I haven’t actually seen you since you left town years ago, and every time you came back i was scared to see you, but thank you for being the first person to care about me, even if we were 12 haha

I haven’t actually seen you since you left town years ago, and every time you came back i was scared to see you, but thank you for being the first person to care about me, even if we were 12 haha

I wish we could've viewed things through the same eye. Maybe things would have turned out differently.

You’re the kindest most lovely person I’ve ever met. You helped me to love myself and realize I was worthy and my value wasn’t based on others opinions. You’ve been through more than anyone I know and deserve the world. Thank you:).

i can't believe it's almost been four years since I first fell in love with you. with anyone actually... i don't think ill ever tell you though.
thank you for everything though

I’m sorry I’m such a burden to you. I know you and mom would be much better without me because all I do is cause trouble and I’ve just become a hassle to deal with. I’m sorry I’m the reason you have such bad anxiety, because you had the responsibility of making sure I didn’t get into trouble at a young age. You deserved a better sister and twin. Sometimes I wish I could just build up the courage to kill myself or run away so you don’t have to deal with me anymore, but I’m too scared

I loved you so much but you didn’t reciprocate the feelings back no matter how hard I tried. I can’t stop thinking ab you and it hurts. How long are you going to do this to me?

you’ll forever be my favorite person, no matter who i’m with your my best friend and you mean the world to me please never leave

I’ll never forget those moments we share together; the way you felt pressed up against me. Everything about you both inside and out is so, so beautiful. Your smile, your singing voice, you art and your soul. Whilst I don’t love you like I did then, I care about you so deeply and I’m proud of your progress. You’ve made my entire life worth living.

Im sorry things didnt work out, I guess we just both had to work on ourselves first. I hope you are doing better than I am

I love you so much it hurts. I would answer your call at 2 AM still. drive to you one more time. Romance wasn’t for us though, it hurt. You’re my best friend. We stopped talking but it hurts more than you know. to have you as a friend was special. You knew me in ways others didn’t. I still trust you. I’m sorry for making you feel any different. I don’t want to spend 2021 in ill will.

I love you. Still and always will. My closest friend and someone I can’t forget. You will forever be someone I have dear in my heart. you’re my favorite person. All I wish you is love and positivity. new opportunities as well. You will always be special. And I’m so sorry for ever hurting you.

You pressured me and isolated me from my friends. If I could I'd tell my younger self to stay away and avoid the pain.

You’re forever and always my best friend thank you for never giving up on me love you miss you see you soon

Hi, I'm still with you but there are so many things that you have helped me through. I love myself, and its because I finally understand what respect and true love is.

you're going to do such amazing things in life. i wish you the absolute best. thank you for everything

Yea. i don’t want to be friends. You were fake to me and so many people. We don’t have a connection anymore.

But at the same time i can tell you’re struggling internally. I was your best friend. I know u. but i can help u anymore

and yes all the pink ones written on sep. 9) r frm me, your best friend from 8th grade to freshman year.

hey hannah, i’ve been thinking about you a lot. i miss you. i’ve been numb since you left. i just want to feel again.

ill never be able to forgive you for the affects you had on my mental health. i'm in the state i am now due to you.

words can’t describe how much i love you. you’ve grown so much and i’m so proud of you. you used to be the reason i contemplated life but now you’re the reason i stay. i love you

I wish you could see how much better I am without you... and I wish I wasn’t so bitter about proving it.

im sorry i couldnt be there with you when you left this earth. I'll forever love you. I know you're still with me

you were my very best friend but what i didn’t know untill recently is that i was in love with you. we were too young for me to know, but now your gone. you moved so far across the world from me. we keep in touch, just. you won’t think about me anymore but sometimes i still think of u. from h x

I love you with my everything. I will always stand by your side and give you 100% if I’m down I’ll get better and always put u first!

I really do love you. Your my best friend, but you are a shitty person. I know your life is hard but that does not mean you can invalidate my feelings. You constantly make me feel dumb and ashamed of how I feel and what I do. I have never physically or emotionally harmed like you have done to me. I am going to tell the truth that I am relived that we will not be attending the same school next year. I can't keep on accepting the toxic things you do to me. I still am your friend I just do not believe you are a good person.

