From: ABC
To: Erik
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:09 am
I never understood why I got the feeling you resented me for so long.. i always thought what did I do? why did u act different towards me all of a sudden? but now I realize how certain things that happened probably hurt you or pushed you away from me and i have never held more regret and sadness in my life. I am sorry . all i want is for us to be eachothers best friend again. we went from strangers to best friends to strangers and it makes me sick to my stomach . and i didn't realize what i had (YOU) until you were already gone. i miss you . I wish I could go back to the night we met. ill see you in another life i guess. All i want is to see your face once more and have things like they used to be.. i wish we were able to talk about this, but its like were strangers these days.....