Unsent messages to EM
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: September 30, 2023, 9:01 pm UTC
You lose them how you get them & I hope yk sometimes its you in the wrong. i’m finally over you
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: September 25, 2023, 4:40 am UTC
im sorry i couldnt do better. i miss you. i know it’s for the best we don’t talk but it still hurts
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: September 9, 2023, 2:02 am UTC
I’m letting you go. I’m done convincing myself that you care
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: September 9, 2023, 2:01 am UTC
I’m letting you go. I’m done convincing myself that you care
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: August 27, 2023, 6:38 pm UTC
i read each one under my name and pretend there from you…
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: August 25, 2023, 7:35 pm UTC
i miss you, but i weirdly still need time
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: August 9, 2023, 8:52 pm UTC
I’m so excited to fall in love with you all over again.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:49 pm UTC
i miss you. so much. i think i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:04 pm UTC
I miss you so much but I don’t wanna bother you ;((
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:58 pm UTC
I just want to hear your voice outside of my head.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: July 14, 2023, 2:47 pm UTC
i love you so much more than anything in the world
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: July 14, 2023, 2:59 am UTC
i still think about you every time i hear that song
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:05 am UTC
i look for you in every person i see; i listen for you in every song; feel for you in every dark room. i find you everywhere. but, somehow, you have not found me again yet.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:22 pm UTC
i love you emma bby. you are so so strong and I admire you for that, you inspire me everyday. thank you for being the best friend I could ask for, I hope I do you justice. ew anyway love you sexy
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:52 pm UTC
I hate the way I miss you so much. You were a part of my life for five years, and I spent so much money on visits to see you and I feel like that was just money wasted. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to be your friend. Brighton beach will forever hold some amazing memories, and I'm a little bit afraid to ever return to that seaside city you call home. I hate how you have ruined my favourite place for me.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:16 pm UTC
I still think about you everyday and through every hour. I know you don’t. I try and convince myself you do, but its clear that I never meant that much to you after all.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:31 pm UTC
Lastly, I just hope that whoever the next person is, you respect yourself enough to tell them how you feel.... so you don’t put them through the same hurt and pain you put me through.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:28 pm UTC
I don’t regret much of what happened between us but it would’ve been a lot easier if we had just stayed strangers.... cause look here we are back to strangers.... only this time with some memories.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:23 pm UTC
You know what hurt the most?That you gave up on me without a second thought of it.... so of course you didn’t “ like me” because if you did you would’ve stayed.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:13 pm UTC
You said you loved me.... but if you truly loved me you would’ve stayed even if it hurt you... cause that’s what you do when you love someone, you fight for them no matter what.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:01 am UTC
I think its time to say goodbye to you. you're just my friend but I thought we would be in each others weddings. now its been months since we have talked. its okay im not mad, but its hard you know?
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 5, 2021, 9:55 pm UTC
Hola estoy aqui porque no tengo el valor de decĂrtelo y la verdad no se por quĂ©
Hay tantas cosas que no sabes y que muero por contarte pero siempre hay algo que me detiene y solo me lo sigo guardando
De verdad no tienes idea de lo agradecida que estoy con Dios de tenerte en mi vida ya se que te lo he dicho muchas veces pero nunca me cansarĂ© de decirte gracias por estar conmigo cuando nadie estuvo, por siempre escucharme asi sea la estupidez mas grande del mundo, por amarme tal y como soy con todos mis defectos y virtudes, por ser la luz de mis dĂas y por alentarme a conseguir lo que quiero sin ti tal vez yo no tendrĂa las cosas que tengo ni las experiencias que he vivido
Contigo fue la unica persona con la que pensĂ© un futuro y que amĂ© de verdad, amĂ© cada parte de ti para mis ojos eras perfecto apesar de que tu siempre veĂas cosas malas en ti
Estuve contigo en las buenas y en las malas y crĂ©eme que siempre será asĂ
Apesar de que ahora no estamos juntos yo te sigo adorando y queriendo de una manera en que no quiero a los demás sigues siendo mi prioridad y aunque tu no lo sepas ni lo vayas a saber yo darĂa todo incluso mi vida con tal de que tu estĂ©s bien
Hace dĂas te dije que habia algo que te querĂa decir pero que me daba vergĂĽenza y es que no se como explicarlo para que me entiendas y no quedar como una loca jaja pero la cosa es que yo nunca lo quise y mucho menos lo amĂ© simplemente se dio porque mi mente busco alguien que llenara de cierta forma tu vacĂo y lo siguiĂł viendo como si fueras tu por eso yo estaba feliz porque mi mente me engañaba diciendo que te tenĂa a ti como mi novio y mi amigo y sĂ© que suena muy loco incluso ahora que lo estoy escribiendo suena tan revuelto pero asĂ fue y cuando decidĂ terminar esa relaciĂłn llorĂ© porque para mi subconsciente era como si te hubiera perdido otra vez cosa que no era verdad espero algĂşn dĂa encontrar la forma de explicártelo y el valor
Solo quiero que seas feliz sin importar que no sea conmigo te mereces lo mejor de lo mejor del mundo
Mis amigas piensan que tu y yo vamos a volver y hasta que nos vamos a casar y yo no he podido hacerlas entender que no saben lo que va a pasar que ahora somos amigos y que asĂ estamos bien por ahora que nos queremos pero no de la forma en la que ellas piensan o tal vez si pero no sabemos decirlo pero yo estoy bien y feliz de tener la relaciĂłn que tenemos y todo gracias a la confianza y el respeto que siempre hemos tenido el uno con el otro tu mismo lo haz dicho gracias a que no fuimos tĂłxicos podemos hablarnos como lo hacemos con confianza
