Unsent messages to NIKKI
From: ABC
To: nikki
loving you scares me because you accept the things about me that make it hard for me to look at myself in the mirror
From: ABC
To: nikki
You made me better, until you made me worse. Now I’m an obsessive, crazy girl that doesn’t know how to fix what we broke.
From: ABC
To: nikki
I really like you and have been thinking about you every night. But I don’t think you’ll like me back because you think I’m gay.
From: ABC
To: nikki
i know that you're probably never going to see this, but i just wanted to tell you that i miss you. a lot. and i hate that our friendship had to end the way it did. you're one of the funniest, kindest, honest - just the best people i've ever met. the memories we have - i could go on and on. but people part ways i guess. you've changed. we both did. but we didn't do it together. everytime we text, it's just really awkward and it kills me knowing that things between us will never be the same as they used to be. i feel like i could truly be myself around you. now i only have one friend left. and i love her. but we miss you. so much. i really hope you're happy now.
From: ABC
To: nikki
I liked you. I really did. But I know she is prettier than I am. I know she's the girl everyone has a crush on. I am sorry that I am not this girl.
From: ABC
To: nikki
Lieve Nikki, ik weet dat je hier niet meer bent maar ik zal altijd van je houden en ik mis je heel erg
From: ABC
To: nikki
you were the first person to ever fully betray my trust. I'm no longer bitter, but I don't think I'll ever trust you like I once did
From: ABC
To: nikki
I feel like such an idiot. Please don't leave I can't go through it again. Please talk to me, I need to know you're safe
From: ABC
To: nikki
I wonder if you know that its me writing this, i miss you...kind of, maybe I shouldn't be missing you but i do
From: ABC
To: nikki
i sit up all night thinking why, why did you chose me im not even good enough to be with you but yk im glad you chose me you make me really happy dude our love may be ruff sometimes but i swear im never ever going to stop loving you. Never ever break my heart its gone through enough
From: ABC
To: nikki
I gave up my name for you. Years later you left and I'll never be Nikki again
From: ABC
To: nikki
you were my best friend. i wish i fought harder for our friendship, but i wish you did too
From: ABC
To: nikki
you are the moon to my sun i wouldn’t be here without you, i love you darling
From: ABC
To: nikki
i miss you too much, i hope one day you'll be able to see purple
From: ABC
To: nikki
Either ur going to be my person or i’m gonna end up with such broken heart. And that scares me
From: ABC
To: nikki
It all ended so abruptly. We don't even know each other anymore. And yet...
From: ABC
To: nikki
I will never stop thinking about the way you would look at me. Some day we will love the right way.
From: ABC
To: nikki
I tried to paint over your name on my wall. It didn't work, and I'm glad it didn't.
From: ABC
To: nikki
When I think about you my heart skips a beat, but you'll never know that
From: ABC
To: nikki
just let me know, i don't want to look stupid waiting for your messages
From: ABC
To: nikki
I love you to the moon and back. But would you wait that long?
From: ABC
To: nikki
I love you so much it’s awesome being your gf/qpp we’re gonna get married someday
From: ABC
To: nikki
i miss you so much :( you will forever be my roman empire. i'm so sorry
From: ABC
To: nikki
Love who you want to love not who you think you should love.
From: ABC
To: nikki
I love you more than I can express. You are everything to me
From: ABC
To: nikki
i ache to talk to u and i wish we didnt need to take space to heal. i miss u beyond words
From: ABC
To: nikki
I'm sorry love for causing you so much pain, please be good to yourself take care always. Iloveyou
From: ABC
To: nikki
You’re the strongest, bravest most beautiful person I know and I wish you could see that.
From: ABC
To: nikki
to love someone as much as you do her is a gift, honey. im sorry it feels like such a curse.
From: ABC
To: nikki
No matter what’s happened, or how long it’s been, you’re still in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: nikki
I wish I didn't black out and send you all those dms from the hospital. I wish you'd message me.
From: ABC
To: nikki
you are forever going to be the “What could’ve been” for me.
From: ABC
To: nikki
"Yeah your eyes could steal a sailor from the sea"
- I love you silly girl
