Unsent messages to FAITH
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 10, 2023, 2:27 pm UTC
I just wanna be your best friend again.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 10, 2023, 5:46 am UTC
You saved my life without even knowing
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 1, 2023, 1:23 pm UTC
You make me feel better about myself. keep it up
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 26, 2023, 8:24 pm UTC
Your so beautiful and gorgeous and beautiful
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 26, 2023, 4:17 am UTC
Don’t think about it too hard or you’ll never sleep a wink at night again
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 23, 2023, 3:02 am UTC
i wish things didnt end the way they did. we havent spoken since but i just hope ur doing okay.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 20, 2023, 9:41 pm UTC
I lied. I used you. I'm so sorry. We should have never met. You'd be happier that way.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 20, 2023, 6:26 am UTC
I lied about it all. I used you. I wish we had never met so I couldn't have hurt you. I'm so sorry.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 16, 2023, 3:16 am UTC
I miss you so much, I wish I could be with you all the time :(
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 15, 2023, 4:22 pm UTC
im not liking this behavior. it feels like im the only who's working on this
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 10, 2023, 11:23 pm UTC
I know you hate me right now but I don’t deserve to be treated like this
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 9, 2023, 9:13 am UTC
you’re my favorite friend, i’m sorry i want you like a lover.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 2, 2023, 6:50 pm UTC
I love you, I always will. I miss you, I miss your smile, your voice. I wish I could kiss you again
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: September 21, 2023, 2:33 am UTC
this is one of your favorite colors. i love you
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: September 14, 2023, 5:52 am UTC
i miss you and im acc so sorry for not being better
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: August 16, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
I love you so much. I'm sorry about everything I've done.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: August 10, 2023, 2:40 pm UTC
you’re the most beautiful person in the world
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: August 9, 2023, 7:38 pm UTC
I’m not moving on but I’m letting you go.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:33 pm UTC
I miss you so so much. I wish I never left
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:02 pm UTC
if u never moved everything would be so perfect i miss u
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:10 am UTC
i wanna go back and say no maybe then you'd still be my person
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: July 14, 2023, 3:54 pm UTC
Please let me change so we can be okay again. I'm so sorry.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:17 pm UTC
our relationship was built on jealousy and you knew that. and yet when i would express my frustration you wouldn’t accept it and would blame me for it. i hope you realize how mean you were to me. you’re one of the reasons i broke up with p
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:55 am UTC
when we first met at 14, i had the thought, "all i want to do is dance for her." i think it was the only way i could describe the way you made me feel. i know the time was never right for us and i don't blame you for a second. but the moment that i finally realized it wouldn't ever happen was the same moment that i stopped being able to dance. we met seven years ago and i haven't danced in three.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:19 pm UTC
I liked you since o first met you... some days I still do like you but my love for you is like w rollercoaster, one minute I think you're the only one I want and the next I feel nothing. I get mixed vibes from you, sometimes i get flirty vibes and other times i get nothing from you and feel like you dont want me.
I wish you would tell me how you feel about me now, I know you liked me way back when but what about now?
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
it snowed the other day. every time it snows i think about you. thank god it snowed that day. im glad youre still here. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
i don’t know what you wanted from me, but i hope one day you’ll realise what you did. i don’t hate you, but i know you hate me. and that’s fine.. it’s not me that’s missing out
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
after days of sunsets, not only youve crossed my mind, but I still fall on my knees on how beautiful you are. see you, someday :)
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
you were my first real relationship. my first real heartbreak. and it ended in such a shitty way too. personally, i think it was cheating. but you can think what you'd like. you affected me a lot. i put my complete trust in you, and now ill never fully trust anyone ever again. which is probably a good thing. i dont even know why i was so in love with you. i think it was because i had never felt love like that before. i never thought anyone would ever be interested in me. but you were. and it was cool while it lasted. everytime i see you with him it hurts a little. but now i use that hurt as motivation to improve on myself. so thanks, cuz i would have not had as much self growth as ive had if it werent for you. you changed me as a person a lot, and although what happened fucked me up, i dont regret it. im actually glad it happened. it taught me a lot about myself. i still cant say your name though. or even think about it. i dont like thinking about you, but sometimes it happens. do you ever think about me? i doubt it. i feel like the second you ended things i completely evaporated from your brain. i dont think i meant anything to you. and i would do anything to know what you think about all of it. if you regret anything. if you feel bad. if you even think about it at all. in the end, i wouldnt change anything about what happened. yea it killed me, but the growth that came from it makes it all worth it. i just want you to know i dont hate you. i dont like you, but i dont hate you. im grateful for the experience. so. yea. i hope you're doing good.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 17, 2020, 3:53 am UTC
Im sorry, I hated being around you, it was supposed to be a secret but you really lost my trust when you told everyone, you outed me to everyone, and I still hate you for it
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:39 am UTC
remember how we were going to smash bottles at the skatepark on new years last year but you were with other people instead
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:47 pm UTC
I hurt you. I'm sorry. I hoped we could have talked about it, but you turned cold. I miss you. Sometimes, I wish I never said I love you. Sometimes, I wish we would have just stayed friends. Again, I miss you:(.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
i really wish i didn’t lose you. i miss you so much and i was just so scared to tell you i loved you because of your views on same sex relationships :/
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
you’re not my “first love” you were my best friend. i don’t know what happened between us. i miss you. i hope you’re doing okay
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:48 am UTC
It’s your little cousin um if you ever see this I miss you...a lot and you should text me I understand if you can’t tho
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 11, 2020, 2:21 am UTC
I started seeing life as worth living again once I met you. I’ll never be able to thank you enough for that.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: November 2, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
im happy i helped bring you enough peace to stay alive a few more years. i wish you were still here. i love you C. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 15, 2020, 10:49 am UTC
fuck you, honestly fuck you. You saw me as an innocent, broken person and you fucked me up and saw no problem with it. Everything was a joke to you. You have a serious problem and I'm glad people are starting to realise it.
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:44 pm UTC
To Faith, you’re my moon and my stars, you make my life so much brighter. I had no idea there was a faith sized hole in my heart until I met you, Love you endlessly
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: September 23, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
you make boring classes and boring teachers mean nothing. i wanna have fun with u for the rest of our lives :>
From: ABC
To: faith
Date: September 23, 2020, 11:56 am UTC
i wish i could tell you this to your face. but then you would tell her, and she doesn't need to know. i don't think you were my first love, rather a crush i had; and a 'gay awakening' . i hope you know that you'll always hold a special place in my heart because of that. seeing you with her hurts, but what can i do? it's not like you liked me anyway. even after i was there for you, and helped you get over her, you still managed to paint me in a bad light. i can't believe that this was all 'friendly'. idk maybe im different but i wouldn't talk to my gay friends like that knowing they're gay. i hope you don't see this, but if you do; i'm sorry.
