Unsent messages to ELLIOTT

You didn’t cheat but you moved on way to quickly for comfort

I'm really sorry for being such a bad friend and I'm sorry that I was a burden to you :(

I haven’t stopped thinking about you since that night we were together. What have you done to me?

I have scenarios of you coming to me for help because you never did. xO

I'm worried I don't love you and I just love not being alone anymore

Why can’t you just see things from my point of view.

You said you love me but you don't like me, you pretended it was a joke but I knew you meant it.

Can you call me, I miss talking to you. I want us back.

I like you so much that I hate you for it, I don't wanna ruin our friendship

I'm sorry for the way things turned out, I know I messed up, I'll always love you Elliott. <3

I miss you even tho we were a 1 night thing. Sorry.

You were my very first love. Yet, you took me for granted for two years, i can't forgive u for that–

i thought you loved me. you broke me.

i wish i could say that im not waiting for you anymore.

i never told you how much i liked you.

okay bye

I love you I love you I love you.

i blocked you so you could heal

I love you so much more than you'll ever know <3

u lose them the same way u win them i guess

everything i do i hope you'd be proud of
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You literally cant do shit for yourself. you dont have your own personality at all and you had so much potential to have a good, long lasting relationship but you threw it away for my worst enemy. you went from so sweet, funny, caring, positive and cool to a terrible person. i watched you change and i tried to stop it, i did everything i could and it seriously broke my heart. the night you said "idk if i love you anymore", my heart shattered into pieces and you didnt give a fuck. instead of comforting me, or even saying sorry, your bitchass went to go play fortnite and suck dick. i hope you learned a lesson and i wont be surprised if you never find another gf. you might find another gf, but ill still be better than her

you said you wouldn’t take my bdp and ed seriously, you wouldn’t help me, until I got professional help again. you said you wouldn’t hug me whenever I cried because I cry too much. I’ll always hate a part of you.

I loved you more than you could ever fathom and the fact you could so easily hurt me for no reason really speaks volumes. i’ll always remember you as my first love but i will never go back to you.

I don't regret cutting you off, because I know that all you'll ever do is hurt me. But you have no idea the amount of pain that I feel inside every single minute of every single day wishing you were still a part of my life. Even still, you probably think that I hate you and that I want to forget all the memories that we've made. And the thought of that hurts me even more.

I love looking up at you and there you are looking right back. I hope 2021 brings some good things between us. Also ur hot asf

You are still the only person I think about. I compare every man to you and nobody ever matches up.
Every day I wish you would come back and we could fall in love but you're oceans away and I may never see you again. I regret every day that I didn't give you a good kiss goodbye

You are the brightest yellow that there is. I’m sorry. I hope we can try again in the future, I wish for it actually.

Hey Elliott, i should have taken us more seriously, i regret it all, i miss you but at the same time i don't cause you were really toxic. The last time i saw you after we broke up, i realized how much i miss us, but you always have to do something to fuck that up again, you are making it so hard for me you know? I don't feel like talking to you but why do i want to send you a message every time i'm on social media, anyways we are over, you deserve better and i do too, and we both know that's for the best but i do miss you and i'm sorry, i love you and i will forever.

I’ve found a sign, all this time I’ve been looking and I think you are now on your own. I so badly want to reach out but I can’t, I’m waiting for you to come to me.

I check your social media all the time for a sign. I’m just waiting for you to reach out, I’d do anything to speak to you and have my questions answered.

If only we had more time with each other to see how each other became, chunks of our soul would have never been ripped apart.

we were friends since kindergarten and we still are friends You were my first crush i think I still kinda do have feelings for u but when someone asked if I did have a crush on u I would always deny it because I was scared that if we did get together then I would do something embarrassing.

I held onto the good of you. But you did everything you said you wouldn't and became the worst version of yourself. Thank u for leaving me cuz i would've stayed until i died, unhappily.

I know everything. How soon you started to change and make your choices. I held on to you, but you're not the same person i once loved. Im happy

why did you have to change and care about what your friends think. You are exactly what you used to perceive me as..

You let me down so many times, you apologised but never changed. I gave you so many chances to be different and prove me wrong but you never did. You cut me off when someone better came along and that was it. I was left heartbroken. And I’m still not over it, I hate that I think about you every damn day.

I wish you knew how I felt back then, I wish you knew how much you meant to me. I still think about you to this day. But you’ve long moved on and I’m sure you don’t think about me at all. But I loved you so damn much. My best friend Elliott.

I love you so much. If only I could be with you. Maybe you will still be the one but I don’t know how.

Thank you for teaching me to be loved. I am sorry for treating you like less than you deserved it wasn’t fair to you. You are a wonderful person and will make someone so happy some day. I miss out friendship the most and I never imagined I would lose that and you would move on. But I think it took losing you to realize how much I loved you.

i’m still in love with you, no matter how hard i try to get over you... i wish things didn’t end the way they did, and i just wish i said something other than just letting you go...

I really wish i didn’t love you. but i do, and i think about you 24/7. and i really just wish i knew what i did wrong, if i even did anything wrong...

Why make me think we could have been something if you were gonna say you’re not ready for a relationship?

i wish i had the courage to talk to you, when it was so clear our feelings were mutual. our insecurities got in the way...

I still think about you, nearly everyday. When I'm sad I just want to hold you. Your smile heals me. I hope you still think of me too.

i love you so much. if my future isn’t with you i don’t want a future. thank you. i’m sorry i’m never enough, i try my hardest for you.