I spent months trying to repair myself after you broke my heart. I moved on and got my life together, yet you always find your way back to me. I can’t help but wonder what the universe has in store for us. You keep reappearing when I least expect it and I wish I knew why. I wish for once I could get answers from you instead of wondering over and over what could’ve been. There’s six months until I won’t ever see you again and I used to be so happy about it, but now I couldn’t be more disappointed. Seeing you today only brought back all the memories and feels. You make my heart flutter and skip a beat. It’s as if I can’t catch my breath and time pauses. Sometimes I wish it would last forever but in the end, you would never choose me.