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Unsent messages to CHRISTOPHER

From: ABC

To: Christopher

Um hey, I know we just texted a few minutes ago, but I really need to tell you how I feel for you. I love you okay, but somehow it get's harder and harder to tell you that I love you because sometimes I feel like your going to leave me. I'm scared that, that day will come soon. I really have never felt this way before and I never want to lose this feeling. I know I can get easily replaced by any girl out there but please don't leave me. Your the reason I look forward waking up every morning, the reason I want to become better... So please don't leave me. Yeah I know I can be very annoying, Iv'e been told that before, but it's because I love you. Sometimes you seem to not care about my feelings, and sometimes I feel like you might be cheating on me because I'm boring. I feel like you talk to all the girls that text you and that I mean nothing to you. But I'm putting all those things in the back of my head and just trying my hardest to make you happy. Your all I need in this world, you complete me. I'll always love you no matter what. But.. don't leave me alone again.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

If she hadn’t broke your heart before I met you, would I have been the one you looked at through rose-tinted glasses?

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I'm just tired of people leaving me , so when I made it clear to you, I didn't expect you to do the same thing

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

chris idk if you're seeing this but i think you know who it is. you were there for me in so many ways i lost count, you made me feel good about myself when i had just got out a break up and i wasn't over that boy and you knew that yet you still wanted to be with me. i'm so sorry for ruining things with us, pls forgive me

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Más allá de todo, estoy segura que fuiste mi primer amor. Me enamoré de tí, estuve dispuesta a esperarte 100 años si era necesario, pero simplemente no quisiste… ¿Acaso hice algo mal?, algunas veces te recuerdo con el cariño de siempre, pero sé que solo estoy enamorada de nuestros recuerdos. Que más quisiera que un abrazo tuyo. El día en el que todo acabo fue gris, y así lo recordaré siempre.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Lo siento, realmente quiero quedarme toda la vida y estar con tigo, por que te amo pero tu no a mi asi que me fui por eso quisiera quedarme a tu lado por siempre y hacer todo lo que prometimos pero sinplemente me lastimas cada dia mas aun duele pero lo superare, espero saber que en un futuro brillaras mi valiente cazador

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

you were my best friend, the only one i had, the one person that made me feel like i wasn’t worthless. the last night that we spoke, when we were all out and i kissed you, i know i shouldn’t have but we were so close and everyone told me you liked me. we had the red heart, we were pinned on each other’s sc , i was the only one you had ur location on for and it’s all just gone. i miss u more than i can describe and i’m rlly sorry.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Why would you ever tell me all those beautiful things? Why would you ever make those promises you weren't going to keep? Why would you ever make me feel like you were the one? Why would you just leave me like that? You have no idea how special you made me feel and to have that taken away in just a matter of seconds literally broke me. You have no idea how many times a day I think about what I could've done differently to keep you around a little longer. You have no idea how much I wonder what it is that she has that I don't. You have no idea how much it hurt me to find out that you were texting her behind my back. You have no idea how much it broke me finding out that you already moved on so fast. You have no idea how much I question if you actually loved me. You have no idea how many times a day I think about you in general. You have no idea how stupid I feel knowing that I still think about you. I know that I should obviously move on because you already did, but it's really hard to do that knowing you were and still are the only thing I want. Ahaha I probably should've listened to the ones that warned me about you, but like I've said before "I always try to see the good in people." And I finally understand why people would tell me not to do that, it wasn't to make me feel bad, it was to protect me from getting hurt and now I'm pretty sure I learned my lesson along with a couple other lessons.(Thanks for that Ig) I really don't want to say that my time was wasted because I enjoyed every second with you, but in all honesty it kinda was. I hope you know that I would've done anything for you, that I loved you more than anyone, and that I love you Dummy

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

it’s been weeks since we last talked. i don’t have the courage to let you know i miss you one last time because i’m tired of waiting..it’s time to let go and move on.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

just know you’ll always be a sweet angel in my eyes & that my love for you truly is unconditional

