Unsent Messages

I know why God removed you from my life, just don't understand how you went back to your ex barely even the day after you left me. As if those two years, and i meant nothing to you. I've forgiven you. But i haven't moved on. It's so hard to when we did everything together, you were my best friend. Everything reminds me of you. I'm starting to eat a little more, if u even care. I hope you guys are happy together, it looks like you are. I wish you the best in life. I appreciate you showing love to me for a little while. It was nice. Like we used to say, I'll love you always and forever. Angry at myself for letting you see so much, and for the things we did together. Everyone just says it takes time, so I guess I have to wait. I know I deserved better, just wish you would've given me an actual apology. I had to lose you to focus on me. Maybe we can talk about all of it in the future. Maybe you'll just forget about me. There's still so much I want to say but, goodbye for now dame. Or maybe forever.