Unsent messages to DAN
From: ABC
To: Dan
It is easier to despise you than to actually admit that i loved or possibly still do love you. I dont hate you. I just wish you hadn't fucking changed. I wont forget how you made me feel but i have to let you go now because whats done is done and I cant put any more of my time or tears into an image of you that no longer exist. I wish I wasn't scared when i liked you, right person. Wrong time x
From: ABC
To: Dan
fuck you for what you did to me and her, and to think you have the audacity to come back with a shitty guilty apology a year later. just fuck you lad, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
i still want you as bad as i did when i first met you when i should want nothing to do with you. i wish you loved me still the same. i know nothing will ever be the same and that not only kills me but eats me alive really. i think about you almost once every day time and time again, i wish i could get you outta my head.. but at that i've become so numb to the feeling of missing you and i've gotten so good at hiding being sad about you. time seems so endless without you here & days just seem to drag with no meaning sometimes i wish i could talk to you about how my day was and what's going on. i wish i had the words to fix this, to fix us. i know we will never be together again but my heart thinks other wise.. i know whats meant to be will be. in the end i went in not knowing what true love was or having someone care more about me than i do myself felt like and i couldn't have asked for anyone other than you to be that person. my soulmate that i may or may not have lost.. i love you still, with every fiber in my being.
From: ABC
To: Dan
Llevo tantos años deseando ser alguien para ti que ya olvide como fue que comenzĂł todo esto, en serio me gustarĂa recordar... Soy tu amiga y he decidido ignorar todo lo que siento por ti. Pero me atormentan los latidos de mi corazĂłn, o cuando mi respiraciĂłn se entrecorta al escuchar tu voz.
Estoy segura que no es tu fĂsico, ni siquiera sĂ© si sea tu forma de ser...solo es una sensaciĂłn extraña.
Eres mi primer amor, un amor tan unilateral que da pena, pero no puedo hacer nada más que ignorarlo ya que al parecer de rehúsa a irse de mi. Seguiremos siendo amigos, seguiré negando mi amor por ti pues aún tengo la vaga esperanza de que llegue otro amor que sea aún más fuerte que el que he sentido por ti todo este tiempo. Todo esto me lástima mucho pero al menos estás, al menos puedo consolarte y ayudarte a conquistar a las niñas que te gustan, al menos puedo verte feliz con algo que yo no puedo poseer, algo como el amor correspondido.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I wish it didn’t end the way it did. I am so sorry for all of the fights and that the final day was left with you mad at me. I didn’t see what I had until you left and I wish we could have had a conversation so I could move on...because you did but I struggled for so long. If only things were a bit different...
From: ABC
To: Dan
where did i go wrong. why did u leave. why did u choose her. i thought we were in love. was i just a game to you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I thought I was over you. Then I saw you, and all of a sudden it's like we're on my lawn again talking about the stars.
From: ABC
To: Dan
i cant even say i don't know you anymore because i’ve known all along i just didn’t want to believe it.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You made me feel like nothing like my feelings were nothing. I don’t hate you but I’ll never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I hate you, a lot. I don’t know why I still talk to you but sometimes I had wished you death. It’s not your fault though, but mine, I believed you lol
From: ABC
To: Dan
I can’t wait to meet you in person. March is too far away and the separation is killing me. You’re so kind and I can’t wait to be able to hold you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You promised me you would stay and we would make so many memories together. you promised a lifetime then you just up and left. you broke me into a million pieces and i will never forget the way you hurt me, i will never let that happen again.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You promised me you would stay and we would make so many memories together. you promised a lifetime then you just up and left. you broke me into a million pieces and i will never forget the way you hurt me, i will never let that happen again.
From: ABC
To: Dan
Fuck you. Fuck you for getting me to trust you then leaving. Fuck you for making me think you actually cared. Fuck you for every lie you ever told me. And fuck you for throwing my emotions off a fucking cliff.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I know you are my soulmate, my twin flame. Waiting is hard, but I would live through anything to be with you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
i dont know if its worse that i wont ever see you again or that i still feel this way about the idea of you
From: ABC
To: Dan
(i put it as blue as its your favourite colour!) I love you, I promise to never leave you but once again... I am struggling but you still blame me although i forgave you for ur unspeakable actions.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I love you and I'll always care for you, I'll be here for you and I don't care how long it'll take you to realise that. I promise, I promise, I promise that you'll be the one forever, no matter whom may try and walk along our path! (i used blue since its your favourite colour)
From: ABC
To: Dan
i love you and i hate that i don’t know how to stop because i feel like i’m hurting you by getting so jealous of other girls and by hating kay so much
From: ABC
To: Dan
I thought you were my first love, I was wrong you were merely an amazing friend. I wish I could still talk to you but I don't want to hurt you more
From: ABC
To: Dan
You said we’d get married and then one day you stopped. It was like I embarrassed you - I knew. You ripped me up inside and out. You chose her not me but I can’t blame you because I would too.
