i just want you to know that you telling me i made everything about myself hurt me in ways that i didnt know and i know i do talk a lot about myself i really do but you could've definitely put it in a much nicer way, couldn't you? the way you also basically told me you were tired of the loop we were in basically just screams that you got bored so um, thats that. i really hope you dont see this because i feel really bad but i just cant talk to you about it because it'd mess up everything and i dont want it to be messed up because i love you a lot but sometimes maybe we don't understand each other anymore and that's fine.