Unsent messages to FERNANDO
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
Creí por mucho tiempo que eras tú, que eras tú ESE chico que necesitaba en mi vida. Pero tu no pensabas igual, yo simplemente era una amiga más para ti.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:12 am UTC
I wish things could've turned out different. If only we both didn't let our past heartbreaks effect our relationship.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
I’ll never forget the night you danced with me and
Looked deeply into my eyes , thank you for the special memories, but now I have to let you go because you’re no good for me . Take care of yourself.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 4, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
quiero decirte que cuando te conocí yo ya estaba rota y no quería ser quien te lastime, en ese tiempo necesitaba pensar en mí, y quería reconstruir mi futuro, te espere cuando estuviste en una relación, dos años después yo inicie la mía y tú terminabas la tuya, quizás jugada del destino , y cuando ya termine mi relación después de dos años, nos hemos reencontrado pero aunque mi corazón te pertenezca, tú quieres a otra, quizás otra vez jugada del destino que no quiere vernos juntos, o quizás ni tú eres mío ni yo soy tuya, pero siento que es hora de dejarte ir, ya espere mucho tiempo y la vida no nos quiere juntos, pero ahora que te dejo libre de mis sentimientos , quiero que sepas que fueron de lo más puros que he podido sentir, pero te dejo y como siempre espero a que seas feliz.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
you hurt me but that's okay and i have forgiven you. thank you for everything you taught me. i hope you turn out to be the best version of yourself that you can be.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:05 am UTC
a veces entro aquí pensado que escribiste algo para mi, haz una señal , seguime en mi cuenta de unset de ig
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 3, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
The truth is that I do not hate you, on the contrary, the one who did it wrong was me myself needing your messages and calls to survive, I did it very badly, I have absorbed from you what I could on your flight
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: December 1, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
I don't know when you became a very important part of my life. I do not understand, I know that for me you are the perfect man, I love you too much but I do not understand why I feel fear or sadness to think of "what is going to happen with us", I feel that if that were to happen it would go wrong and we would end up in misunderstandings and that would destroy what we have. What I'm trying to say is that I love you too much, I don't want you to leave my life, but I don't know how I can stop feeling what I feel for you. I don't want to ruin our thing.
Hopefully one day I can get over it ...
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 26, 2020, 3:55 am UTC
ik we don't talk anymore but I really miss u. u always be one of my best friends and i hope u are doing great.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 26, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
Que idiota fui al creer que yo te gustaría, lo peor es que lo sigo creyendo. Estoy enamorada de ti desde que tenemos 4 años. Cuando te lo dije la primera vez te reíste y se arruino nuestra amistad. TE AMO y me duele que estés con alguien mas.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
Las miradas siempre lo dijeron todo pero nunca te dije que me gustabas nunca sabré si yo te gustaba y ya pasaron 5 años te extraño me nunca pudimos estar juntos
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
Me enamore de ti, la unica persona que logro enamorarme, incluso despues de todo el daño que me causaste, y aqui estoy enomorada de ti, aunque ya hayan pasado 2 años, y a la final, creo que siempre lo estare
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 25, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
it´s been 18 months since the last time i saw you and i cant seem to forget you and it just hurts so much
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
Desde que te alejaste comencé a sentirme sola otra vez, siempre consideré que eras alguien en quien confiaba y te deseo lo mejor con la esperanza de algún día encontrarnos nuevamente
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
Aún después de más de un año y medio te sigo necesitando, sé que no te lo mereces, pero aquí estaré si decides escribirme, te echo de menos
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
Siempre estaré arrepentida de escuchar a mis "amistades" y dejar ir a la persona que amo realmente, lamentó todo lo que te dije y no sabes cuanto me duele que estés sin mi
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
I think had we met each other in different circumstances things would have turned out differently it hurt at first but now I just feel numb because nobody understands me the way you did. I wished things turned out better. And I regret everything that happened. But I've come to peace with my self. So this is my goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 16, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
Dormilón...
En mi vida tendrás importancia,y mucha; pero tengo que aceptar que ya no estarás más en ella.
