From: ABC
To: Reilly
I loved you. More than anything. We were in love, that was for sure. But while we were in love, we were toxic for each other. I wish you all the best, Greens, but one thing I have to say. I’m not going to let anyone treat me the way you did at the end of our relationship.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
you made me happy. you were the only person that could make me laugh even when i was sad. but you're gone now.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I had a small crush on you, not anymore though. But if you were to kiss me, I'd kiss you back instantly.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I want to stay close forever, but I am self aware that it would be selfish of me to make you deal with that.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
It's been over a year, but I've been thinking again of banana pancakes and pretending like it's the weekend. Sorry...
From: ABC
To: Reilly
No more contact ik, sorry. No need to read this, I'm just saying it to get it off my mind: I'm grateful for that night. It took a weight off my shoulders I didn't realize I had. I was sad, but it was truly a nice end.. hope this doesn't mess that up. But, I still feel bad bc... well things got rushed. There was just no chance for what it was you admitted to wanting again. It wouldn't have been like the first time anyway, it's good that it stopped. The chance had come and gone. I just felt kinda guilty for not doing something so it wasn't so much so quickly. Slower, sweeter even maybe? Idk I'm tired. Sorry if any of this was worded poorly, not my intent to make you feel bad at all. No regrets still.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
You pointed out my biggest insecurity for the first time. And yet, you were the only person who I didn’t feel self conscious about it around. Somehow.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
Lucid now; last message was unnecessary. Saw you voted on my story, so started thinking about it. Even this is irrelevant but I felt bad.. sorry ah. Happy New Year :)
From: ABC
To: Reilly
we were never super close but something about your kindness always made me wish we spent more time together
From: ABC
To: Reilly
i miss you so much. but you don’t want this anymore and i understand
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I thought we were happy and I wish it didn’t end, I thought you were forever but now seems im alone
From: ABC
To: Reilly
Look Reilly I don’t know what I did but please come back to me. I need you! I miss you! I love you!
From: ABC
To: Reilly
you made me feel so unlovable and i didn’t even get to say it
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I wish you would realize that I want to give you the love you want.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
im sorry i hurt you im sorry for what happened between us i love you and wish things worked
From: ABC
To: Reilly
It’s been three years but I still think about you. I’m still healing, and I hope you are too.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I liked you so much, I wish we never met. I hope you and your girl are doing well though
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I need you but you’ll never come back. Why can’t I just let you go?
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I hope u know i never regret meeting you at that festival it was the best thing to happen to me
From: ABC
To: Reilly
as hard as it might be, I think I have to say one final goodbye..
From: ABC
To: Reilly
you’ll forever be the one that got away and it’ll always be my fault
From: ABC
To: Reilly
another womans children will have the eyes i fell in love with at 14. your eyes.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
you were playing with my heart. tell me why am i emotional, when i knew it from the start ?
From: ABC
To: Reilly
There’s not a day I haven’t thought about you since we last talked
From: ABC
To: Reilly
it’s me now. I’m glad I seen you. you make the bad days less difficult to deal with.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I hope you’re happy with her. I love you. I’ll be waiting if you ever change your mind.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I need you right now, it’s my fault I lost you. I can’t listen to Garden Song anymore
From: ABC
To: Reilly
It’s been a couple months since we talked and I still can’t stop thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I'm sorry I was immature and clingy, but I don't regret what we had
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I still think about you nug. We’ve been on & off for 7 years. I hope u don’t hate me:( see u at gym?
From: ABC
To: Reilly
I'll never forget when u kissed me at my b-day party. You messed me up but I loved u.
From: ABC
To: Reilly
i hope things have gotten better for you, i promise i won’t call.