Unsent messages to DAMIEN

even if we’re not physically together, know that spiritually we are always united, for love transcends space and time. nothing is missing

I know why God removed you from my life, just don't understand how you went back to your ex barely even the day after you left me. As if those two years, and i meant nothing to you. I've forgiven you. But i haven't moved on. It's so hard to when we did everything together, you were my best friend. Everything reminds me of you. I'm starting to eat a little more, if u even care. I hope you guys are happy together, it looks like you are. I wish you the best in life. I appreciate you showing love to me for a little while. It was nice. Like we used to say, I'll love you always and forever. Angry at myself for letting you see so much, and for the things we did together. Everyone just says it takes time, so I guess I have to wait. I know I deserved better, just wish you would've given me an actual apology. I had to lose you to focus on me. Maybe we can talk about all of it in the future. Maybe you'll just forget about me. There's still so much I want to say but, goodbye for now dame. Or maybe forever.

i hope i never lose you. you’re the one thing that keeps me going and i’ll love you until the day i die.

You’ve taught me what real love is, you taught me my self worth. I hope to be with you for many years to come.

from the first time i was in your arms i felt safe. i felt loved. its crazy how we are complete strangers now.

I should've ended things sooner. We were toxic together. I don't think you understand how hurtful the things you said were.

I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through. I just didn't know how to tell you how much I loved you.

dude i really miss you so much and god i really loved you. why did you have to be such a bad person i wonder if you actually cared about me. you left me for her zoe twice.i believed in you. i talked to my friends about you and said you were the nicest cutest guy, boy i was wrong. i hate you.

I still remember when we were kids together, and you taught me what having a real friend was like. Who knew that it would turn into 6 years of waiting for an answer back?

lmao hi, uh, so who you dating, are you okay from your past relationship. How long have you guys been together for. Are you actually dating someone or did you make that up so I wouldn't have a chance. Because that's how it feels. You're really funny and you can be really nice when you want to. And you're really tall but then again I just might be really short. I hope we can talk a lot more than we do now. I hope I see you again sometime. I hope you learn it's okay to have emotions and crying is okay I don't know why you tell yourself these lies. I care about you. Look what you've done you made me go cheesy. But seriously you're not useless. And I hope you find someone great.

i dont hate you, i sometimes wish that we didnt get into that ugly fight and stayed friends. im over you im just not over all the time and memories that we have spent together, i love you so much and you were the only one that taught me how to be in a relationship you are the reason why i am in a happy relationship now. i just wish things wouldve been different for us. i know you still think about me and i really hope you still love me. one day ill send you a real message i just want to know how you are doing. i miss talking to you

You were truly my first love. And you left like I didnt mean anything to you. Were still friends but I want you back.

I really wish you never cheated. I just wanna love you the way we did in the beginning. I miss the old us. Even though I’m still with you, it’s not the same, i cry every night still and yet you don’t care. you’ve shown me how much you do not care but yet. i’m still here. i wish i could learn my worth.

You showed me real love exist, you also showed me love alone is not enough. Still, we will always be our true love!

Today would’ve been our 1 month. And I regret how things ended and I can’t apologize enough. I still care for you, always, s.

im sorry. i didn't mean for this to happen but it did. i wish we could go back to what we were. right person, wrong time. right?

I knew I liked you as soon as I saw you but I knew you only saw me has a friend you liked her it was obvious but do you ever think of me because i think of you all the time

You really hurt me but at the end of the day your still the only person I wanna spend my forever with, At the rate we’re going sadly I can’t say I see that happening but no matter what You’ll forever be mine