make any choices you'll regret, I need you here so we can talk about skateboards and spn and guitars and anything else you'd ever want to talk about. you are my platonic love and hopefully I'll get to see you soon and we can get food. maybe not for a bit, though, cause we need to be careful of the virus. anyway, I miss you, and again, I'm so sorry for your loss. text me at any hour

You know, when i said i was okay i lied. I'm not and i may need help but. It's okay. I just hope you're okay.

you are the problem in all your friendships. you were a shitty friend to us. m just can’t see it yet.

I know you don’t realize this, but I loved you so much and I still do, we were never together, but those feelings that I had for you never went away even though it’s been so long and you don’t care about me anymore, we aren’t and weren’t anything and yet I’m so attached, I’m so scared that you’ll leave me the second you get the chance, I’m scared you don’t want me in your life but you don’t wanna hurt me so you stay, but if that’s the reason you are staying then leave, break my fucking heart and leave cause I can’t deal with this anymore, I just can’t so I’m sorry, and if I ever doing anything just know that I love you and you could never do anything wrong and it’s not your fault

You took a piece of me in that relationship that I’m never going to get back take care of it please I spent 18 years looking after it

BESTIE GIRL I LOVE YOU I WOULDNT BE ALIVE WITHOUT YOU. WE ARE ONE IN THE SAME AND THIS WILL NEVER END. MWAHHHH

i hope that one day you realize how much you mean to me. im almost 100% sure that you dont want me. you are still my soulmate, forever and always.

i love you so much queen, you can do so much better than alex. i want to support you and refrain from controlling you, but i don’t want you to make a mistake that will cost you your youth:( secretly i really hope this escapade is going to end soon. we’re all so worried about you.

i know you’re afraid to like girls, so i started dating someone else,
but the truth is i’d leave him in a heartbeat to be with you.

Lannah, every time I drink I end up going to my dorm and crying because I feel so worried and empty without you. I'm worried that your sad or alone, I just miss junior your year, I miss spending every day with you, I miss Italy, I fucking miss you so much. you were my other half and now your gone. I'm currently playing promises and I just don't understand why we had to grow apart. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY OTHER HALF FOREVER FUCK WHY WHY WHY. I was so anxious I just needed time to breath but then you never called me back and dude I'm fucking heart broken I've never had a friend like you. and nothing helps, fucking therapy does nothing. I just needed you to understand where I was coming from and now its too fucking late and I'm alone and I don't know how to feel better I think about you every day dude. I just need to move on but I can't bc you were supposed to be around forever.

hey queen// ily thanks for being best friend. everything will work itself out in the end. also know that u never need to go through stuff alone$$$$$

I know you don't want to talk anymore but I just wanted to say I'm sorry for how I treated you and I think about it every day

I woke up next you you in a dream last night, this morning I woke up next to her and it just isn’t the same.

i love u so much but i cant trust u and i know its probably my fault but i just cant shake the feeling you're lying and its fucking eating me alive bro

i truly believe that you're my twin flame. i don't know how (or even why) you've stuck with me all this time, but i am infinitely grateful that you did. i'm sorry for everything i've done. love you shawty.

you and i are so good together and we both know it. You just don’t want to be with me because you want to see if there is someone better, which hurts a lot. If you are always thinking about what could be better out there, i will never meet that threshold and through that I can never be exactly what you want. We are stuck in the middle of friends and lovers and losing the benefits of both.

You really hurt me. I don’t know why you stopped caring, was it something I did? Were you always like this?

Hi hannah, I just wanted to say that I love you very much. I am really blessed to have you in my life. I can't believe that I almost didn't get the chance to become friends with you. I guess it's true about unexpected things being the best. I never expected to meet you but I seriously am so glad we met. You're an incredible friend. I hope you know you are an amazing person. You are also really strong mentally and that's one of the many things I admire about you. I'm writing this because you said that you felt unappreciated so I hope you feel more appreciated and loved after reading this. Also I really like your purple socks. Just know I love and care for you a lot kid. I hope you never forget this. I'll always be here if you need anything. You also have a personality that is just so unique and beautiful. I can't wait to see the incredible things you do in the future. In conclusion, I love you and I'm sleepy but never stop being the queen you are

Why would you lie about something like that. It could ruin his life. All because you needed a little attention. Well great job whore

hello, my happy pill :>
idk if you're ever going to see this but you make me so happy and ik i type paragraphs for you but it's still not enough in my eyes, i want you to know that i love you lots even without those texts. you're generally my first love, i've never liked anyone like i've liked you. something about you is just different from the others, something about you from the first day i met you. from our first convo to our most recent one, you've been on my mind, still are. i love you hannah, i love you more than i can express.
- your bear :>

this is yellow for a reason. thank you for being a ray of sunshine in my life; like a sunflower too. i miss you a lot

i really want to lean in and kiss you but i know you dont like me back and youll be scared, just know that i love you.

