Unsent messages to CHAR
From: ABC
To: char
Date: September 28, 2023, 6:14 pm UTC
was that the first and final brief moment?
From: ABC
To: char
Date: September 27, 2023, 10:58 am UTC
there's still some pain haha, but i had to move on and be content with what we had instead
From: ABC
To: char
Date: September 26, 2023, 8:09 am UTC
even tho u're not the person i like now, i won't deny the fact that i liked u more than myself
From: ABC
To: char
Date: September 19, 2023, 5:14 pm UTC
you ruined my view on love and my whole life but i can never hate you and i hate myself for that
From: ABC
To: char
Date: September 13, 2023, 1:02 pm UTC
i was very happy to see u again. we ain't talk much but i'm certain of how I feel about u.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: August 4, 2023, 5:13 pm UTC
a little bitter but i'm genuinely so so so so happy for you :)
From: ABC
To: char
Date: August 1, 2023, 2:03 am UTC
i forgave you but you never apologized. my door is still open.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: July 23, 2023, 4:45 pm UTC
i hate that i miss you. forver and always
From: ABC
To: char
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:23 am UTC
im so sorry if i could take it back i would. i miss you so much and i would give anything to go back in time and stay friends with you i love you i wish i could undo everything i did
From: ABC
To: char
Date: January 7, 2021, 3:03 am UTC
why would you laugh whenever i even mentioned i might like girls? was it such a far away concept that i might not be straight? you laughed and made it a big deal to our friends, made me feel ashamed. it only took a month after our friendship ended for me to completely accept myself as bi. but why did you make it so i had to shove that part of me away from everyone? i said somethings that i regret now, things that make me seem lowkey homophobic, just to try and cover up the fact that i liked girls too. but you agreed with me. and i never said anything outright offensive because it made me sick, but i still needed to try and cover up the fact that i wasn't straight. why is that such a big deal? why did you make it into such a big deal? when one of our other friends came out you were fine with it I'm pretty sure, so why couldn't you be okay with me? because of you i still have lingering insecurites, and have only come out to one friend and my sis. no one from our old friend group knows, partially because i know that they'd tell you. but i want you to know you hurt me and that you make it difficult for me to accept myself. and it sucks being in the closet and i hate it and i want to come out, but because of you i'm scared. and that's not even a good reason to be scared, because you shouldn't have anything to do with the way i view myself, but even now, when we haven't talked in almost a year, you still affect me. i have new friends, but i still miss you. i don't even hate you. i'll always love you. you were my first true best friend. i just wish my sexual orientation didn't have to affect our friendship.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:14 pm UTC
i feel like youre losing feelings for me and i dont know what to do. i hate this. i dont want to overthink anymore.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:10 am UTC
I love you, but I'll always wish we actually talked out those problems rather then ignoring what happened.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
i miss you man. last time i saw you, we were singing kareoke, eating cake and screaming our lungs out. school isn't the same w out you. idk how you put up w my INCOMPETENCY, but thank you for that. you're beautiful, funny, you make my day, always there, and i love you. change your last name please so i can see you
From: ABC
To: char
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
Char, you make great dad puns, you’re fun to talk to, fun to be around and even though I don’t know you too well but I think you’re a top quality person. You have a nice voice and from what I’ve heard you’re very pretty
From: ABC
To: char
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:18 am UTC
you're the sweetest, kindest, smartest, prettiest, most genuine person I know. I'm so lucky to have you as a friend
From: ABC
To: char
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
you're the sweetest, kindest, funniest, prettiest, most genuine person I know. I'm so lucky to be able to call you my friend.
From: ABC
To: char
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:10 am UTC
hi char! you're the nicest, most fun person i know. you're so talented and good at everything and you need to start realizing how gud you are.
