I don't know when you became a very important part of my life. I do not understand, I know that for me you are the perfect man, I love you too much but I do not understand why I feel fear or sadness to think of "what is going to happen with us", I feel that if that were to happen it would go wrong and we would end up in misunderstandings and that would destroy what we have. What I'm trying to say is that I love you too much, I don't want you to leave my life, but I don't know how I can stop feeling what I feel for you. I don't want to ruin our thing.
Hopefully one day I can get over it ...