Fue un gusto coincidir contigo.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 15, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
No fuiste mi primer amor, pero si eres el gran amor de mi vida, por eso cuando una persona ama tanto el sentimiento no da para solo verte como un amigo, me aleje pensando que ese sentimiento se iría pero no fue así, en cada lugar que voy, en cada sueño, en cada palabra, en cada pensamiento sigues estando tu. Quería que te quedaras para demostrarte que las cosas si podían cambiar...
En algún momento pensé y dije "Talvez estamos destinados a estar juntos y en algún momento volveremos a estar unidos.." pero la realidad es que no regresaras, y a mi me tocara amarte desde el silencio y desde la distancia, me da gusto que seas feliz que estés cumpliendo tus sueños poco a poco, yo desde lejos estaré muy orgullosa de ti.
My baby... I am so happy for you
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 14, 2020, 5:38 am UTC
I really tried with u, I am not sure why I was never enough for you, you hurt me but just know I hope you accomplish everything you wanted. I hope your happy with her I'll always be here, Take care of yourself pls and make sure not to hurt her like you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
Eres la primer papa casada que me gusta, no te entiendo, pero creo que estoy enamorada de ti. Ojalá algún día fuera mutuo
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
i’ve been waiting for years, why haven’t you came back? why haven’t you told me what you said you would, why you left me?
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:53 pm UTC
La primera vez que nos conocimos hice click contigo como aquella película jajaja, me gustaste mucho como no te imaginas:`), aun recuerdo cuando fuimos quedantes y todo era muy lindo, hasta después que te gusto otra chica pero aun asi ni me decias la verdad, me dolió bastante cuando te besaste con ella... Y a pesar de todo lo que pasaba te seguía perdonando y seguía contigo...
Por que de verdad me gustabas muchísimo como no te imaginas.
A pesar de que ya paso mucho tiempo aun te extraño, extraño todos los momentos que pasamos juntos.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: October 26, 2020, 12:38 pm UTC
idk why i'm writing this, i guess it's because i still think of u everyday. i really hate it, it's not fun to always think of u. somehow i will always miss the person i thought u were
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:10 pm UTC
for me you are my soulmate. I know it cuz we had a connection, something I've never experienced with anyone else
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 30, 2020, 9:11 pm UTC
Aún estamos juntos y pongo contenta. Gracias por todo, gracias por enseñarme que nuestro amor si es más grande que la distancia.❤️ Estas lejos de mi, pero te llevo siempre en mi corazón. Te veré en 2 meses mi amor, te quiero con todo mi corazón. Te me cuidas❤️
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
I just want to know why? Why did you hurt me so bad to the point it talk me years to heal and I’m not gonna lie I’m still healing. All I wanted to do was love you. I ask my self everyday why? Why didn’t I love myself enough to leave. And after years you still want to reach out to me. All I get is anxiety when you do try to reach out. Just leave me alone. I’m healing and you are the past. I’m finally enough for me and only me. Took to many years wonder why, when I just needed to love myself. I’m doing me and I love me. After all the years I pick me. Finding myself took forever but I love me. And that’s enough period
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
i hope you find the love you deserve, even if it’s not me. please be gentle with other’s hearts. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
you always do the same act like everything is my fault ? it’s really not and i love you so much but you just don’t act like you love me and it hurts but you still mean the world to me but i think it’s goodbye forever ?i love you .
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
i love you and i always will but i won’t ever tell you bc i know you don’t feel the same all the girls in your phone that you probably say the same things to but i still love you .
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
When you're done with the military, come out to nyc to visit me and maybe we canfix everything we once had.i mean it
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 6, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
I know we’ve had our ups and downs but you mean so so much to me and you’ve made me happier than i thought i’d ever be. thank you so much, i love you.
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 6, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
If you ever ever leave me, i can’t go on without you. We promised we wouldn’t leave. Please stay for me, hang in there. I love you
From: ABC
To: Fernando
Date: September 6, 2020, 7:56 pm UTC
If you ever ever leave me, i can’t go on without you. We promised we wouldn’t leave. Please stay for me, hang in there. I love you
