From: ABC
To: Ernest
I’m sorry for everything I did to you and that I can’t apologize in person to you.You were the first guy to ever have my heart even if I didn’t make it seem like that.You were my first love I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you that. the truth is I was scared to even admit it to myself I was to scared because if I did that would mean I hurt the person I love .So I ignored my feelings and just made us both suffer and I’m sorry.Honestly I wish you just hate me for the rest of your life because I’m a shitty person who used you.And you are literally the nicest guy I met and you really cared for me .I never told you this but you were the first guy to hold my hand ,hug me, kiss me on the cheek.I know you are with someone else and I’m trying my best to be happy for you and her and I don’t care how much it hurts I just want you to be happy and I hope she gives you all the love I couldn’t.Thank you for being my first love .
From: ABC
To: Ernest
You're such a gentleman, I would have asked you out if I wasn't so shy and think that we would've been great tbh
From: ABC
To: Ernest
I don't understand how u can throw me away so soon after our wedding. I hope u never find happiness.
From: J
From: ABC
To: Ernest
I'm really sorry I made you wait for nothing. I like you a lot.
From: ABC
To: Ernest
nest i miss you so much i pretend to like those new guys but no. my heart still belongs to youu
From: ABC
To: Ernest
you don’t realize that’s even if your hours away i’ve loved you more then i’ve loved anyone.
From: ABC
To: Ernest
you know how to code; never to apologize, never to be humane.
From: ABC
To: Ernest
I hope that you are getting through it okay. I’m still here if you need me.
From: ABC
To: Ernest
I love you, thank you. I never realized how awful it is to miss someone so dearly, and so late.
From: ABC
To: Ernest
I wish you would’ve let me explain. but you’re happy now. i wish you the best.