Unsent messages to CARTER

I’m not sure why you left, part of me thought you would come back. Part of me still does. Thank you for saving me from myself, you’ve given me so much. This is your favourite colour, I miss you.

i really don’t even care if you don’t have feelings for me i just need to know if anything is ever gonna happen because if nothings gonna happen i need to tell myself to get over you i just really need to know

I did never know you. But you looked like the right one. We agree to try it. See where it would go. And you had the audacity to pretend like you care. Maybe you did. But if It meant something, you would've stayed. You would've fought for us. But instead. You fought only for yourself. And I should've gotten out. I knew you were the one to make excuses. But I thought maybe I could change you. They never do change though. Do they?

i doubt u know what this website is. and i doubt you’ll ever read this. but if by chance you do, i miss you. every. day. it. gets. worse. i hope you look for me in her, the way i look for you in everyone i meet.

i love you more than words can explain,, you mean soso much to me n you make me so happy,, id do anything to make you feel the same way you make me feel

It scares me to think that are one year anniversary is coming up. Time goes by so fast. It's scary to think that one year has gone by from when I fell in love with you. But...now your gone forever.

hi. you will probably never see this, but i really liked you. my heart crushed when you said you did not feel the same, it took me a long time to get over you. i'm okay now. i'm glad your happy though. you really deserve it. please treat your girl right. you will always have a special place in my heart :)

I really wish I had told you how I felt sooner. we could have had so many more memories and now all i am left with are the pictures. i hope your ok and that she's treating you well. how would things have ended if i had just said i liked you back the second time because trust me i never stopped liking you. i know that she is probably good for you but it hurts. it hurts more because i knew she liked you when we were together. i kind of wish i had told her that i didn't want you two to get together because it would hurt me but thats not who i am. i lost both a best friend and a part of me that day. i hope you really are doing well because i wish nothing but the best for you. i know i was pretty heartbroken at the beginning and from what i understand you were too, but i really do hope you can get over it. thank you for the time the love and the memories. love your olivia.

thank you for being my first and moving on from you was the best thing ive ever done i wish you nothing but the best.

i thought we would have another chance, but you blew it. i cant help but think that i wasn't good enough, but i didn't even do anything wrong. i could never hate you, but i thought you were different than that.

to be honest i wish you would still text me. i really like you. and i thought we would have been perfect for eachother, even though we barely knew each other. your eyes are what really sucked me in. we had the same taste in music and of everything. you were somewhat innocent in a way, and i related to that. i wish you weren't so quick to judge. and i wish you actually called me when u wanted to, and not when ur just drunk. what really hurt is when you showed interest in me, even when you didn't actually mean it. you don't realize what that can do to a person. i miss u but i'm better off without u.

I understand, I completely agree as well. even i’m not sure of what i’m feeling. i’m even more unsure on how to express it. add more songs it’s fun ??

I understand, I completely agree as well. even i’m not sure of what i’m feeling. i’m even more unsure on how to express it. add more songs it’s fun ??

I dont know if still have feelings for you. I hear our song all the time and I just think of you. I only broke up with you because I heard you didn't want to be with me anymore.

I trusted u. u broke my trust and left me broken. After I found out that u used me it left me trusting no one but my best friend. I should have never shared my first kiss with you.

Did you want to be friends or something more? I've admitted it once and I'll do it again. Was it all in my head or was there something really there? I don't know why, but no matter how hard I try I can't let you go. So I just need to know. Am I crazy, or did you like me like I thought you did?

I miss you. I’ll always care about you and I wish we were talking again. You were one of the first people who made me feel like I wasn’t alone in this world. I hope wherever life takes you, you’re happy. I love you.

i love you, but i don’t think i’m in love with you anymore. i want it to be you in the end, but we don’t always get what we want do we.

I love you. I want nothing more than for you to be happy. I believe in you, and I know that we are soulmates. Please don't give up.

I adored you since the moment I met you like 7 years ago. I will probably always love you. I’m finally starting to move on and fall for someone else, I didn’t want to at first but it’s for the best. I’ll never forget you. I look for you in every person I meet.

i dont have to say im sorry . i owe you nothing everything that happened happened and I guess i want to say thank you, without you there is so much i wouldn't have figured out about myself.
i just hope you can figure out how to be a better person and i hope everything works out for you. maybe one day we can be friends again but for now we should go our separate ways,
I still owe you 5 dollars
see you monday

I have kinda liked you since second grade because you said you like strawberries. we have not talked since. I know it's weird to like someone for that long if you have only had one conversation with them but I hope we can talk again sometime.

I hate you for not coming back. I waited. I kept loving you and I still love you. But you failed me once again

you taught me what love felt like. you gave me the motivation to get up in the morning and do small things like brush my teeth or my hair, the things i wouldn’t have wanted to do if i didn’t have you. you gave me a reason to be happy with life itself. you were my ray of sunshine, my happiness around you was beaming.. why’d you have to leave?.. i’ve never felt the same about anyone ever since, no ones given me butterflies the way you did. when it came to you i just fell deeper in love with you.. the more i thought it couldn’t be possible to love you more then i already did you made me fall harder. it’s almost been a year since you broke up with me. i hope you know i still think about you, i hope you’re loving your best life.. and i hope she is making you happy, like the happiness you made me feel.. my mom still asks about you, my heart still skips a beat when i see you. though i wish it didn’t, because you shattered my heart. you left when i needed you the most, you changed me and my way of trusting. you broke me but i’ll never regret what we had.

i finally don’t miss you every day. i still think about you sometimes but i can’t really remember you. :(

in a different life maybe we could've been something. you have my heart but you will only ever see me as a friend.

i wish you could see me all those nights i cried. see how empty i felt. i wish you could’ve felt what i felt. bc i didn’t deserve it. i hope your next girl gets the guy i loved in the beginning, not the one i loved in the end.

i don't know what happened to us. one day you were there and the next you weren't. i guess i was silly to think we could really be something...

i had you and i let you go. but you came back. no matter how messed up i was to you, you were always there when i decided i needed you and i love you for that but you don’t love me the same way anymore and i regret leaving you so much

i hope you see these messages. i hope you know how much i regret meeting you. i wish i never sent that text and if i knew what my life would be like because of that text, i would not have sent it because it was not worth it at all. you literally ruined my perception of love. my life would have been so much better if we never dated. my biggest regret wasnt breaking up with you, my biggest regret was dating you in the first place. i deleted every picture, every paragraph, i unfollowed you on everything, i deleted your number, i deleted your contact, i deleted the text thread, i deleted every paragraph i wrote you in my notes, ive thrown away every letter ive thrown away everything you have given me. you are no longer a part of my life and my life is better this way.

from the second I met you, I knew soulmates were real. thanks for showing me love can be synonymous with a safe haven.

Did you even care? You lost the best thing you've ever had. Try and put some work into your next relationship.

i don’t even know you anymore. i miss the person i fell in love with. i miss the old version of you. the one who went to concerts every weekend. the one who adored me and genuinely cared about me. you changed so much i don’t know you anymore.

I am so sorry I couldn’t be there for you in that way anymore. I didn’t mean to fall out of love with you but after all we went through my walls went up.

i will always want you and love you. it hurts that you dont feel the same but if you find someone who makes you happy then im happy

i hate that i still like you. you treat me like shit and lead me on like before. glad im not weak anymore

i so badly want you to see all of these messages i've submitted. i want you to see how badly you've hurt me.