I wish we ended things differently, but I just want to give you one last hug and remind you that I will always be here for you with open arms and a smile. Never give up and always remember you deserve the world I wish you the best for your future and I mean that, now go on handsome be happy.

you mean alot and I'm sorry that I'm silly and annoying, I just want to make you happy but sometimes I get too giddy- please dont leave me, you make life so much more fun and even though I don't say it you're kind of the only person I'm living for right now

i miss you a lot and wish so badly things were different.. but if i could go back in time i wouldve ended it earlier.

shit man even if we did drift away and never seen each other irl i do miss the fun we used to have on all those servers and how during all the uncertainty i could open up my phone and have you to talk to,, you literally were so nice to me and i enjoyed your company so much but im happy that we ended on a quiet note w out any arguing or anything,, :)

i wish we still talked, i see you at school and all i think is i can’t look at you, and i can’t hug you. you don’t understand the pain you never will. it kills me that you don’t know.

i wish there was a way i could turn back time, i wish there was a way to make you love me again. i tried so hard to make you happy and all you did was mess around with girls, i know we could’ve been more mature about things and i wish we were older so maybe things would’ve lasted. i’m sorry for how i treated you after the end and how i said bad things about you, i only did that to make myself feel better about the fact you were over me and did want me anymore. knowing you were on to another girl broke my heart, every little thing that you did broke me heart. you took my heart that i gave you and broke it into a million pieces then stepped all over it. i wish i had the courage to tell you this myself but i don’t. we don’t have a connection anymore and it kills me everyday thinking about it, you were my safe place. but you broke that when you slept over at her house and left me thinking i wasn’t enough. maybe in the future we can try this again.

i still look for pieces of you in everyone i meet. i meant what i said, my feelings for you were real. i think we might have had a real chance at love, i'm sorry i left.

we were friends for such a long time before these feelings came up. i hope i mean even half as much as you mean to me.

What does she have and i don't?
Your attention? Your heart? I guess both. And i guess i have neither.

im sorry that i didnt give you the space tht you needed i never understood how bad your mental health was but i kept trying because i loved you too much. you and elle both seem so happy now but i dont know how to cope knowing that you are doing all the things we did with another girl. i want to know why you complained that our relationship was too physical when you were always the first person to make a move and never wanted to hold a conversation. i wish i could come and see your mum and kiah again although neither of them probably care about me now since elle is around.

I think I loved you, but you just loved the idea of me and support I gave you. I just needed someone and you were there for me, but eventually you left like everyone else.

I've always liked you ever since you came to our school, you will talk to everyone else except me I don't know what I did but I don't know how to get over you bc im not sure if you like me or not.

u r one of the fastest crushes i've had. i met you and a couple days later i realized i liked you. when we first met u and t jokingly flirted with me and at first it was all fun and games but i got to know and idk what it was but then boom i realized i had feelings for u. i realized that though we aren't super close i can joke around with u like i've known u for awhile as well as have serious convos. the first time we texted was nothing special but god did it make me smile. i think ur singing intrigued me aswell, ur voice is amazing and i could listen to it all day and night. but after going live with u and ur friends i had this feeling that u liked another and she might've liked you back. i talked to a lot of ur friends and some were sure but m told me that u told him u didn't like her like that though u knew she liked u. it gave me a bit of relief and that soudns selfish but god i rlly want to be with u but then later ur friend texted me apologizing saying he lied but it was because u lied to him, u actually do rlly like her. i also know for a fact she likes u back, but who wouldn't ur an amazing guy and she's perfect who wouldn't want her, she's literally heather. anyways i was kinda heartbroken when i found put u liked her but i tried to act as normal as possible so it wouldn't have affected the mood. later it was j the two of us on live and i felt so happy, though i new u liked someone else it j made me happy talking to u. u at first denied to liking her but eventually admitted it saying u weren't sure if she liked u back and even if she did u weren't sure if it would work out bcuz she lived far. i didn't say much bcuz i was kinda hurt and i regret it but it was fine we ended up changing the topic and continued to joke around. idk if u noticed that i liked u, i feel like i may have been a bit obvious at times but u never said anything. i'm feeling a bit better now and im j happy that we can be friends and talk but i j feel a little hurt when u ygs talk to each other, it's so obvious u both like each other and ig im just jealous and miss that. ur friends are rlly nice and im getting to know u all better so i don't regret meeting u and them. i'll get over u, maybe not rn but soon. ur an amzing guy ty and i wish u happiness. ily stupid

i loved u so much and you left me for her. you told me not to worry about her. i'm over you now. i promise myself that.

you're incredible kid, and my best friend. But every time we seem to get our chance, something gets in the way

I wish it wasn’t so difficult, I wish the distance wasn’t there. If I had it my way, I would never have to leave.

I heard a song that remided me of you. "It comes and goes in waves, it always does." I use those lyrics to describe my love for you....even though you dont feel the same.

I don't know what you mean to me anymore but I still think about you a lot, I think I'll always love you.

I finally built up the courage to unfollow you; one step closer to freedom and let me tell you, I’m almost there

I’m so sorry I didn’t appreciate you when I had you. You are going to be an amazing man for someone who deserves you. I have so much love for you, but I can’t tell you because I want you to be happy.