From: ABC
To: Dan
Hey, I will always love you. But f you for telling me you needed me and then leaving me without warning
From: ABC
To: Dan
When strangers in the street smell like your cologne I feel my 17 year old heart break all over again
From: ABC
To: Dan
I know everything about us was wrong and all the in betweens but it felt so right I always say I hate you for what you did but I truly think I will always love you I get you I’m happy with you you’re right being in eachothers arms just feels right I wish I knew and believed your feelings are still as strong as mine for another shot now that it’s been a few years but deep down I think I know it will never work it hurts to love you and I’ve never had this feeling for anyone like this,haven't held you in three years and that hurts it even hurts hearing your voice now knowing things will never be the same as good
As the moment of the conversation gets my gut feeling is it will hurt more to continue I’m sorry I wish I could believe you. I love you so much and still not over you I’ve only been with you but I don’t think I can put myself through this again
From: ABC
To: Dan
if you looked into a mirror and saw who you really are... you’d see that the problem is within you, not others.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You mean the world to me but I know you don't feel the same way. whoever you end up with is going to be lucky to have you.you will always have a special place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: Dan
When I told you that you used to upset me and that it didn’t happen anymore, that was a lie, it still does. Whenever you’re mad at me I still get upset, like right now. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, maybe I have attachment issues but whenever ur iffy with me it upsets me and negatively effects me so horribly. I just want our relationship to be smooth, with no bumps and I want to be with you forever I can’t imagine my life with another person.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I thought I loved you but now I realise it wasn’t love because we were too young to understand what love was. Love was just a word to you it didn’t mean anything as you said it too much and too early on like it was just simply a word and nothing else, you destroyed what we had.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I have no other words for you other than love. When i’m with you even if it’s only a minute it feels so perfect and so right that i just want to stay in your arms.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I saw your message and I don’t really know how to respond because I can’t remember the last time a guy has been so kind to me and understanding about my mental health and trauma. I’m glad it’s not as one sided as I thought! Next time you’re down and the lockdown is over we’ll have to have a big sesh! And I don’t agree with that in the workplace!:p
From: ABC
To: Dan
I know how dumb this is but i’ve liked you for forever and I just want to thank you for existing at the same time as me. You’ve changed and i’m glad you have, i hope you find her, i appreciate the strength that you give me every time we talk. say hi next time you see me in the corridor please, you’re the only bit of normal left.
From: ABC
To: Dan
i just want to be able to talk to you again, that’s all. and that’s too much. i regret not telling you how much i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
we were partners in crime; the terrible two. now im just terrible. i love you, danny. always have, always will.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You made me feel so special, staying up till 3 am to talk about life. It was the validation from you that I needed, it’s what I wanted. It’s crazy to think about how that all left when you ignored me the next day. Was I no longer good enough? Was just I joke?
From: ABC
To: Dan
you weren't supposed to get over me for a 12 year old with her tits hanging out and no top lip. come on dan
From: ABC
To: Dan
i used to think about you all day, every passing moment i thought about you. Now's there's nothing to think about.
From: ABC
To: Dan
i know you'll never see me more than my body, but if that's the only way i could make you stick around then it'll be okay.
From: ABC
To: Dan
its been months and i still keep looking for you in other guys , but i know in the end of the day they'll never be you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
God, why do I still love you? You have moved on, I haven't. I'm so sorry I'm still so deeply in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
No matter what we went through, I’d go through any amount of pain to have you back in my life. I love you
From: ABC
To: Dan
today was the first time i saw you since you left, i realised you're missing out cause i’m the best you'd ever get
From: ABC
To: Dan
I love you, and I wish from the bottom heart we could be together. Never felt this way about anyone before :(
From: ABC
To: Dan
i'm still in love with you.it is so painful watching you ignoring me everyday.i miss you.can't wait to see you again even tho you'll never see me as a girlfriend.i love you so much.i don't think you'll ever see this:) i don't think i'll be able to get over you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I miss you and every time I think I've moved on, I see you and realise I haven't. it's been over a year.
From: ABC
To: Dan
I had a real quick crush on you but honestly, it was your personality. I didn't feel good enough to match it
From: ABC
To: Dan
I seriously hope you forgive me. It was all my fault, the only problem is you left me before I told you.
From: ABC
To: Dan
You don't know how much I truly care about you, and that hurts way more than I can explain. It's like having this hole inside of you but you can't fix it no matter how hard you try.
From: ABC
To: Dan
you destroyed ever inch of myself worth.
why as i never enough for you?
why did you say u loved me when all you ever did was hurt me?
you never loved me just loved how much i loved you