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i used the colour yellow, because this colour reminds me of my childhood. everything was so colourful, new and exciting - that’s how i felt about you. as we aged things got dull and we started to see people for who they truly were, but when we’re young everything is yellow.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I wish you hadn't left me. You chose to not see that I was head over heels and you HAD to date my friends even tho I was always there for you, EVERY DAY for 2 years.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

hi gopher. i know you will probably never know how in love i am with you but that’s alright. waiting for the day you find someone so i at least have a reason to tell myself why you don’t like me.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

you werent my first love, but i really hope your my last. you’ve gotten to my soft spot, and nobody has ever gotten to my soft spot. i really didnt wanna fall for you, but here i am head over heels for you.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I wonder if you still think of me, like I do you. It’s not often, but I cannot do some of the smallest things without thinking of you- I hate you for that.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

We agreed to stay as friends bc I knew long distance would suck. Yet, as much as you told me how much you loved me, you moved on within a week to someone that was so similar to me. Why? Why would you call me to tell me all of this, and to now treat me like trash? The more time we spend apart the more I realize how horrible you were to me. And I deserve better than your fake self.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Te juro que te amo con mi vida entera pero no quiero seguir sufriendo por el amor que nunca recibiré de tu parte, eres el amor de mi vida pero debo dejar que seas feliz sin mi porque sin mi te va mejor. :(?

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

you were my sun but to you i was only a star. the smallest star. you were the brightest sun. the brightest summer sun. i miss you everyday. i want you back more than you may ever know. i beg to a higher power that one day you will love me again how you once did.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i really hate to admit this but i’m in love with you i’m very sure of it i want you but i have to old back she’s my bestfriend right.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i’m in love with you. even if you live 1000 miles away, i fell in love through a screen. text me, i miss you.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

im in love with you. it's scary, we barley met. but, i'm in love with you. i know you don't feel the same but it's ok.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I was blinded by my own pain when I hurt you. I didn't mean to. Sorry won't fix a thing but I hope it sets you free.

I'm sorry.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i don’t miss you. i miss the feeling of feeling important even though i was never important to you. anyways f*ck you. you don’t deserve to be happy.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I don't know how to let you go. With you I was safe, with you I felt most myself. You were my light. You were home. I miss home. I know I lie, don't worry, I love you wasn't one.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

It hurts to look back on a relationship I valued so much and how much you meant to me for you to be able to drop me so easily

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

we still had so much left in our story. i'm sorry i couldn't be enough for you. i never thought i would lose you, but somehow i still did. don't forget about me c

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

It was vv hard to determine what we were. You never texted me, I always had to text first. I blocked you on all socials because I knew you didn't want anything to do with me.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i know i deserve better and you weren’t the best to me but part me doesn’t care part of me still wants you but i know i can’t have you.I’m moving on he treats me better then you did but i still want you. you said we would get married although i didn’t believe it because were both still in high school it felt nice to believe it although it’s still not for sure at end of the day i still hope it’s you i hope we do end up having that wedding after i turn 25 on november because it’s right after my birthday and right before yours just like you said i want to build our house on a piece of property where our kids can grow up and run around and ride the horses but i guess it’s all a dream just like you were

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

why.. the question as to why you did what you did still lingers as much as i wanted to hate you i cannot because my love for you is to strong and never died out

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

You made me realize that it didn’t matter how much I loved you and thought we were soulmates, because you didn’t feel the same. I’ll always have a place in my heart for you, even if I don’t have feelings for you anymore, I have no regrets. The things you did, good and bad, helped me get over you and find that person that does actually love me, and I’m glad I found him

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I will never forget the time you said my smile was the most beautiful you seen - the first time I felt like I was beautiful. And now I won’t ever smile the same