Me da miedo perderte para siempre perder a mi amigo y confidente al hombre en el que mas confĂo en este mundo y con el que me siento mas segura contigo irĂa hasta el fin del mundo sin mirar para atrás
Deseo que todo en la vida te salga bien justo como lo quieres porque se todo el trabajo y esfuerzo que haz hecho para estar donde estas
Eres tan capaz de hacer muchas cosas que ni siquiera te has dado cuenta
Siempre seras el ejemplo de niño que quiero para mi
Te adoro y siempre estaré para ti niño
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:51 am UTC
i miss u :( i miss how things were when they were still good. i think we both know they'll never b that way again but i love u forever
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:10 am UTC
You’re my best friend, but i’ve been in love with you since freshman year. I thought i was over u and then I almost kissed u on new years eve when we were drunk. I wish I did.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: December 30, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
What happened to us? I thought you were the one, and then you just left. I saw our future everything, and now there's nothing.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: December 14, 2020, 3:26 pm UTC
i learned what love is through you. how frightening it is, how when you fall in love, you fall hard, not knowing what to expect. and i fell. so hard. and im not sure if can get back up. because god i am so in love with you. i love the way you fall alseep accidentally during our video calls or how you always seem to make everything seems just a tad bit better. or maybe how you know what to say whenever i feel like succumbing to death. you get me, you understand me. you make me want to stay in your embrace for hours on hours. i would give the earth to you if you just asked. i would fly a thousand miles just to see the smile you have on when you talk about films. 4 years from now i want to be flying to what, Harvard, where you will be studying because i know you're a genius and they'd be a fool to decline you. i want to stay in your loft or apartment or dorm watching you study and just god, i want to be with you. so badly, my heart aches. but i know that this is just a wild fantasy. that i am only a best friend to you. that i am only a girl you would never love. that you are someone who puts their career and ambition over love. that you aren't looking for love. that you are straight. that you won't ever love me back. and that's okay.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
I used to wonder how people could live with the same person forever. Now I wonder how I ever lived without you.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
why is it so hard to say what's so important to me? i need to tell you something. maybe i'll just suck it up and blurt it out.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
its been three months since i last saw you and yet i still think about you. i haven't felt this way in a while
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
I hate you for shattering the image of my first love; now I’m left with nothing but memories of heartbreak
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 27, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
we work now, but i want us to work in 50 years. i love you now, but i want to love you for 100 years. i want us forever.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:16 pm UTC
I wish we could be more than friends. Stop acting weird around me. I think you know how much I love you and it haunts me that you do.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:41 am UTC
How did you move on so fast? Was I that horrible for you? I don’t know what i did and you didn’t give me any reason. No closure. You’re the person who understood me best and now you’re gone. I wanna hate you but I can’t
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
man... i really wish we could be together and you liked me just as much as i liked you, but it’s just so unrealistic and i need to stop telling myself you care about me..
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:06 am UTC
Man.... i really wish we could be together and you liked me just as much as i liked you, but it’s just so unrealistic and i need to stop telling myself you care about me.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 20, 2020, 1:38 am UTC
i love you okay. Shit, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. but you'll never see me like that and i understand.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:41 pm UTC
Hi. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything. I just want to fix it if I could, if you would just talk to me. We don’t need to be anything ever again , I just need you to talk to me. I miss you. I miss us. I don’t know what I can do to get you back. It’s been so long. Please. I didn’t like my name until you said it. I loved you more than I loved myself. I was too young to know what love felt like and I screwed it up. I’m sorry for everything.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
i wish u appreciated what i did for u more. i rlly truly love u but i think i need to meet someone else to know what i rlly feel.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
You genuinely are the most warm and vibrant human i’ve ever met. u don’t know how amazing you are. i love u with my whole heart. thank you
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:14 am UTC
fuck you, you hurt me more than you'll ever know but i still forgave you, although you never truly cared.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
When you meet the way we did, theres no telling what to expect. You assume that the person is telling the truth, I had no reason to lie. A level of trust was built over thoses few weeks and now its gone. That one night you gave me an out, looking back now I should have taken it. Throughout this whole ordeal I learned many valuable life lessons, but they should'nt have been at your expense.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: November 13, 2020, 2:48 pm UTC
we’re different people now and i could have sworn i was over you but i still can’t listen to our song.
From: ABC
To: Em
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:33 am UTC
you promised you would never hurt me but, you're hurting me so bad right now. i loved you so much and i don't understand what happened.
