Unsent messages to GREG
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: August 19, 2023, 10:15 am UTC
i should’ve changed sooner, i hope you see my efforts now
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 19, 2021, 3:36 am UTC
I am so sorry i left you... i couldnt handle what i was getting myself into plus the night of the car accident made me feel like i was not ready for us. im so sorry i just left you, i really wish you could take me back but i realized ive never seen you so happy before so i hope you and her are doing well. i will always still think about you but at one point i will let go. just not yet
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:10 am UTC
I just didn't feel anything anymore, and I'm not sorry you emotionally manipulative piece of shit. :)
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:44 pm UTC
why aren't things like they used to be? did the thrill just die? do u not love me the same? idk, but i still wear ur hoodie. it reminds me of the beginning.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:17 pm UTC
I wasted so much of my life thinking you were someone else. Stop pretending, fix yourself instead of hurting those around you.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:54 am UTC
‘If I was playing a game then I’ve played you like a fool’ even though your words broke me I still find myself thinking of you most days. The pain you caused, the hurt you put me through. I don’t think you realise how much of an impact you had on my life in such a short period of time. I could sit here all day and think about ways I could’ve been different to make our relationship work but nobody should ever have to feel they need to change just for somebody to love and understand them that little bit more.
We all learn from experiences but some should be left unheard.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:34 pm UTC
I miss you every day and I want to reach out so bad but i respect your choice. All I want is for you to be happy
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:21 am UTC
It’s hard to watch anyone you love hurting-
Even harder when all you can do is watch someone hurt themselves...
I wish I could take your place sweetheart.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:48 pm UTC
Letting go didn't mean I didn't care. I just needed to prove to myself that if you came back that meant you did too.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:55 pm UTC
i'm not sure what i would even say to you now, but i guess thank you. seven months is a long time but maybe one day we'll come back
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:49 am UTC
I’m sorry I broke your heart. I truly am. I don’t know why I did it and I can’t explain it but I am sorry for the pain I have caused you and I wish we would have stayed just friends
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:50 am UTC
i wish i could go back into and relive all the memories we had bc that was the only time i felt happy. now i feel useless. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: December 27, 2020, 5:49 pm UTC
thank you for showing me how i should be treated, and showing me i was cared about when i was at my lowest. i liked you more than i have ever liked anyone,ever. you are the sweetest guy i have ever met and i hope you are happy
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: December 25, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
you were the right person at the wrong time,we were at dark places and resulting in us arguing a lot as we couldn’t process it well so we’d take it out on each other,as we only had each other,you were my best friend,it sucks we act like strangers when i know you better than anyone and you are the same with me,you know my biggest secrets and ik yours and it feels so weird not having you here,i miss when we’d just lay in bed in each other’s arms when things were bad but in that moment i felt safe and it was as if nothing else mattered but you and i was just listening to ur heart whilst keeping my eyes shut but trying not to doze off just thinking about how lucky i was,i miss you loser i’m sorry ur hugs and the reassurance you gave,i love you so much i’ll always be here for you,i promise,pinky
our time will come just hang in there okay? we’ve got this.i hope ur okay right now :)
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
people say i want you. people tell me we would be great together. but ur taken. i don't know how i feel about you. do i feed into the things i'm being told or do i keep thinking to myself how ur not the one for me.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: December 14, 2020, 3:35 am UTC
Breaking up with you was the best decision I ever made. I don't know how or why I stayed as long as i did.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:03 pm UTC
you hardly ever even looked in my direction but when you did, i was the happiest girl in the world for a couple seconds
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:02 pm UTC
I’ve been in love with you for over ten years, even though we both have moved on with our lives. I would still drop everything to be with you.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:58 pm UTC
You really hurt me, you treated me like just another girl in your life. I thought I meant more to you but I guess not. You really fucked me up by cheating and you always say you didn't but I know your lying just to save your ass.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 22, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
It's okay that you moved on but please don't forget me. I don't think I miss you but I still think we will meet again someday
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 13, 2020, 1:55 am UTC
Im kinda developing/ already have a eating disorder now. yeah you probably would still hate me because I am gay. yeah that's kinda awkward, its like being asked 'thot daughter' or 'gay son' and you were really hoping you'd get a girl but then god gave you a bottom. that sucks i'd be disappointed too. anyways my anxiety is going like crazy, maybe that's why I answer you so tense and freaked out. i know ur hardworking, but its not a competition to see who has the more stressful life. im gonna go back to doing my homework, kinda wish you were just American. american parents are gods angels from heaven, they are nice. wow look how much I wrote ok I will shut up now
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 10, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
You're hot :p LOL but like literally if we're both still single in our late twenties we're getting married i don't make the rules
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:48 pm UTC
I love u. I wanted it written down somewhere before it disappeared. It's going to happen if you don't want it to.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
You were my best friend,the person I loved the most and trusted ally in all of our crazy adventures.But then you left me and never came back...not even a text nor a phone call,you were just gone hurting me and breaking my heart.
P.S. I still love you
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: October 5, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
I wish instead of dragging me along while you find answers, you would’ve been honest with yourself first.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:20 pm UTC
I truly did feel like I had found the one, but I got so tired of being the only one putting in effort. I supposedly meant so much to you, but not enough for you to make our relationship a priority. I hope you realize one day how amazing of a person you lost. Someone who would have done anything and everything for you. I hope it eats you alive knowing I will find someone someday that’s going to give me the world like I would have given you.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: September 17, 2020, 7:30 pm UTC
i never stopped caring and loving you and i wish i knew if you were my soulmate or just a stranger with memories but either way u had a very special place in my heart and i’ll never forget you.
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: September 12, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
i don't even know what to think about you. i truly hope you rot. you hurt me beyond repair. you know what happened that night in your basement. at least you have daddys money to get you somewhere in life. you truthfully are my biggest mistake in life and i'm so glad your friends saw that and decided to leave you too :)
From: ABC
To: greg
Date: September 8, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
I hate our fate and the circumstances we’ve been under. I just want to be with you. i waited for so long
