Unsent messages to CIAN
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: May 26, 2025, 12:24 am UTC
you have no idea how badly i want it to be you i love you
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: March 14, 2025, 10:57 pm UTC
that was the first thing that really made me realize i don’t know you anymore, i miss you nerd.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: March 14, 2025, 8:30 pm UTC
You have no idea how badly i wanna be more than friends
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: February 25, 2025, 5:48 am UTC
every time i listen to the smiths i think of you. so i listen to them all the time.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: February 8, 2025, 12:54 am UTC
no,nothing happened between us but u have no idea how much I loved you. Grateful 4 our friendship <3
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: February 8, 2025, 12:50 am UTC
i miss you.i should respect your decision but i need you as a friend. why didn’t you just explain
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: January 12, 2025, 8:24 am UTC
I think I will always love you, no matter how much you've hurt me. I wish I didn't.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 30, 2024, 2:57 am UTC
Sometimes youre in my dreams and it still hurts, toffee
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 16, 2024, 4:02 am UTC
I hope you know I wrote everytime we interacted in school
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 10, 2024, 2:22 am UTC
im sorry i was too stupid to see how special you are. take care of yourself and goose. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 13, 2024, 3:13 pm UTC
You are the best thing to ever happen to me.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: October 16, 2024, 7:54 pm UTC
i wish i could let you go. I know we never dated but I love you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: October 13, 2024, 4:37 am UTC
I like you so much words cant explain how much i adore you but ure confusing me sm idk anymore :c
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: August 19, 2024, 8:55 pm UTC
i will always have a special place for u in my heart, I don’t know why
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: August 11, 2024, 4:23 am UTC
i’m blocking u on everything now officially
(ok bye)my last message i sent to u
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: July 2, 2024, 4:11 am UTC
I’m glad that you are happy, but I’m not happy. I wish I was with you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: June 10, 2024, 3:58 am UTC
I think if it started differently we mightve been together. But I'm still glad we are where we are.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: March 11, 2024, 8:03 pm UTC
its been so long, please let me go and live ur life
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: February 15, 2024, 6:46 pm UTC
I really like you but idk how you feel, I wish you’d just talk to me, I hate guessing and waiting
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: February 10, 2024, 10:47 pm UTC
I know we won’t be together again, but I will love you forever. My perfect boy
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:17 pm UTC
I can’t believe I messed it up and now your with someone else. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 10, 2023, 2:25 pm UTC
you don't know how much i like you :)
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 2, 2023, 10:40 pm UTC
hope you like me the way that i like you. you're perfect
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 2, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
i liked u too much and i just had to leave so i could work on myself but i'm ready for u now
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 1, 2023, 6:44 pm UTC
I will enjoy life, and forget u, I hope we find each other again, or maybe meet our own soulmate Ily
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: October 22, 2023, 7:38 pm UTC
I still think of you all the time. I hope I wasn’t too much. You were kind when I needed it.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: October 10, 2023, 3:44 am UTC
I'm genuinely so happy for you, even if you're a booger at times
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: September 25, 2023, 3:03 am UTC
i miss you sm and you’re fading from my life day by day,
i miss our friendship
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: August 26, 2023, 12:48 am UTC
I hope one day you can look at me the way I look at you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: August 4, 2023, 5:32 pm UTC
i wish you actually acted like you like me
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: August 3, 2023, 3:14 am UTC
I want to hate you but I can’t. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:19 am UTC
(1) Orange. Thank you for being my first love. I hope you are doing well, and your family too - and your dog. I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry for how our relationship ended- we were both young, and, I, far too naive. It took me a long time to get over it and forgive myself for how immature I was. I should've just made things easier, but I was young, dumb and in love. I think of the good times fondly - and forgiven the bad times. Hope all is well and you are happy. ~ I forgive you ~ - A (just gaining total closure from literally everything in my life via this website lmao sorry)
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 27, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
you’re happy now, and for that i’m utterly thankful. i know it was a mere friendship but you were my first love. sometimes i wish you were there to help me get through things but i know you’re happy with that girl, she is so so beautiful and i’m so glad to see she brings you more love and happiness that i ever could’ve. i love you forever moon. k
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
I hate you, but you are still the only person I have ever loved. I hope you make peace with your life and love someone like I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:00 am UTC
you cannot deny that i gave you as much friendship and kindness as possible. i still will. i found someone who gives me the entire universe. i hope you find the same. heres to catching up again one day.
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:19 am UTC
for the first time in years i finally feel like i've moved on. thank you for everything you taught me about myself
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:01 pm UTC
i'm finally moving on, and you decide now is the time to care about how i'm doing? give my heart a break
From: ABC
To: Cian
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
you made me feel comfortable in my own body and you understand my trauma and my anger against my mum. I love you forever
