Unsent messages to ERIK
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:37 am UTC
A year ago today, you asked me out for the first time. I thought I’d never get over you. I did. I’ll still love and miss you always.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 17, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
you made me realize what love was. I hate you for taking that away from me. I can never love anyone else without wishing it was you
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 15, 2020, 1:27 am UTC
I still think about you. I look at your moms facebook page and hope i see you just to know what you're doing. i shouldn't and i know i would just get angry that you're living a happy life while im still scarred but you were my first everything
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 11, 2020, 8:57 am UTC
I still miss you everyday , I can't say it's getting easier for me but I am getting used to it , I hope you're doing well though
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
I really felt in love with you. It took me years to finally let go of you to realize that you did it faster and also stopped following me. Maybe no one thinks that eliminating was also an option
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 5, 2020, 5:55 am UTC
sometimes i look at submissions under my name, and i wonder if one of them is about me. i know they're not, and it breaks my heart. why can't i forget you?the way you ruffled my hair, the way you laughed, and how everyone told us we would be such a cute couple. i miss the way you made me laugh.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: November 3, 2020, 9:35 am UTC
fuck you. you're such an asshole, saying slurs and talking shit about people. fuck you for being so easy to fall in love with
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 27, 2020, 10:44 am UTC
I loved you - no, I love you. I think I always will... but, truth is, that you broke my heart and now I have to find a way to love you from a distance.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 24, 2020, 9:05 am UTC
you tore my whole self to sheds and i dont think theyll every get picked up. 7 months ment nothing, then you were just gone.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
I told you to never speak to me again, didn't really mean it. I hate you. I think about you every day.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 3, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
I thought we would be forever. It didn't hit me that you didn't want me in your life anymore till you were gone for good.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:09 am UTC
I never understood why I got the feeling you resented me for so long.. i always thought what did I do? why did u act different towards me all of a sudden? but now I realize how certain things that happened probably hurt you or pushed you away from me and i have never held more regret and sadness in my life. I am sorry . all i want is for us to be eachothers best friend again. we went from strangers to best friends to strangers and it makes me sick to my stomach . and i didn't realize what i had (YOU) until you were already gone. i miss you . I wish I could go back to the night we met. ill see you in another life i guess. All i want is to see your face once more and have things like they used to be.. i wish we were able to talk about this, but its like were strangers these days.....
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: September 25, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
You have a girlfriend, she's one of my best friends. You have to stop the flirting and the long stares and the compliments.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: September 20, 2020, 7:50 pm UTC
You left me because I was not good enough for you. I wish you could see me now- I would not even want to date you.
From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: September 10, 2020, 1:27 pm UTC
what you did to me was so cruel. even though i understand WHY you behaved the way you did, i am hurt still.
