I've been screaming at myself for months now as if this year has just begun, I have lost myself with you all over again. I dont want to think this day is almost over, without you in my head. No it's not just yet...no..not yet..please I know I havent always hated myself but I know that you've only ever loved me like you said when we had just begun. Still I want you again..and I know we arent on the best of terms but you still promised a forever..and a marriage to go along
I'll see you then..