Unsent Messages

I regret that I never came up to you and simply talked with you. I regret that I never told you how I felt. You're one year younger than me. Now look at me. I couldn't even come up to you and say hi - embarrassing. aNyWaYs I loved your smile. It was so pure. You were absolutely beautiful, you were probably the only reason why I still came to that church-shiet whoop- sometimes it hurts to fall for a straight girl but yeah, that's already over don't worry. I still remember that one day, when we were out with the whole group and you were talking to a friend of yours. I told my bestfriend that I would be able to catch a snowball (1. I'm left-handed 2. It was a snowball-fight going on). And I managed to catch one!! I turned around and saw you. Standing there, looking kinda suprised.. and you gave me the brighest smile I've ever seen. Or when we had this trip with the whole group and with a sleepover. I'll never forget how I walked past you, heading to my room and you said "good night, sleep well". Your voice was music to my ears. I also tried to find out your social media, but yeah I wasn't able to find anything. By the way, when we met at the day of the open doors in that school, I was literally soooo nervous lmaooo. I recognized you first and was like: "Oh- Shit- She's here- What should I do-" and in that moment you saw me and smiled, like we've known each other for years. And what did I? I simply turned around, cuz of embarrassment. Must have looked pretty weird lololol. And yea I kinda wish I could see you again some day :)