My biggest ever mistake was letting you go and yet when everyone tells me it was worth it i start to regret it more

if you did fuck him to piss me off, you would prove to me that you are exactly who I think you are. So in the end, I'd win

We have to stop doing this, how can i ever get over you? Are you trying to keep me on a string while you are also sleeping with other guys? That's kinda what it feels like to me

i told u that if move on even though it’s hard to let go but not a day goes by when i don’t think of you

it was so easy to replace me, right? but now that she’s not in your life anymore, i’m back in. it’s just hard to go back to before.

you are my best friend, you are like a sister to me and i love how i can talk to you about anything without being judged. you mean the world to me

hey. i don’t know why i kept this in myself for so long, but you’re my light. i fucking hate my life and myself so much and you always made me feel better. i wish you could just cuddle me and tell me it’s gonna be okay as long as you’re with me. i’m sorry for being the reason why you’re so broken rn. i never meant to make you think the same way as i do. your life is so valuable and i love you so much.

‘till we meet again

You ruined my life. I trusted you, and you just sat and watched me burn. You ruined me. You broke me.

i miss you and you dog, i'm sorry for choosing him over you but i liked him too much. i wish we weren't strangers. i'm glad you're happy with your new friends now.

i always hoped that sometimes you thought of me too. i was right, it turns out it was so bad you had to cut off all ties from me. there's no chance for us know but i love you. thank you for all the songs you showed me, i think of you when i listen to them.

I think about you more than I think about myself or anything else. I spend my time thinking about how badly I want to feel you in my arms while we sit in a warm blanket together. I hate that you hate yourself and I wish you would give me a chance to show you how much I care about you but you have said you aren’t ready.

Day 1- Today was really hard. school sucks and so does family stuff. I miss being able to talk to you on the phone and have someone understand without me having to even say a word. Hopefully you come home soon. miss u

I miss you as a friend still. I still love you although 2 years past. Forgive me please I tried to hurt you less by leaving..

I loved you so much but you really fucked me up. I wish I could change everything I said and did. I think about the last message you sent me every day.

i have no idea if i love you romantically or platonically but whatever it is just know that I love you

I fuckin hate you. The amount of pain and stress you put me through and for what. You made me isolated from a friend group for a year,and when that year was ended i started to realise that i wasnt the problem, but you were. Then when i finally try to cut ties with you, you ruin me, you break me, all because i wasnt going to be your little toy anymore. You were a bitch, and my anger will never leave nor my hatred. Some people say they wouldnt wish death on their worst enemy but to be quite honest with yu i wouldnt bloody care. see you in hell you dumb twat xoxo

When I used to look at you I got butterflies, now when I see you everything hurts. But I'll always love you even if you don't love me anymore.

I had to get over you when we were never anything. I wish I had more self worth, maybe I would’ve had a shot

i hate you. how could you go behind my back like that? we used to be best friends at one point and then you couldn’t keep your hands off of him, could you? i never want to see you again

Of course I love you, but not how I am supposed to, I don't care for you the same way you care for me. Im sorry

you hurt me so much yet i cant bare to hate you, or leave you behind, my body would set on fire with jealousy at you looking at anybody else but me, i wanted all your attention and i still do, i crave every ounce of flustered and flirty texts out of you. it doesnt make sense in my head how much you made me feel in such a short time. i wish youd stop doing all this. so i can get you out of my mind and stop imagining you touch me. when i hug myself i imagine its you. i wish you werent leaving me so lonley.

Te amo, desde el primer momento en que te ví, te amo aunque no es tan fácil de decir y repito lo que siento con estas palabras.
Hannah Luviano Lima, te amo y siempre te tendré en mi corazón, yo se que la cagué fuerto, era un pendejo tenía 15 años, no tenía absolutamente nada de experiencia en el tema de las relaciones amorosas y por eso la cagué, soy un pendejo y te pido perdón por no haber podido llegar a ser esa persona que te hubiera amado con todo su corazón, pero la vida y mi valentía dijeron no, efectivamente soy un pussy, si te dije lo que sentía pero por medio de una red social, si tan solo hubiera tenido los huevos de decirtelo a la cara, a lo mejor hubiera sido diferente, pero no fue así, en donde sea que estes te amo y deseo que seas muy feliz.

this is to myself. please. keep going. try. for your friends and your family. i know it’s hard my love but you need to stay alive. try. for future us