Unsent messages to CA'GALAAR
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:03 am UTC
Holy shit I didn't expect you to respond tears fell down my face immediately you have no idea. Tears fell on my lips and my mint chapstick burned.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:54 am UTC
You were never a bad boyfriend. You treated me well. I appreciate you for that. I always felt so lucky to have you, I'm really sorry for not saying that enough. I'm sorry I didn't do enough. I'll never do it again. I promise you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:53 am UTC
I understand bitter people now. I'm not in the mood to see happy couples in my feed. But it's my problem, not theirs. I wish I hadn't let the bitter people affect me. It's their problem, not mine. I wish I showed you off more.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
It's been a week now. YOU are the FIRST and ONLY boy that I'm having such a LONG and HARD time to get over. I guess you're different.
Knowing you, you're already done by now lmao. I'm not any different than the rest of your girls.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:11 am UTC
We literally survived... with nothing in common... for 2 whole fucking years... why did you even ask me in the first place if I'm not what you want? We could have developed THAT and hung out if we didn't have a pandemic right now. Just shitty timing. I know what to do better next time.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:07 am UTC
? I'm all gummed up inside ?
I'm watching all of the Adventure Time episodes with the good songs because I remember all the titles, except I've never seen the Slow Dance episode because that came after I moved so I never got to see it. I started with the Fionna and Cake episode. You know why.
This is the whole reason why I started learning music.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:51 pm UTC
My dream is fucking me up and so is their breakup. For the past few days, I've been able to distract myself from you by binging the entire High School Musical series. That dream... felt so real. Now I got a girl to worry about even more than I ever did before, and... I don't fucking know. Today, I miss you. Tomorrow, who knows?
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:46 pm UTC
I saw that Giselle actually made a Tik Tok announcing theirs. It broke my heart too. I never talked to her but she was always supportive of me in class. She's one of those people that makes me miss school. I remember when they broke up at homecoming, she cried behind me in Math and I asked her if she was okay. "I'm fine," she said through tears. She's really sweet and I hope she finds someone who deserves her. G and A got back together a hundred times. C and J got back together once... even A has hope it will happen again. I don't know about us.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:35 pm UTC
I miss grabbing the back of your head while we kiss. Which I didn't get to do the last time we kissed because you're bald now.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:02 pm UTC
I like Marvel movies and I used to make Miraculouses out of clay. I realized all this 8 days too fucking late.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:00 pm UTC
I fucked it up so bad to the point where I can no longer send you memes so I am saving it all in a folder for when the time ever comes.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:49 am UTC
C & J broke up exactly a week after we did. I wanted to talk about it to you. At first I was like, HAHA! NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS! I found out because J posted sad shit, then I checked C's bio, he's off. I literally just mentioned her to a friend yesterday and he was still on there.
You know, she was the girl I was always worried about? She's exactly YOUR type. That's what always made me so insecure every single time I saw her. I love the way I look, until I see her perfect, perfect straight teeth. She'll tell you "shut up," and you'll obey her. You guys are already close. And she's your type. At first I found it funny how it happened exactly a week after us, and you know J finally getting it lol, then I realized how she's back on the market. And so are you.
We literally dated the same fuckin ugly dude. Our standards are just THAT low.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:12 pm UTC
What the hell is wrong with you for accusing me of blackmailing you when all I did was make you promise to take care of yourself!!! What the fuck!!!!! I WAS NEVER GOING TO DO THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:02 pm UTC
It's so hard talking to my friends. They ignore lots of things I try to say. Please come back. I feel so closed off from them. I don't think I made you feel that way, although if I texted you today you would probably tell me that I did. I'm really sorry for that.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:58 pm UTC
You keep pushing me away. I guess you have the right to.
I hope your friends check up on you since I'm not there to do it anymore.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:56 pm UTC
I'm really sorry I was a bitch to you yesterday. I was just so angry. I'll compare it to you not wanting to tell me you'll take care of yourself. I'll go with you saying you don't owe me any promises. You seem angry. That's ok.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:51 pm UTC
Please talk to me again I can't talk to my friends about politics they either don't care, aren't educated (no offense to them), or agree 100% with the far left
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:40 am UTC
Goodnight. Mahal kita. Take care of yourself please. I need you. Despite everything I told you, you still have people who love you. It will get better soon. I hope it does too for us. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:25 am UTC
I know that you'll never forgive me no matter how many sorries I give you. I admit it. I treated you terribly. I was horrible at showing affection. I was a cunt when I was angry. I'm really sorry for everything. I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you. Take care of yourself. Please.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:20 am UTC
Yesterday, I told you that I can give you reasons to hate me, you said that you had none. Today, I gave you reasons to hate me.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:19 am UTC
I wish I listened the first time and just left you alone. The more I talked to you, the more I fucked everything up.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:07 am UTC
Please, please don't go. I feel like I don't have anyone. You were the only one who was there often. Not even K checks my messages often. E doesn't check her phone anymore. She missed the entire breakup. I rant to V and R, but either they ignore it or call you stupid, which doesn't help me at all. Not even my siblings are here for me. I could always rely on you. Now you're gone...
