Unsent messages to CHIARA

I knew you weren't my type, but I liked your attitude and I was so lonely, I hoped that if I got to know you better I'd feel some attraction. I'm sorry I wasted your time, I hope we can be friends someday.

Exactly a year ago today you left. Little did I know it would be the last time Id ever see you, 365 days and you’re forever burned into my memory. If I knew then what I know now.. sheeeeesh how things would be different

i’m no longer in love with you. the only reason i keep talking to you is because you need it more than me.

I regret that I never came up to you and simply talked with you. I regret that I never told you how I felt. You're one year younger than me. Now look at me. I couldn't even come up to you and say hi - embarrassing. aNyWaYs I loved your smile. It was so pure. You were absolutely beautiful, you were probably the only reason why I still came to that church-shiet whoop- sometimes it hurts to fall for a straight girl but yeah, that's already over don't worry. I still remember that one day, when we were out with the whole group and you were talking to a friend of yours. I told my bestfriend that I would be able to catch a snowball (1. I'm left-handed 2. It was a snowball-fight going on). And I managed to catch one!! I turned around and saw you. Standing there, looking kinda suprised.. and you gave me the brighest smile I've ever seen. Or when we had this trip with the whole group and with a sleepover. I'll never forget how I walked past you, heading to my room and you said "good night, sleep well". Your voice was music to my ears. I also tried to find out your social media, but yeah I wasn't able to find anything. By the way, when we met at the day of the open doors in that school, I was literally soooo nervous lmaooo. I recognized you first and was like: "Oh- Shit- She's here- What should I do-" and in that moment you saw me and smiled, like we've known each other for years. And what did I? I simply turned around, cuz of embarrassment. Must have looked pretty weird lololol. And yea I kinda wish I could see you again some day :)

Ciao, come stai?
sai mi manchi tanto , lo so sono stata io a chiudere questo rapporto ma sono stata stupida, eri l'unica persona che mi è sempre stata vicino, mi manchi, mi mancano tutte le nostre risate, le notti passate insieme, le litigate, le passeggiate sul mare, il mc e il nostro luchetto, vorrei tornare sul quel ponte, guardarlo e tornare indietro nel tempo a rivivermi quel prezioso momento, dirti fermati non buttiamo la chiave, la scritta sul muro sotto il ponte che rimarrà per sempre, le nsotre caznoni , ma di noi non è rimasto nulla, dopo 4 anni passati insieme quello che ci resta di noi è solo un ricordo, spero che prima o poi mi perdonerai

answer me. why do u have to make me suffer this way? what do u want? maybe i’m too dramatic but u seem to don’t give a fuck about me and even if u were hurt in the past u don’t have to hurt me. i’m here for u, i want us to be happy together, to live the romance we always wanted to live. but u didn’t said me anything loving for a while so stop hurting me and kiss me or say goodbye.

i know u won’t read this text but ily and actually the only thing i want is being happy and loved by u

ur a poo face but ily bc ur free every time i wanna see u i look at the toilet teeeheeeehehehehehhehehehe

I very hate the fact that i’m into u, i expect more than i receive and the worse thing is that i know u’re not into me and that u’re not able to make me happy like i would like
but sometimes u do it better

ur a little cunt but sometimes I think I might like u but then I’m like ew. Yeah❤️ I hope ur sleeves get wet when you wash your hands! I love you tho xo take care

Ti dedico le giornate di sole, quelle quando stai sdraiata e ti fai coccolare dal calore sulla pelle e il vento tra i capelli.
Ti dedico questa sensazione di pace che provi mentre sorseggi del tè fresco al limone, la sensazione che tutti meritiamo.
Tu più di tutti perché tu, essendo il mio sole, mi scaldi il cuore ininterrottamente.

Ti dedico le giornate di sole, quelle quando stai sdraiata e ti fai coccolare dal calore sulla pelle e il vento tra i capelli.
Ti dedico questa sensazione di pace che provi mentre sorseggi del tè fresco al limone, la sensazione che tutti meritiamo.
Tu più di tutti perché tu, essendo il mio sole, mi scaldi il cuore ininterrottamente.

Sei la persona più speciale che ho incontrato nella mia vita,e sono sicuro che lo sarai sempre.. loveyou!
S.