Unsent messages to CHAR
From: ABC
To: char
i feel like youre losing feelings for me and i dont know what to do. i hate this. i dont want to overthink anymore.
From: ABC
To: char
I love you, but I'll always wish we actually talked out those problems rather then ignoring what happened.
From: ABC
To: char
hi char! you're the nicest, most fun person i know. you're so talented and good at everything and you need to start realizing how gud you are.
From: ABC
To: char
you're the sweetest, kindest, funniest, prettiest, most genuine person I know. I'm so lucky to be able to call you my friend.
From: ABC
To: char
you're the sweetest, kindest, smartest, prettiest, most genuine person I know. I'm so lucky to have you as a friend
From: ABC
To: char
Char, you make great dad puns, you’re fun to talk to, fun to be around and even though I don’t know you too well but I think you’re a top quality person. You have a nice voice and from what I’ve heard you’re very pretty
From: ABC
To: char
i miss you man. last time i saw you, we were singing kareoke, eating cake and screaming our lungs out. school isn't the same w out you. idk how you put up w my INCOMPETENCY, but thank you for that. you're beautiful, funny, you make my day, always there, and i love you. change your last name please so i can see you
From: ABC
To: char
im so sorry if i could take it back i would. i miss you so much and i would give anything to go back in time and stay friends with you i love you i wish i could undo everything i did
From: ABC
To: char
why would you laugh whenever i even mentioned i might like girls? was it such a far away concept that i might not be straight? you laughed and made it a big deal to our friends, made me feel ashamed. it only took a month after our friendship ended for me to completely accept myself as bi. but why did you make it so i had to shove that part of me away from everyone? i said somethings that i regret now, things that make me seem lowkey homophobic, just to try and cover up the fact that i liked girls too. but you agreed with me. and i never said anything outright offensive because it made me sick, but i still needed to try and cover up the fact that i wasn't straight. why is that such a big deal? why did you make it into such a big deal? when one of our other friends came out you were fine with it I'm pretty sure, so why couldn't you be okay with me? because of you i still have lingering insecurites, and have only come out to one friend and my sis. no one from our old friend group knows, partially because i know that they'd tell you. but i want you to know you hurt me and that you make it difficult for me to accept myself. and it sucks being in the closet and i hate it and i want to come out, but because of you i'm scared. and that's not even a good reason to be scared, because you shouldn't have anything to do with the way i view myself, but even now, when we haven't talked in almost a year, you still affect me. i have new friends, but i still miss you. i don't even hate you. i'll always love you. you were my first true best friend. i just wish my sexual orientation didn't have to affect our friendship.
From: ABC
To: char
You annoy me so much sometimes but I still love spending time with you
From: ABC
To: char
I’ll always be rooting you on even though I can’t be yours anymore. Take care of yourself.
From: ABC
To: char
i was very happy to see u again. we ain't talk much but i'm certain of how I feel about u.
From: ABC
To: char
you ruined my view on love and my whole life but i can never hate you and i hate myself for that
From: ABC
To: char
we’ve been friends for longer than we were together now but i still feel guilty about it all
From: ABC
To: char
even tho u're not the person i like now, i won't deny the fact that i liked u more than myself
From: ABC
To: char
there's still some pain haha, but i had to move on and be content with what we had instead
From: ABC
To: char
you are the most wonderful best friend and pet owner ever!! love you sm you’re my rock
From: ABC
To: char
you are the LOML, i love you and the connection we share. we’re unbreakable
From: ABC
To: char
i don't even know what to think of you anymore, i just want to move on but my mind won't let me
From: ABC
To: char
i hope one day you can finally see how beautiful you are. the world needs more people like you
From: ABC
To: char
I still think about you whenever I see begonias or sunflowers. I miss you
From: ABC
To: char
I wanna know if you like me. Please just tell me it’s driving me crazy.
From: ABC
To: char
I’m getting mixed signals and I don’t know how to respond. I think I like you
From: ABC
To: char
i forgave you but you never apologized. my door is still open.
From: ABC
To: char
azaleas remind me of you, cus you knew i loved them. i loved you cartwheel
From: ABC
To: char
a little bitter but i'm genuinely so so so so happy for you :)
From: ABC
To: char
still remember the first time i saw yer face, but y did u never look at me :/
From: ABC
To: char
I'll get a mountain tattoo on my leg someday so I never forget you
From: ABC
To: char
Even though we're not the closest, you make me feel so seen and worthy. thank you <3
From: ABC
To: char
1 yr ago. I do remember. And healing aside, I’ll always carry her with me. I still do
From: ABC
To: char
imy. i hope if we become friends again we can b better 2 eachother. ily still
From: ABC
To: char
i secretly wish we could try again, even if we don’t talk much, i cherish you. forever poetry to me.
From: ABC
To: char
I was just another person to you, but you were the first girl to make me feel something in awhile.
From: ABC
To: char
i still look at your spotify profile hoping you've added a song about me to one of your playlists
From: ABC
To: char
i really miss u.i wish i never talked about breaking up with u,it wasnt a great present for my bday.