I Hope you are doing better and enjoying college. But a part of me wants to know if you still think of me ,did you think I was not happy?did you read my poems? because I never stopped .I just want to know and tell you,you will always be my first love but I have to let go

i miss the old you
you are such an amazing guy when wanting to be one
just always remember, i’m here for you which is sad knowing i’m here for you when you want me dead .

Thank you for all of the memories we've shared. Our chapter wasn't the longest, but it was worth experiencing it with you. I may have just been a "one year trial" for you but to me, you were everything. I shouldn't spend time hating you because you set me free, and allowed me to find who I really was; I don't need you anymore. I hope you find a girl who will go to every devil's game with you, and watch countless episodes of the office with you. I really do. Thank you for everything.

I held out hope that we would last, but I couldn’t tell if you felt the same. I still love you, please come back.

Not gonna lie I forgot about you even existed for a couple of months. That just shows you how good I'm doing without you now.

I hated cats and the color orange before i met you and you changed that about me. If this is the end- i love you forever and i hope we meet again in another life. I’m going to miss you Ty

I love you, I miss you. I would give everything to get you back, what we had was unforgettable and amazing. You were more than enough at all times and I wish you knew that my love bug. I'll always love you more and I'll be here whenever you think you're ready

I really liked you. Like a lot. I liked you sm you don’t understand at all. Until I found out you liked boys.

You used to make me feel like I wasn’t alone, you were never really there for me though and now you make me feel more alone then anyone else.

i’ll never stop loving you. i don’t care if i’m not supposed to, you’re the only person i’ll ever love with my entire heart. forever.

Although it’s been close to a year, I still think of the horrible things you did to me when I try to sleep or when I’m trying to be intimate with my boyfriend. I feel so sick when I remember I would still tell you I love you after you’d do that, I can’t escape the feeling of constantly being watched as I try to sleep because I feel as if you’re there waiting to do it all over again.

I liked you. I really really liked you. The feelings were one sided I suppose. Maybe we'll meet in another time.

i didn’t want to take a break. i hope it’s over soon. your my first true love tbh and you mean a lot to me.

Who knew that this was going to end the way it did.
I love you and miss you, please come fix things with me xo

i can't take the same road home that i used to because when i drive past your house, i always check if your bedroom light is on. i miss you so much.

everytime i see that you snapped me all i think is "aw shit here we go again" the only reason i dont leave you on open is bc youre 6'4 lol

Sometimes when the trauma of you cheating gets to be alot, I imagine breaking up with you.ily.im sorry.

always my hickory , always your lady may . i’ve healed but forever a hole in my heart where you once resided.

i miss you. i know youll never give me chance to make you happy and it tears me apart. i always compare others to you and think about how you could be the one.

you had the best smile :) i wake up every morning hope to see a missed ft call but remember it’s over.

it hurts because i know you don’t actually love me
but i always go back to you because you feel like home.

you were my first love and you know that.so far u have been the only guy i ever loved and the only guy to ever really love me,i know i broke up with u months ago and any normal person would move on but i cant no matter how hard i try i still think about you when im going to bed at night,i still look for you in every person i talk to but no one is like u. and i hate that. when i say i still like u i dont think i mean u now tho. i mean its different ur different now and ya things happen and people change but its not the same.i think abt the old u the one who i feel asleep on the phone with every night,the one that kissed me in the hallway and told me he loved me and meant it. i miss that and u. u meant everything to me and i did u wrong which is something i look back on and think that what if i didnt do things to u would we still be together? idk.and i never will.but ya maybe next semester ill see u or well have class together and maybeee we can at least be close friends again.id give anything to be close to u again,u changed me and made me the person i am and u were there when i needed u the most and im forever grateful for that. okay i think thats it.

Ik weet niet wat ik nou voor je voel. Ik heb geen crush ( zeg ik tegen mezelf dan) maar elke keer als ik een snap van je krijg hoop ik toch dat het geen GN is ( wat het wel altijd is ) ik zeg dat het me niet boeit wie la is maar toch probeer ik erachter te komen wie ze nou is en wat er is met jullie twee. En elke keer krijg ik hoop als je weer naar me staart in klas. Of tegen me praat en lacht, of weer over iel begint. Maar als ik dan weer denk wrm k een crush op je zou moeten hebben weet ik het niet ik schrijf wel leuke dingen en niet leuke dingen neer

Leuke dingen- *hoe je lacht als je tegen me praat
*als je naar me kijkt en ik terug kijk
* je felle blauwe ogen
*dat je bij mijn lengte in de buurt komt

- minder leuke dingen
* dat bijna elk meisje van de school n crush op je heeft
* dat je me de ene dag heel veel aandacht geeft en de dag daarna helemaal niet
* dat je onze gesprekken van snap afkapt

Er zijn dan wel meer dingen aan je die ik leuk vind maar toch weet ik het niet we kijken wel

i might be wrong but i think we both feel the same. i just wish you’d be honest so
i don’t make a fool of myself :,)

I know I just need to suck it up and move on, but honestly you are the greatest thing that ever happened to me and I'm lost without you

i just wonder how your classes are going. and how your mom is doing. and if you still wear that chanel cologne. tell jack that i miss him too and that he's a good boy. ryan

I love you Ty

What you did hurt thank you for walking away because I never would have

i thought i’d marry you one day. i’m sorry.

i miss the way you used to love me