Heyy, so I know our first lenguage is actually spanish, but I feel like it would be easily for me to write in english. Okay, so I think I have this really big crush on you since we are 12, 7th grade, but I was so confused, I mean, I didn't know if I just wanted to be your friend or something more than that. Later I started dating this boy, I don't really know why, I think it jst helped me to realised I was actually a lesbian or a bisexual, I'm still trying to figure it out.

We became so close, we had this amezing connection, it was so easey to talk to you. I opend myself to you and you did to me. Then you started talking to this gamer skater boy, and I shiped you with him so bad, little did I know I actually didn't.

We distance ourselfe for sometime, probably because of lockdown, we stoped talking for around 6 months. When we started talking again, it was like if nothing had change, all the scurity I felt around you was still there. It took me around 1 day to notice I was falling for you, I texted my bestfriend, saying I was scared because I had never felt like this.

How am I suposed to know if you like me back or not, we are litterally always playing that we are dating, and there aresome thing I feel you mean, but again, you may be just playing. You once told me that if a kept being this perfect you would fell in love with me, and that you didn't want to, that we were the perfect couple. I told you that you shoudn't be afraid to fell for me, that we were the perfect couple, I actually meant that, but did you?

I go to sleep thinking how great we would be together, we would dominate the world, a crazy hippie (me) and a quirky edgy beautiful girl, the perfect balance. You should come to my place to listen to Arctic Monkeys together, and talk about how much we love Alex Turner. I could kiss you while listening to "I wanna be yours"

part of me secretly hopes you'll like me again

I hope I cross ur mind once in a while, so i don't feel pathetic for thinking of u all the time

Well, this is weird.
If someday you found this, you're gonna be always the love of my life. <3

thank you for being my best friend when i really needed someone.

Im sorry for what you been through, ambear I’ll always be on your side. Regresa corazon

Unblock me, im i really that unsightful? Wish we could talk, i miss youre personality

I will wait whenever you’re ready. I love you. I remember dancing and staring into your eyes.

U probably want nothing to do with me. I want to dance with and hold you again ambear.