I miss you so much it hurts. i don't know what to do anymore and i can't handle it sometimes. i think about you every fucking day. so fuck you for coming into my life. fuck you for making me laugh. fuck you for saving my life. fuck you for staying on call with me for hours. fuck you for making me happy. fuck you for being nice. fuck you for being my best friend. fuck you for leaving me after you told me you were someone who would always stay with me no mattter what happened. you fucking told me you were always there for me. well you lied. i fucking miss you. i have no fucking friends anymore.they all left. please for the love of fucking god dont do that to someone else. that shit fucking sucks. and i fucking miss you man. i miss you so fucking much. I miss you. I miss going to bed smiling and thinking about our life together. I miss you. I miss going to school excited to talk to you. You made me laugh so hard. You made me smile. I miss you. I really really do. It hurts. It's been about a year and it still hurts. When does it get better? When will you leave my mind? I miss you. I miss you man. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you so much. Please come back. Please please please come back. You meant a lot to me. You were my best friends and friends don't leave. So why did you? Please please come back. I miss you man. Fuck you. Fuck friendships because thats all bullshit. You fucking left me. And I have no one. I am still in love with you.