From: ABC
To: Cian
you made me feel comfortable in my own body and you understand my trauma and my anger against my mum. I love you forever
From: ABC
To: Cian
(1) Orange. Thank you for being my first love. I hope you are doing well, and your family too - and your dog. I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry for how our relationship ended- we were both young, and, I, far too naive. It took me a long time to get over it and forgive myself for how immature I was. I should've just made things easier, but I was young, dumb and in love. I think of the good times fondly - and forgiven the bad times. Hope all is well and you are happy. ~ I forgive you ~ - A (just gaining total closure from literally everything in my life via this website lmao sorry)
From: ABC
To: Cian
I’m sorry. I treated you horribly. I hope that you will recover from me someday. I really didn’t know any better.
From: ABC
To: Cian
I've written you so many messages but i always delete them. I miss you but I don't think you feel the same.
I''m sorry for pushing you away.
From: ABC
To: Cian
you’re happy now, and for that i’m utterly thankful. i know it was a mere friendship but you were my first love. sometimes i wish you were there to help me get through things but i know you’re happy with that girl, she is so so beautiful and i’m so glad to see she brings you more love and happiness that i ever could’ve. i love you forever moon. k
From: ABC
To: Cian
It’s been 9 months but I still think about u all the time and wonder why u did what u did to me and I hate myself for it
From: ABC
To: Cian
I will always love you no matter what no matter how much you hurt me through anything you could do i will always love you. always. i love you cian m
From: ABC
To: Cian
for the first time in years i finally feel like i've moved on. thank you for everything you taught me about myself
From: ABC
To: Cian
I hate you, but you are still the only person I have ever loved. I hope you make peace with your life and love someone like I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
you cannot deny that i gave you as much friendship and kindness as possible. i still will. i found someone who gives me the entire universe. i hope you find the same. heres to catching up again one day.
From: ABC
To: Cian
i'm finally moving on, and you decide now is the time to care about how i'm doing? give my heart a break
From: ABC
To: Cian
I think if it started differently we mightve been together. But I'm still glad we are where we are.
From: ABC
To: Cian
i miss you sm and you’re fading from my life day by day,
i miss our friendship
From: ABC
To: Cian
I’m glad that you are happy, but I’m not happy. I wish I was with you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
every time i listen to the smiths i think of you. so i listen to them all the time.
From: ABC
To: Cian
that was the first thing that really made me realize i don’t know you anymore, i miss you nerd.
From: ABC
To: Cian
I think I will always love you, no matter how much you've hurt me. I wish I didn't.
From: ABC
To: Cian
i miss you.i should respect your decision but i need you as a friend. why didn’t you just explain
From: ABC
To: Cian
no,nothing happened between us but u have no idea how much I loved you. Grateful 4 our friendship <3
From: ABC
To: Cian
I'm genuinely so happy for you, even if you're a booger at times
From: ABC
To: Cian
I still think of you all the time. I hope I wasn’t too much. You were kind when I needed it.
From: ABC
To: Cian
I will enjoy life, and forget u, I hope we find each other again, or maybe meet our own soulmate Ily
From: ABC
To: Cian
i liked u too much and i just had to leave so i could work on myself but i'm ready for u now
From: ABC
To: Cian
I like you so much words cant explain how much i adore you but ure confusing me sm idk anymore :c
From: ABC
To: Cian
im sorry i was too stupid to see how special you are. take care of yourself and goose. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
I can’t believe I messed it up and now your with someone else. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Cian
I know we won’t be together again, but I will love you forever. My perfect boy
From: ABC
To: Cian
i wish i could let you go. I know we never dated but I love you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
I really like you but idk how you feel, I wish you’d just talk to me, I hate guessing and waiting
From: ABC
To: Cian
i will always have a special place for u in my heart, I don’t know why