Unsent messages to GAVIN
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:42 pm UTC
does it bother you that we don’t talk anymore?
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:50 pm UTC
was i crazy to think it could've ever been more?
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:34 am UTC
I love you more than Ill ever be able to say
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:17 pm UTC
i hope you succeed in life even if you've removed me from it.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: July 10, 2023, 3:09 am UTC
I wish you would just tell me it isn’t going to work out.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:11 am UTC
i know it’s been 7 months but i miss my goddamn best friend the one who was always there not the one who changed because of a girl.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:14 am UTC
I wanted to hang onto the person I thought you were, keep loving that person. Guess god had other plans. Can’t keep holding onto something that’s trying to get away
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:01 am UTC
I think I’ll always love you. I know you probably don’t go on this website and will probably never read this but I miss you. I know it seems stupid. It’s been so long but you plague my mind sometimes. I’d give anything to hear from you but I know you’ll never feel the same.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:50 pm UTC
I think I’ll always love you. I know you probably don’t go on this website and will probably never read this but I miss you. I know it seems stupid. It’s been so long but you plague my mind sometimes. I’d give anything to hear from you but I know you’ll never feel the same.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:19 pm UTC
I wish I knew how to be your friend because I know that's the only possibility left, sadly. It's just hard because I still care about you like that, but you don't.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:17 pm UTC
I wish that we still talked. I know I'm the one who decided not to talk to you, but I can't take it anymore.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:11 pm UTC
Hi there. You are kinda weird and you judge people. That is not nice. Be nice. Btw Josie has a bf so do not get any ideas.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:15 am UTC
I think of all the relationships i’ve had up until now and it still breaks me to know I was the one who went and ended it. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision, how it could have played out if we went for that second chance. Why did I do it? how could you possibly expect me to stay after what you did? How can I trust someone like that again? so many questions are running through my mind it feels like we never even met. Take one good look at me now and the answer is abundantly clear. I’m better this way and I can’t be tied down. ever. I look back at all the bittersweet moments we shared. My first love, infatuated with the idea of you. I know now not to look for hopeless potential, letting go of my rationality for a glimmer of hope you would catch up to my level of care. I kept turning back, doubting myself if I deserved this, if this was the kind of love that was normal. I kept hanging on to a sliver of hope that things will get better. That change was eventual and falling in love was not a mistake. It felt like a never ending chase, and I guess that’s why it went on for as long as it did. I cant apologize now because there is nothing to be sorry for.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:26 pm UTC
I miss you. It takes everything out of me to not talk to you. I've been doing bad these past few days. Really bad. I need you. Everything's falling apart.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:26 am UTC
god has given me so many reasons why not to like-sorry LOVE you and for some reason i just simply can not accept it. why? i will never know. but i love you. i always have, i always will. i love you baby boy, so goddamn much.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:47 pm UTC
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I couldn't have been there for you. I wish I could have done more. I think we both hurt each other unintentionally and need time to heal. I'll be back I promise. Thank you for making me a better person. You really made me feel like myself when we were together. I'm sorry I couldn't have done more. :( I love your mullet btw
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:49 am UTC
Finally letting you go. Thank you for showing me what I truly deserve and this isn't it. I'll always love you though.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:12 am UTC
I wanted to tell you how I felt when you asked me on the pier that night. I didn't because I didn't want to be a second choice. Thanks for the memories though, that was my favorite friend group i've ever had.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:02 pm UTC
did you feel good about yourself when you got in my face? you have no idea how on edge that made me feel, and fuck you for the "apology"
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:48 pm UTC
You brought my broken pieces back together, and then you shattered me all over again. Why did you do this to me?
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:34 pm UTC
I want to talk again and be friends like we used to. But every time we do talk I end up hurting you. For some reason I always feel angry at you
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:34 am UTC
i will still go through our texts when i am sad and see how happy i was with you. it was all fo the better but you are a great person
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:30 am UTC
you were my first crush. i honestly don't know why I liked you. Now I'm kinda repulsed by the thought of you.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:26 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much i fucking love spending time with you.I kinda wish we could be more than just friends...
