Unsent messages to EJ
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 12, 2023, 12:17 pm UTC
it hurts knowing ill be able to have u since ur taken. i dont even know u irl but ur in my head 24/7
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 2, 2023, 4:28 pm UTC
just because you love me doesn't mean i feel loved by you. i tried to compromise with you.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 25, 2023, 9:33 pm UTC
You lead me on what happened to you liking me a lot I don’t understand why you did this
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 22, 2023, 6:27 am UTC
by the time you see this again I hope you are doing better :)
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 20, 2023, 1:15 pm UTC
I like you. Thanks for believing in me
:p
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 12, 2023, 1:07 am UTC
I sometimes miss you but as a friend, text me soon?
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:00 pm UTC
i miss u everytime i see something that reminds me of ur eyes it takes me back 3 years
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 10, 2023, 6:05 am UTC
i was in ur fashion class n i’ve always wanted to tell you that i think you have amazing style !!
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 2, 2023, 7:25 pm UTC
you have no idea how much you truly mean to me..wonder if you feel the same……
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: September 29, 2023, 9:38 am UTC
Do you dream about me? You’ve been in my dreams recently
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: August 22, 2023, 4:33 am UTC
in another life we committed to each other and thrived
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: August 20, 2023, 8:47 pm UTC
i'll see you in a few years time, i'll miss you
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: August 9, 2023, 4:32 am UTC
no man will ever reach the caliber of my love like you did. how?
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:37 pm UTC
I still love you. I just didnt know how to show it.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: July 23, 2023, 5:50 pm UTC
Saw u have someone already. I really did love you back then.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:10 am UTC
I really really really like you. I like your personality.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:10 pm UTC
I like you a lot. cant wait to see you again
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: July 10, 2023, 12:52 pm UTC
for you i would ruin myself a million little times
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:57 am UTC
i still see ur face in my darkest moments. i hear ur voice telling me it will be okay when i'm falling apart. ur in my dreams and ur on my mind when something happens. i can't bear seeing u with someone new, it's killing me but i know that doesn't matter to u anymore. i know u want nothing to do with me and u just pretend for my own sake. i know the truth and i'm sorry i was not good enough for u but i still have something in my heart for u, even after all this time. i don't want to do this without u anymore. it's so fucking hard and i hate it. i hate it so much. everyone tells me to get rid of u but how can i when ur the one who taught me how to be okay and how to survive this? i'd give the whole world for 10 more minutes next to u. just to see u smile at me the way u used to. i miss that feeling i had whenever u were around. it always made me feel like the world was right again. u made me feel that way. i would honestly take a lifetime of sadness for 10 minutes with u by my side again. i miss u the most in this stupid cruel world
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:42 am UTC
its been a long time now & i still miss u. u were everything to me, u were all i had. i loved u more than anyone or anything in the world and then i had to learn how to be without u. today is important and u don't even care anymore. i'm sorry i wasn't good enough. i'm really sorry
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:44 am UTC
I've slowly outgrown you. It's been months since I held myself back from letting you go. Now I think it's time. I love you always, humble.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:12 pm UTC
Somewhere in a different universe is another version of us that worked out. See you in another lifetime loser
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:40 am UTC
i wish i could unlove you. i wish i could erase the poems i wrote of you. but i can’t bring myself to forget you just yet, and it kills me.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:36 am UTC
I know we don’t talk anymore and I’m absolutely totally sorry for the pain I had caused you also this is a lie sense you always call me a manipulative bitch ??‍♀️?
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:04 am UTC
I still secretly love you and miss you terribly, but will never contact you again after what happened. I am only beginning to process how horribly we ended. I have fully accepted being alone in this life until the end. I wish you hadn't wrongly assumed what led to our demise but its not for me to correct the storyline anymore.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:59 am UTC
funny story, joshua bassett reminds me a lot of you so when i see him i immediately start to think of all the cute stuff you used to do
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:57 am UTC
you were perfect. your curly hair, perfect jawline, beautiful smile just more and more reasons why i wish i could have you. the way kids and babies loved you so much, one day you're gonna be an amazing parent. the way you respected girls of course cause your three sisters made sure of that, one day you're gonna be an amazing husband. and although we probably have no chance, i like to think of what our future would look like. its beautiful btw. you're the most perfect guy ever, that makes everything worse cause i know we have no chance of being together.
please find a way back to me, i need you.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:48 am UTC
its been like two fucking years and i still cant forget about you. i loved you so much. i dont know why you're still on my mind, but you are. i miss you so much, but i can't do anything about it now. you probably think im the worst person ever, but i promise you im still the same old me. i still like playing outside and i still like swedish fish and i definitely still think of you every day. i still can't believe that the only reason we talk is for birthdays. and still then my heart drops to the ground when you respond with a "thanks". i really hope we have another, cause im really scared that you're my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:12 am UTC
if only it worked out, but u just made it seem like u saw me as a friend. turns out u didn't, but its too late. you n ur new girl r cute, I'm rooting for u!
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 23, 2020, 1:12 pm UTC
You make me so fucking angry. Stop telling your friends you miss me. You never apologized. I hate that I still think about you.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 22, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
I hate how you always come back but never stay, it felt good when i moved on and you wanted my attention. douchebag.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: October 4, 2020, 11:36 pm UTC
I thought I needed you. Turns out I never did. Thank you for turning your back on me, i’m flourishing.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
I didn't want it to end. my heart is hurting more than you'll ever know. I still think about you. every second of everyday.
From: ABC
To: Ej
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
its getting suffocating now.. i dont feel safe in this relationship.. I love you so much but its so hard with you
