Unsent messages to ELLE
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 2, 2023, 7:10 am UTC
i wish you'd have been honest with me. maybe then we could still be friends. i hope it was worth it.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 1, 2023, 10:57 am UTC
you’re my best friend, why dy still talk to them:(
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 1, 2023, 6:03 am UTC
if given a chance, i’d pursue you.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 30, 2023, 5:11 pm UTC
i hate seeing u w/ someone else, but i can’t give u the love u want. so, be happy. I’ll pray for u
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 13, 2023, 5:42 am UTC
i wish i didn't have to blame you. but you shared my secret after i kept yours for so long.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 12, 2023, 10:07 pm UTC
you are never going to know how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 12, 2023, 7:00 am UTC
I'll still welcome you back with open arms. even after everything. you have to come back please
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: September 9, 2023, 4:51 am UTC
I love u more than I could ever express
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: August 6, 2023, 9:27 am UTC
I miss you, love.
hope you're doing well.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:48 pm UTC
I know you hate me and moved on, but I still miss you.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:38 am UTC
ik it's v tough for u now but u can do this,,
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:10 pm UTC
I'm so sorry for how I acted in the past, I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:10 am UTC
You didn't do anything wrong. I was jealous, yet I blamed it on you. Don't feel bad for what I did to myself. It's all my fault.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:34 am UTC
I love everything about you. I love your smile and your laugh and your jokes and your taste in music in TV shows. I know you'll never ever date me in a million years for many reasons. Your straight, I'm non-binary. It just won't work. I hope we can stay friends forever, love. PS. I chose the darkest green for your message, I know how much you like the colour :)
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:44 am UTC
Thank you for everything. I miss you so badly but I’m glad that you’re no longer hurting. I don’t know how I will survive without you. I have way too much to say but overall, I only hope that you’re happy and that you’re watching over us all. I hope you know what we could not tell you.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:59 am UTC
oh little elle you know exactly who is writing this. you immature innocent little girl. two heart breaks in twenty twenty. now i know exactly why he broke your heart. it is so clear to me. were growing up and people want more than a peck. sure your first kiss can be a peck but lets step up the pace now. sweet but innocent child so loving yet so immature. no texts or anything unless you need me. guys arent ur thing clearly girls arent either.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:22 pm UTC
hi elle, i want to you to know how much i love you, i find it hard to say out loud but i hope we can meet someday
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:50 am UTC
i don’t think you realise how important you are to me, and i don’t know how to tell you that. but hey I’m writing it on here where you’ll never see
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:49 pm UTC
I love you and the connection i have with you. I am grateful to have u in my life . U see i know life is hard, but please hold onto it, for me at least and i promise u i'll do everything in my power to make ur life better . U have my word... oh and thanks for making me realise i'm bi baha
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:08 am UTC
i can't ignore how toxic u are, i had myself trusting u but u broke that trust a really long time ago. im done
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: December 16, 2020, 5:23 am UTC
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:58 pm UTC
i left a long long time ago. i miss you. you probably hate me for leaving.
one day we’ll meet again and i hope that you can finally look me in the eye.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
i still dont get why you left. i cant listen to our songs anymore without thinking about you. you were my everything and i just miss you a lot
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:57 am UTC
You broke me in a way that no one should ever break. I am still trying to find all of the pieces of myself that you took with you when you ruined me.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 14, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
i just want you to know that you telling me i made everything about myself hurt me in ways that i didnt know and i know i do talk a lot about myself i really do but you could've definitely put it in a much nicer way, couldn't you? the way you also basically told me you were tired of the loop we were in basically just screams that you got bored so um, thats that. i really hope you dont see this because i feel really bad but i just cant talk to you about it because it'd mess up everything and i dont want it to be messed up because i love you a lot but sometimes maybe we don't understand each other anymore and that's fine.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: November 1, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
I've been in love with you since we were 12 but you will never speak to me again. I love you so much it hurts. Fuck you
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:52 pm UTC
it’s this color because i still look for your dads car wherever i go. i’m still holding on to that last little thing.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:49 pm UTC
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I hope you're doing okay now. I'm also sorry for all the things I have done to you. Bye now!
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: October 9, 2020, 12:23 am UTC
im so sorry i left.i hope you're still getting better and i hope you're happy. i hope you find someone better than me.someone else that appreciates the sparkle in your eyes when you talk about something you love,the light that enters the room every time you smile,the way you throw your head back when you laugh,the safety in every comforting word you speak and every hug you give,your beautiful blue eyes that reflect your true emotions even when you're trying to hide them,and the amount of compassion and love you have for other people.i hope you find someone that makes you happy,someone that makes you feel loved and safe.i hope you find someone to fall asleep on facetime with,to warm up your constantly cold hands,to listen to every song you sing with that incredible voice of yours,and to remind you that you are crazy beautiful and cared for and just perfect in so many ways. i hope you find someone perfect for you that makes you feel like the most amazing,most special girl in the whole world because you truly are.i still love you with every part of me but i cant give you the relationship you deserve.you will always hold a special place in my heart and i will always remember the way you brought out the best in me and changed me for the better.i told the stars about you simply because i wanted to talk about how genuinely amazing you are and i'll never forget that.i love you mostest, always and forever, no matter what.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: September 11, 2020, 6:49 am UTC
My best poem is still this one i wrote for you.
youre not here now,
yet i have marks that you left, imprinted in ink.
reminiscent of those times where we'd be inseperable.
your kisses, the piece of heavin in a hell.
me and you, you and i; paintings showin love more than any words could create.
take me back, to those nights
lying next to you, peaceful as i could ever be.
falling asleep, you in my arms.
wishing i could die, since knowing this moment wouldnt last forever.
forever is something i imagine with you,
to be suspended in time.
time is something i have all for you.
eternally yours, its engraved on my heart.
as someone that never imagined a future,
i saw it within you.
i never thought i would be able to again.
being blind was a curse, but you blessed me with the beauty of colors and light.
seperated but never apart.
youre a piece of me, as i am to you.
a moment away, a thought away.
i will always miss you.
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: September 7, 2020, 4:45 pm UTC
were you actually in love with me the way i was in love with you or was i just a phase that your trying to cover up?
From: ABC
To: elle
Date: September 7, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
im so sorry. u deserved so much better. im a monster. i love u. i honestly wish this had never happened