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:36 pm UTC
sometimes when i ask people for advice about you, they tell me to wait for you, but what if waiting isnt enough for you or you never notice, what if im really left alone forever
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:36 pm UTC
I hope you realize just how much you hurt me when you used me and decided to throw me away the second i reached out for help
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:33 am UTC
You’re literally embarrassing bro hahahah get a new hobby other than being a bitch, insecurity looks bad on you
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:51 am UTC
you’re the reason my pillowcase has tear drops on it nightly, but i will never hate you. i hope one day youll come back.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:41 am UTC
People like you will always get the bad side of life. I expect wayy too much good from people who constantly let me down. Just know, it’s a lot less miserable being a good person.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:15 pm UTC
I miss you more than you will ever know. I wonder why you stopped talking to me, I would have done anything to be with you.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 28, 2020, 6:55 am UTC
i think it’s beautiful that i got to meet the old version of you that new people will never get to meet.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 25, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
when we met in sixth grade i never would've imagined how much of an impact you would make on my life. i love you and i always will. you truly taught me what love was even though we were always "just friends" you were my right person wrong situation, because your toxic friends are the reason i can't love you the way i do. maybe one day we'll be together but if that never happens, you will always be my first love.
i love you loser
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
when i look at you now, you’re not the person i fell in love with. you’re a completely different person, yet im still in love with him.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:49 am UTC
I know you had to learn lessons on your own and you’ll be back soon. But it was so hard to let you go and do that.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
with everything that happened, i don't know how I feel about you so it's just grey. looking back I see both the light and dark times.s
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 23, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
I try with you, I really do. You gave me the best night of my life, but as much as I cherish it I wish it never happened.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:46 am UTC
I never understood the term the heart wants what it can’t have. Then I saw you with her, and it suddenly made sense.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 19, 2020, 10:19 am UTC
Loving someone doesn’t mean shit when you do it the wrong way you toxic fuck. Just a lil reminder love
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 18, 2020, 9:52 pm UTC
I know we're better off as friends and I wouldn't change anything, but I still wonder about what we could've been
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
I have always loved you from the second I saw you the butterflies in my stomach when I see you make me feel as if I'm dropping from a roller coaster but you like her
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 14, 2020, 3:06 am UTC
You taught me how to truly love it kills me how much I love, and care for you.Id do anything for you to feel the same. I don't think you will ever leave my mind or my heart.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
Life after losing you has consumed me in the worst way possible. What I would give to hold your hand again..
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:29 pm UTC
The only person in the world who could hurt me over and over, yet I still care. I'll always care. I wish you nothing but happiness even if it isn't with me. I hope one day we can speak again.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
we have some kind of dawsons creek love. I cant believe I've known you my entire life, and after 18 years you randomly kissed me. i dont know if I or it ever meant anything to you, but you make me feel so safe, and always have. im so thankful for what we have and that ive been able to grow alongside you. I miss you grabbing my hands to kiss my knuckles and looking over me to make sure I fell asleep before you. I was so happy the night you called me and told me you kept seeing me sitting on your bed in your sweater whenever you went up to your room. you mean the most and i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 11, 2020, 5:14 pm UTC
You made me so happy. I didn't mean to hurt you. I still don't know if it was the right thing. I still love you so much. U saved my life.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 11, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
I don’t know if we were bad for eachother, all I know, is at the very beginning, we couldn’t have been. I’ve never seen two people so happy. Like the very very beginning. You know. That was something
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 10, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
I miss who you were at the beginning. I don’t even know that person anymore. Maybe that’s who I was holding onto. Or all the good parts.
From: ABC
To: Gavin
Date: December 10, 2020, 11:58 pm UTC
I left because i knew you weren’t going to try. You rather talk to a million girls then make any effort for someone important. I didn’t want to feel like I wasn’t enough, even though I ended up feeling that way anyway.