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I still don’t know why you left. It hurt not knowing why you stopped loving me so suddenly. I’m okay now. I’ve forgotten about us. I miss your mom and your sister.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

hey chris:) these past few days have been kind of hard to be honest, i'm not used to going on with my day without you being part of my life. It's weird in other words... i miss you so so much at this point i would do anything or give anything for you to be part of my life again. not you just following me and stuff i mean you texting me and making me smile so hard because of all the nice things you would say and do. i love you so much and maybe one day i can tell you that again day after day and maybe for the rest of my life.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

you are such a nice human being and i never took advantage of that. i love you so much gosh chris words can't begin to explain how much i love you. i miss you and i know i shouldn't because you don't miss me. probably or probably not. but either way i hope you do and i know that you have a girlfriend and you do right by her so i know you won't leave her just so we could be something again and that's fine, whenever you're ready i'll be here waiting

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I want to give you everything, because you deserve it, but I know that I'm not the only one for that, and we are so far away but I still love you.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

today wouldve been our 1 year anniversary. im glad i didnt stay. all you did was manipulate me to be youre perfect little fucking sex angel. and when i realized i have worth, all you would say was that "i changed". get a grip.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I still love you too, I don't know if you're going to come back or not but just know I'll wait for you baby I'll wait. 4ever&always

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Y r u so toxic. y couldn’t u just keep the same energy I met u with. y did u steal my heart and stomp on it over and over again.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

you were my first love. you were my best friend. no matter what, i will always love you. but it's time for me to move on.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i could be at the wedding of my 7 year relationship, and it would still only take one word from you for me to say no

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I wish I had made different choices. It seems anyone who gets close to me always gets hurt. I wish I had the life in me to give you what you gave to me. Now you hate me and I understand why.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i am still trying to figure out who i am because when you left, you took all of me and i am stuck picking up pieces of myself and trying to find where exactly they fit. it was always her, wasn't it? the girl who i shouldn't have worried about; and yet in the back of my head, i always did. the connection, the contact - that could never compare to what we had, could it? you won't take back anything you said, will you? you won't ever return with a love offer. the acceptance i have to face is quite possibly the most difficult thing ever. my life has been filled with empty or broken promises and abandonment. and of all the people to walk in my life and make me feel as though there is a purpose to living, to you are the last one i ever expected to do the very thing i have always feared. i hope she takes care of you, though. does she ask you if you've eaten? has she asked about your hopes and dreams and fallen in love with you over and over again as you explained your passions? does she rub your head each time she sees you because you love the feeling of being at peace with the storm in your mind under the hands of the one you love? what about when your back hurts because in 8th grade you broke it while playing football? does she know you want to be more than an army guy eventually? your dream to become a nasa astronaut? does she make sure you shower, brush your teeth, and get to sleep at a decent time so you're energized for the next day because you HATE feeling tired? has she held you while you cried yet? or when you need her most? i can only hope she is there every waking moment as i was. because i know you and i know that you need constant love. i'm sorry my illness often got in the way of us. i wish i had gotten help sooner. and i only hope one day you will see me and run right in my direction. because even after being an option, after the words you said, the things you did - i still can't shake the thought of not taking you back. if you were to come back, that is. i'll love you forever, my honey pot.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

See the problem is you were the right person for me, but I wasn’t the right person for you. It’s fine.
I love you, still.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

Tbh I didn't like you lol I just liked the version of you I made up. Btw you’re so unfunny pls get help.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

I’m hurting you I don’t want to leave you and I don’t want you to leave me but I feel like I’m losing you and I’m scared

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

When I think about you, I just remember how bad I didn't want it, and how I was only seven and you were my uncle.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i really like you, but i'm really nervous to say it because I think your gonna say no, but I hope you do like me.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

hi bby i miss you sm i see you've found someone new and i realized you didnt need me as much as you said so

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

It was fun while it lasted and I’m slowly learning to forgive you for the way you treated me and the way I reacted. I hope you get what you want from life. I know I am.

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From: ABC

To: Christopher

i miss you so much. i know you’ll probably find someone else, but hopefully, somewhere in your heart you’ll remember how much i love you.

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