Unsent messages to BRYSON
From: ABC
To: Bryson
Sometimes I think you were just a bad dream. You left so quickly that I barely have an idea of who you are. But I remember everything you did. I wish I didn’t think about it
From: ABC
To: Bryson
you're fading out of my life. i can feel it, but i know there's nothing i can do. i miss you, but you don't miss me. we could've been something special....
From: ABC
To: Bryson
would i call what we had love? maybe not. even so, now that you are gone i couldn’t feel better. my life didn’t have enough room for yours. ❤️
From: ABC
To: Bryson
A lot of times when I look up at the stars now I think about that night that you told me you loved me. I wish I could erase every memory that I have of you. You're nothing more to me than a sting that I feel every now and then. I wish I had trusted my intuition, you're just like everyone else.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
Im so so sorry please forgive me idk what i was thinking i just took the pain and tried to replace it with that.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
thank you for everything and i wish things could have worked out better but we just weren’t a good match.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
today was the hardest one in a while that i've had since i've been without you. i miss you everyday. maybe a little more or maybe a little less. i just know i still do. you run through my mind constantly. i can't believe its been over a year and a half. it feels like just yesterday you told me you wish you'd met me sooner. but it's been so long. i miss you. please i need you back. even just for a month or 2. maybe longer if you remember the spark we had and you'd like too. i just want you here, with me. again. even though i know that won't happen i'd like to believe that one day maybe it will. i love you but you don't love me back. the only thing i can do is hope.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
this is my second one to you, but you will never know. i miss you so so much, i keep replaying our memories in my head. i keep replaying the moment when you said you were talking to a girl you used to talk to. you broke my heart, but you're still one of my best friends. i still wonder why i am not enough...
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I’m not sure why you’re back but I’m certain it won’t be long until you leave again. I haven’t stopped loving you but I’ve stopped getting my hopes up that you’ll love me the same back.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
hey there. i miss you. i hope you’re doing okay. thank you for doing everything you did. thank you for trying to stay. you were amazing to me. i’d do anything to have a conversation without you ignoring me.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
thank you for being there for me. i always felt better in your arms. i'm gonna miss you. you're still in my life, but i know you're gonna leave me. everyone always does. i love you
From: ABC
To: Bryson
why wasn't i enough dude? like i really believed u loved me. for so long i thought u felt something. everything that happened, how could u not feel one ounce of love for me. am i just that unlovable? was i just never enough? was i not good enough? was i too much of a drama magnet? why? why did u never love me? i loved u with everything i had. in fact i still love u and for some reason i can't let go of that love i felt so strongly. my heart just won't let me. maybe i still have hope that you're lying. i still have hope that u did love me and everything u said after our relationship was a lie. but i'm not that stupid. i wish i could give up on this hope. i wish i could delete every memory i have of u. i wish i could give up on u. but i can't. that isn't me. i don't know how u did it. how did u give up so easily? i hate that i'd go back to u in a heartbeat if u came back. i hate that u could do anything and hurt me so much and i'd still want u. i just don't know how to escape u.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I want the comfort you gave me back. And I only ever want to feel that way with your comfort. No one else. Is it gonna stop hurting anytime soon? I hope you don't feel the pain I do but if you are I think that would be comforting. Not bc I want you in pain but bc then I will know that I was right about you. I trust my own word and intuition but if it could be assured you do love me the way I love you...then well I guess the reasons I've been going insane won't all be for nothing.
If we met up to talk somehow, would you kiss me? Would you tell me you're still in love with me and think about me everyday? Would you smile because you're finally able to admire my face again? Would you tell me you're sorry you can't always control your anger so you say things you don't mean? Would you say you'd do better for me? Or have you forgotten all about this toxic connection we both braced onto for so long? Lmk if you can answer any of those questions. Or just kiss me bc that works too. Ok goodnight bryson I love you, I do miss the real you.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
i swear you loved me back. i was never so sure about something. then you left and i dont know what to do.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
why did you leave it like this? i just want honesty from you
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I always know you’ll come back but I almost wish you’d either stay or leave for good
From: ABC
To: Bryson
you were the light i needed in my darkness, but loving you was too much.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I hope you find happiness on your next adventure. Sorry I disappointed you, friend. Take care.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
you are truly my greatest blessing in my life. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
We were always going to be just two ships passing in the night. Weren't we?
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I’m sorry I’m so mean to you. I just want to rip my heart out whenever I catch you looking at her
From: ABC
To: Bryson
You were the dappled light cascading through trees. I still miss you after all this time.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I wish you didn’t hurt me like that. Would’ve loved to stay friends.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I love you so much no one has ever made me feel the way do my sweet boy
From: ABC
To: Bryson
You’re the best boyfriend I could ever ask for.Thank you for treating me so gentle
From: ABC
To: Bryson
i love you baby and always will no matter what i hope we last forever.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
i miss having meaningful conversation with you. i love you the same on our worst days as our best.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
bry i still love you and ik you have a gf but i still miss you. i will always love you
From: ABC
To: Bryson
you might be the first boy I ever loved and I tried to be your type- I miss our convos abt music<3
From: ABC
To: Bryson
A day doesn’t go by where I don’t think of you. I hate that the last memory was in your casket.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
When you're in my life I'm confused asf but your absence kills me more, so if you care just tell me
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I’m sorry for hurting yu just because I didn’t know my feelings but I do now and I will wait for yu.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
it hurts so much knowing we were never right for eachother. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: Bryson
can’t think of anything to write here without making it obvious who it is
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I apologize in advanced for ruining your life, I’m so so sorry
From: ABC
To: Bryson
Now you’re just another ghost story to tell. Nothing will haunt me quite like you.
From: ABC
To: Bryson
I wish I could keep loving you baby boy, I wish I tried harder for longer. I just want one more hug
From: ABC
To: Bryson
i'm scared to love (you). i preserve my experiences in an unbreakable box; break it, and i'm yours