....why’ve you not deleted my playlist? are you still holding on? please don’t, you let me go, you have to forget about me. you asked for this. please.

hello darling,
guess who? hint: i forget things constantly.
just wanted to tell you you remind me of the feeling i get when people hold onto me in a hug for a little longer than i hold onto them. a mix of safe and wanted.
love,
swim whore

your words cut deep and your actions deeper how could you ever call yourself my friend knowing how much it would hurt me to know the things you were doing behind my back

I know your going through a hard time right know and I know that you probably don’t want to tell me and i understand that. i just hope that you are eating that you are staying say i know it’s hard in quarantine but i promise you will get through it. i will se you in a week.

you’re literally insane and i’m glad we aren’t friends anymore. i’m doing so much better off without you

I've loved you since the moment my eyes met yours. I love you, i love you, i love you. Never stop loving me.

I know you like him. I’m not stupid. I pick up on every little thing you do. And I fucking hate you for it.

I really thought that since you were there for me at my lowest you actually cared about me. i guess you just happened to pick up your phone at the right moment and that’s all. it hurts. and yet you told me that you didn’t want YOUR heart to get broken. the irony. the phone calls last winter broke me. i told you that i wouldn’t go if that’s what would make you feel better, yet you pushed me to go and then acted as though i went just to hurt you. i had a breakdown on the bus back and couldn’t sleep more than 2 hours a night for weeks. that was just the start of it. i loved you and you shattered my heart into a million pieces without even realizing it.

You promised me you'd never leave, that you'd always be here, whenever i needed you.

Its been 7 months, come back, i need you more than anything

I wish I would‘ve picked the phone up that night and you‘d still be here by my side, even if we weren‘t in love anymore. I miss you so fucking much and I can‘t begin to describe how much I wish that I was the one suffering. I don‘t deserve to carry you in my heart and think about you because it is my fault that your mom couldn‘t say goodbye and that you could never meet your best friend again before it happened. I will never forgive myself.

I can’t believe you did this to me. We will never be friends again and you will be the person I tell my kids about someday when I tell them how your closest friends will be the ones who turn on you.

I know you don’t like me but I can’t help that. I’m sorry that I’m irritating and weird. I’m also sorry that you can’t be bothered trying anymore. It hurts when you don’t include me even when I try, so I’m not going to try anymore either. What’s the point when you’ve already given up on our friendship?

wow ive never written you one before but hi. someone else on here said you're not a good friend, but at the same time the best. im not sure if that was for you specifically, but they said it perfectly. you're probably the most toxic person ever, yet people, including me, cant stop being friends with you. i would never say any of this to your face, because i'll admit sometimes i am jealous of your popularity, and also because you were so mean to me back then and constantly put me down. i dont want to hold it against you because i know youre trying to change, but i dont think ill ever be able to get over how much you hurt me and how terrible you made me feel about myself. yet, youre still the type of girl people will never stop thinking and talking about. you just pull people in with your charisma, but then drag them down. ofc i love you and miss you, which ill never tell you (im sorry), but i dont think we can ever be close again. i want to so badly, more than you know, and i also think about our memories, but there isn't only cherished memories...i still remember the bad ones. this is so long omg but its all pent up stuff that i could never say to u OR anyone for that matter. but i was so jealous of you and him, actually more than one him. it really did bother me and i wish i were you in that situation. ik ur not over him, and well i think i almost am, but a while back, i hated that you too thought you guys were meant to be because thats what i thought. u think that about so many guys, why cant i have just this one? sorry this was so rude, i hope you dont read this or figure out who its from because i dont want to hurt you. i never want to hurt you, but i just need to keep my distance for a while.

i miss you alot but i know it wasn't meant to be for us. I wish you the best of luck with you and your gf and future

I’ve loved you since the 7th grade. Even though we will never be together i think i will always deep down have feelings for you

You are my best friend. You have changed my life. You make me feel safe and confident. I love you so much.

Its such a shame it all turned out like this, isn’t it darling? I’ll bury the tragedy of us very soon.

you helped me become a better person prolly without even realizing it. I should have been nicer and considered your feelings more maybe then we’d still be talking rn like we used to

When I met you, I thought it would make me think I wasn’t gay. But being with you only confirmed my sexuality.

it hurts being just friends when i know i’m always gonna be in love with you but you don’t feel the same anymore...

You were the best person i ever had, i miss you so much. I hope we can text or reunite again. Im so sorry if i assumed everything, i shouldve been more better. Thank u for everything. I loved everything you said to me, i love u.

Hey, it's been a few years huh. I just wanted to say that I hope you are having a great day and that you have been happy lately because you truly deserve it. I miss you, I would say we should get together sometime but I feel like we both know that isn't a smart choice. I love you. always.

I'm sorry for breaking your heart. Even after leaving I can't stand to see you suffer. I want to help you sleep.

I cant get your name and face out of my head. You hurt me and i still forgive you. I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms one more time. As much as i shouldn't want it I want you to come back. I still have so much love to give.

i wish we could’ve been friends after you started dating her. i blocked you bc it hurt me