From: ABC
To: Ernest
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:18 pm
I’m sorry for everything I did to you and that I can’t apologize in person to you.You were the first guy to ever have my heart even if I didn’t make it seem like that.You were my first love I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you that. the truth is I was scared to even admit it to myself I was to scared because if I did that would mean I hurt the person I love .So I ignored my feelings and just made us both suffer and I’m sorry.Honestly I wish you just hate me for the rest of your life because I’m a shitty person who used you.And you are literally the nicest guy I met and you really cared for me .I never told you this but you were the first guy to hold my hand ,hug me, kiss me on the cheek.I know you are with someone else and I’m trying my best to be happy for you and her and I don’t care how much it hurts I just want you to be happy and I hope she gives you all the love I couldn’t.Thank you for being my first love .