i love you ever so much, even tho we have never met you’re someone i can really call my bestfriend. i wish you listened to me when i told you to stay... we all love you, i miss you

I started seeing life as worth living again once I met you. I’ll never be able to thank you enough for that.

it’s crazy to think we couldn’t work this out. i really saw our whole future together now i just need to forget it all and move on. it does suck you already met someone else. maybe one day we can both be happy.

this will be my third submission on this project, which i doubt you’ll ever see, but i really did think you were the one for me even if you didn’t feel the same way about me. now i have to forget about it all and move on and find someone better. i hope she is the one for you, i’m glad you found someone who made you happy.

fuck you, honestly fuck you. You saw me as an innocent, broken person and you fucked me up and saw no problem with it. Everything was a joke to you. You have a serious problem and I'm glad people are starting to realise it.

I hurt you. I'm sorry. I hoped we could have talked about it, but you turned cold. I miss you. Sometimes, I wish I never said I love you. Sometimes, I wish we would have just stayed friends. Again, I miss you:(.

remember how we were going to smash bottles at the skatepark on new years last year but you were with other people instead

you were my first real relationship. my first real heartbreak. and it ended in such a shitty way too. personally, i think it was cheating. but you can think what you'd like. you affected me a lot. i put my complete trust in you, and now ill never fully trust anyone ever again. which is probably a good thing. i dont even know why i was so in love with you. i think it was because i had never felt love like that before. i never thought anyone would ever be interested in me. but you were. and it was cool while it lasted. everytime i see you with him it hurts a little. but now i use that hurt as motivation to improve on myself. so thanks, cuz i would have not had as much self growth as ive had if it werent for you. you changed me as a person a lot, and although what happened fucked me up, i dont regret it. im actually glad it happened. it taught me a lot about myself. i still cant say your name though. or even think about it. i dont like thinking about you, but sometimes it happens. do you ever think about me? i doubt it. i feel like the second you ended things i completely evaporated from your brain. i dont think i meant anything to you. and i would do anything to know what you think about all of it. if you regret anything. if you feel bad. if you even think about it at all. in the end, i wouldnt change anything about what happened. yea it killed me, but the growth that came from it makes it all worth it. i just want you to know i dont hate you. i dont like you, but i dont hate you. im grateful for the experience. so. yea. i hope you're doing good.

after days of sunsets, not only youve crossed my mind, but I still fall on my knees on how beautiful you are. see you, someday :)

i don’t know what you wanted from me, but i hope one day you’ll realise what you did. i don’t hate you, but i know you hate me. and that’s fine.. it’s not me that’s missing out

im happy i helped bring you enough peace to stay alive a few more years. i wish you were still here. i love you C. i miss you.

it snowed the other day. every time it snows i think about you. thank god it snowed that day. im glad youre still here. i miss you.

you’re not my “first love” you were my best friend. i don’t know what happened between us. i miss you. i hope you’re doing okay

our relationship was built on jealousy and you knew that. and yet when i would express my frustration you wouldn’t accept it and would blame me for it. i hope you realize how mean you were to me. you’re one of the reasons i broke up with p

u know me the best. sometimes it's frustrating ? u know just what to say to get my lazy ass to do work and most importantly u know what to say to make me feel better :>>> ik i can be a bitch, but ur words help me sm even if it doesn't seem so right away

i love being yours. i love how our names are meant to be next to each other. i love that we're a packaged deal, and everyone knows we're not meant to be separated. they don't know about us (hehe) but they know we belong side by side. forever and ever :>>>

you're so beautiful. i fall in love with your smile all over again everytime i see it. i wanna hear all ur laughs and giggles and god i miss being the reason for them. i'll tell a million teenage birdbox jokes to see that pretty pretty smile :>>>

hello :DDD i have somewhere to place all my gay little words for u now :> come here whenever u need to remember how loved u are :>

It’s your little cousin um if you ever see this I miss you...a lot and you should text me I understand if you can’t tho

i wish i could tell you this to your face. but then you would tell her, and she doesn't need to know. i don't think you were my first love, rather a crush i had; and a 'gay awakening' . i hope you know that you'll always hold a special place in my heart because of that. seeing you with her hurts, but what can i do? it's not like you liked me anyway. even after i was there for you, and helped you get over her, you still managed to paint me in a bad light. i can't believe that this was all 'friendly'. idk maybe im different but i wouldn't talk to my gay friends like that knowing they're gay. i hope you don't see this, but if you do; i'm sorry.

you make boring classes and boring teachers mean nothing. i wanna have fun with u for the rest of our lives :>

I’m scared I’m going to lose you still wondering what we would’ve had

Uhhh let’s go

I love you, and I don’t wanna say it to you because i’m scared of rejection.

Your such an amazing friend I'm so glad I found you

youre really pretty and i wish we were dating

I loved you with everything I had, I only wish you couldve at least told me why.

One day you’ll find someone who loves and cares for you, just not now

your so pretty <3

I knew from the beginning.. you'd be my wife or we would never speak again. Goodbye ml

i miss you and im acc so sorry for not being better

hey bud

i miss u. i dont know what to do. do u miss me like i miss u?

i still have the letters you gave me and often wonder if anything you said was true

Apology accepted. Friendship gone.

Please let me change so we can be okay again. I'm so sorry.

i gave him that red evil eye bracelet :) he carries a piece of me with him everywhere, even with you

i miss you

i wanna go back and say no maybe then you'd still be my person

Why can’t we be friends?

i hope your doing well now, i miss you a lot. you were my first girlfriend and probably my only one

Congrats on Stanford! Forever rooting for you

this is one of your favorite colors. i love you

Three years and your still everywhere I look I’m sorry I hurt you I wish I could take it all back

I’ve loved you since the day you looked at me

I still kind of miss you

if u never moved everything would be so perfect i miss u

I had a dream about you the other night.

idk if u’ll ever see this cause u dont rlly use this name ???? but u have been in my dreams every nyt

I can’t help but be in love with you even though you’re my best friend. I wish I could tell you.