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:02 am UTC
I wish my friends wouldn't keep blaming the breakup on you. It doesn't make me feel better at all. You weren't the bad guy.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:52 am UTC
I REGRET NOT TELLING YOU ENOUGH HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE YOU.
YOU TREATED ME BETTER THAN ANYONE EVER COULD HAVE. YOU WERE THE BEST.
I WILL NEVER, EVER. FIND ANYONE ELSE JUST LIKE YOU, ELLIS.
I'm so sorry I didn't give the same energy back.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:51 am UTC
I should have listened. I should have left you alone. Now I've fucked everything up to the point of no return. I am so so sorry, Ellis. You don't deserve all this. I'm so sorry. I wish I was better.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:48 am UTC
I don't want to be like my dad anymore. I'm so fucking sorry. I'll never treat you that way ever again. I'll never do it again... never. I promise.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:17 am UTC
Looking at old pictures hurt so much holy shit. Seeing a photo of you asleep on top of me. I miss that so much. I miss you. I'm sorry. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:31 am UTC
I wish Tita never got covid so we could have hung out in December. That probably could have prevented all this.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:20 am UTC
It's been so long since you last told me you loved me. I want to hear it again so bad. And I want to reply with "I know."
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:34 am UTC
I'm glad we got to love each other.
I'm listening to Wouldn't It Be So Nice right now. I listened to it because I saw it in your playlist. It always reminds me of that time I had a fat crush on you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:32 am UTC
I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU ANYMORE BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO ASK. I'M FINALLY LEAVING YOU ALONE.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:28 pm UTC
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU POSTED ABOUT ME ON YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS STORY OH HOW THE TURNTABLES
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:19 am UTC
Yes. I would love to watch Star Wars with you before the Civil War begins. I just wanna hear you talk over the whole movie.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:17 am UTC
I'm so sorry. I really am. I don't know how many times I'm gonna say that. I promise I'll never do it again.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:16 am UTC
I know you're lying. We were literally fine A SECOND before it was brought up. You can't tell me "I stopped loving you as soon as we broke up." You were always the clingier one. I know you can't get rid of me that easy, even if you hated me. You can't just THROW AWAY TWO YEARS IN TWO DAYS AND BE FINE!
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:10 am UTC
I wonder what kind of lies you tell yourself right now.
Like you know, "nope. This is the truth. This is what's happening right now," in your head maybe, but you know in your heart that it's not.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:05 am UTC
I still have hope.
Because I know how much you loved me.
I don't know how you're gonna get rid of me that easily, even if you hated me. You were always the clingier one. Which was the whole problem. I was tok afraid to be clingy and didn't show it enough.
I'm your first love, aren't I? And your best friend.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:02 am UTC
The crying stopped! Yay! I don't cry every time I read your messages of "it's over" anymore!
But I don't know how long I'm gonna be unable to let you go for.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:01 am UTC
Sorry. I was annoyed because you say "yeah I'm fine" so I'll leave you alone but you're not sleeping, you didn't attend class today, and you literally told me how you're sick of everything. But then again, if you told me "I don't want to talk about it," I probably still would have bothered you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:35 am UTC
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOURE LITERALLY MORE UPSET ABOUT THE CAPITOL GETTING RAIDED TODAY BYE IM OVER YOU
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:20 pm UTC
"No I just don't wanna make promises I can't be sure I can keep" and after everything you would ask me about nonstop.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:40 am UTC
I'm sorry I couldn't tell my mom about you.
She loves you though. And she still thinks you're gwapo.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:30 am UTC
Yung nakakasakit sa puso ko ay yung never na kita mayayakap sa dibdib ko habang nanonood tayo ng pelikula.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:28 am UTC
I still wanna be your favorite girl. I wanna be the one who makes your day. The one you think about as you lie awake.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:18 am UTC
I wish I lived with you so I made sure you're eating well everyday. Well, I wish I knew how to cook for you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:17 am UTC
I'M SO SORRY. I WISH I DANCED WITH YOU AT HOMECOMING. I WISH I NEVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" IN A WEIRD, AWKWARD VOICE. I WISH I HELD YOUR HAND MORE OFTEN. I WISH I SHOWED YOU OFF MORE OFTEN. I WISH I SHOWED YOU MORE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS. I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:06 am UTC
Masakit kasi ang bilis eh. Huling "I love you" na pala natin. Huling halik. Huling yakap. Hindi ko manlang nalamlaman.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:05 am UTC
We'll call it a night, and we go to bed. And think about how we're happy instead, of being apart-- the way it should be.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:04 am UTC
This could be the last time that we're gonna fall in love. It could be the last time of making it up.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:03 am UTC
Gago. Bakit ka ganon??? Sabi mo sakin na tapos na. Wala na. Pero lagi mo nalang sinusundan ng "we don't know what's gonna happen yet." Gago. Nagpapa-asa ka pa.
Pero you seem confused. Unsure.
Tapos yan naman... nagpapa-asa ako sa sarili ko.
Hiling ko lang ay sana gumaling ka na.
