I just want to know why? Why did you hurt me so bad to the point it talk me years to heal and I’m not gonna lie I’m still healing. All I wanted to do was love you. I ask my self everyday why? Why didn’t I love myself enough to leave. And after years you still want to reach out to me. All I get is anxiety when you do try to reach out. Just leave me alone. I’m healing and you are the past. I’m finally enough for me and only me. Took to many years wonder why, when I just needed to love myself. I’m doing me and I love me. After all the years I pick me. Finding myself took forever but I love me. And that’s enough period