Unsent messages to DOM

I’ll learn to be content being friends. At least we won’t have to “break up”. ‘We’ will just fade away with time.

this is just an update/goodbye. i just wanna say thank you. thank you for leaving. thank you for not coming back. you don’t know much much it’s helped me. like i wouldn’t have been able to be this happy if it weren’t for you. and so i guess i’m saying goodbye. i’ve already been forgetting about you and forgetting all of our convos and everything so i think i’m done. and i’m ready and i know my worth. you told me id find someone and i did. it just took me loosing you in order for that to happen. and i guess that’s okay! so thank you and goodbye!

i never got to say it properly and i would’ve liked to have done. sorry. let’s cross paths again in the future okay?

I really wish we would've worked out I miss you more than anything and now I just look for replacements it's been over a year and I'd still take you back in a heartbeat I love you.

It was short and sweet, why it had to end was a true tragedy. Thank you for taking me to a fantasy and making life seem colourful. My first kiss with you, though you had experience and thought you messed up and it sucked I was utterly cheesed out with cuteness. The way you spoke, the way you had me falling for your words without knowing. Yes though short, I was utterly living in happiness for the time we knew each other so intimately.

I don't know what's your take on why you decided to stop talking to me, I got over you, it would not hurt me to see you with someone else, but you have so much potential, don't throw your life away to live a life of barbarity and rebelliousness, don't let anything that is setting you back define you, that is not the boy that I met.

I don't get how you could have told me all those things, and inclusively talked to your family about me, was that insignificant to you?

I dont think I have ever loved someone the way I loved you. you broke me. stop coming back. i love you.

i know its over and i know the spark has gone and idk if it will ever come back but please let me go if u want and if not make me fall back in love with you cause I don't know what happened to us. i love you but we are nothing to each other anymore. it's stale. I'm sorry and I know u want to go too but we both are keeping each other cause neither of us know how to let go.

I'm sorry for hurting you but you being my source of happiness when I was not happy with myself would only hurt me in the end... I did what was best for me and I'm sorry that the best for me would hurt you.

I didn’t want kids unless they were yours. I’m still praying I’ll have little ADHD yous running around.

i think the reason why i cant get you out of my head is because when you left you didn’t say goodbye. you just walked away.

the first guy who told me he liked me and wanted to go out. I liked you too but I was scared. I'm sorry.

I'm in love with you. I’m really sorry if that's weird for you to hear, but I needed you to hear it. Probably not good timing, I know that. I just...I just needed you to know. Once.

I'm in love with you. I’m really sorry if that's weird for you to hear, but I needed you to hear it. Probably not good timing, I know that. I just...I just needed you to know. Once.

I have been in love with you since the first day our eyes met, it makes me really sad that you are now living far from me. Mostly because I never got the opportunity to tell you how I felt and how I still feel. I look at your social media and realize that you do not even think of me or even remember me, but I look at you and can’t believe what a beautiful person you have become! What hurts me more is that I am hopeless of ever meeting you again, not because I don’t want you but because you probably don’t.

why cant you see that i love you man im willing to give you the world but you want her and thats what hurts the most, i love you to the moon and back but you dont realise it and that kills me knowing im here to give you everything you wanted but you dont want it. im planning on running away from home not only so i can forget evreything but so im closer to you nd we have more chance of getting together

dear dom
you where my very first boyfriend and i must say it was fun to finally have that feeling of always having someone to talk to someone to snap and i know at the time i never thought i would get over you but now here i am just thinking about how easy life was and i i saw u at coles a few days ago and it brought back a lot of memories and i want to thank you for the first time ever being loved by a boy and i want to say thank you for the first sign of heartbreak. but over all i want to thank you for the happiness that time of my life gave me and year 6 would not be the same with out u dom so thank you x

i love you more than i've ever loved anyone else in my entire life. when you looked at my in my eyes and said you wanted to marry me, i never felt happier. the happiest i've ever been in my life is with you, even my mom could tell you that by the way she hears us laugh. i cant believe it took us this long to finally get together, but nonetheless i am so thankful we are here. god i just love you so much dom, i really do. the way you've been treated by all these girls will never happen again. i am here to make you feel appreciated, make you feel like you ARE worth it, because you are dom. you're worth the distance, the time, the effort, everything. i want to grow with you, create millions of memories and inside jokes and find even more weird shit to watch on a late saturday night. i love you.

I can't say you were my first love because you never showed me what love is - we could've had something great.

waking up to your goodmorning used to be my favourite because it was always a goodmorning. but now that you left i havnt had too many good mornings.

I spent months trying to repair myself after you broke my heart. I moved on and got my life together, yet you always find your way back to me. I can’t help but wonder what the universe has in store for us. You keep reappearing when I least expect it and I wish I knew why. I wish for once I could get answers from you instead of wondering over and over what could’ve been. There’s six months until I won’t ever see you again and I used to be so happy about it, but now I couldn’t be more disappointed. Seeing you today only brought back all the memories and feels. You make my heart flutter and skip a beat. It’s as if I can’t catch my breath and time pauses. Sometimes I wish it would last forever but in the end, you would never choose me.

Why didn’t you say goodbye before you left for Switzerland? I know you felt something and I thought that I was at least worth a goodbye.

fuck you for hurting me after i treated you so good. you took advantage of my kindness. i still love you

i miss you so much. i miss staying up late on the phone, you were my best friend. i relied on you so much and then i became self absorbed and left you behind. im so sorry. i always reach out and it isnt the same. but its my fault. at least youre happy now.

Im sorry I wasn’t enough at the beginning, and then too much at the end. I know some day we will find our way back to each other. We have for the past year. Thank you for sticking by me while I figured out who I am.

I don’t know how to move on. I think about you all the time and I spend every second missing you. pls just text me and tell me you do too

you know i always loved you. maybe sometimes i didn’t have time for you, or you felt like i was losing feelings but i never did. i did everything towards the end impulsively. and now when someone brings up your name, i wonder if you still think about me. i think i am over you, but it doesn’t mean that you don’t float around in my head sometimes on the darkest of days. sometimes all i need is another chat. but everything’s been said and done, good luck in the future.

i'm over you, i'm over you, i'm over you, i'm over you, i'm over you, i'm over you, but i'm not over you.