At least you still have 2 other friend groups. Where do I go when I'm alone here? And I drove you away. I don't know what to do.

Even though I broke it, I still kept the headphones you gave me for my 15th birthday. I never threw it away. It's special to me.

You're so sweet and kind. You're so compassionate. You're amazing.

I'm sorry I never told you all this.

I decided to ask a girl I've never talked to for advice. It was a good decision. I'm coming out of my shell.

I hope you didn't throw away any of my stuff. I'm fine with the pictures, but those are valuable and irreplacable. I know they're just plastic, but I'm sentimental leave me alone.

I don't mind dying alone. That was actually what I preferred.

Before I met you. God, I would do anything just to be yours again.

I remember how your voice sounded like when you said "I don't wanna have to break up with you." That was about Indy.

You were talking to me. Your face was so close to mine. I was tempted. I seized a kiss. I missed. You kissed me back.

I can't even fucking go outside because every time I'm out there I imagine us sitting down on that same spot again, laughing.

I wish I told my mom the truth. I'm finding out just now that she actually wouldn't have killed me if I told her. I was just scared my entire life.

Even though dancing is awkward for me, I wish I was able to dance with you in my long blue floral dress.

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU POSTED ABOUT ME ON YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS STORY OH HOW THE TURNTABLES

Yes, I'm heartbroken. But you didn't break my heart. I'm heartbroken that I'm not yours anymore, but the only person to blame is myself.

My teacher made us watch a documentary and the part about the Mexican-American War has epic cowboy music lmao

I saved every video you sent me before you went to sleep. I saved videos of you saying "Goodnight Jojo mwah."

I want to learn how to sew and make dresses so we could talk about making things. But I'll give up on that now since I can't talk about it with you when the time comes.

I'm watching The Crucible with my teacher right now. If we were still together, and if it weren't all online, I'd invite you to watch this with me at school.

Would you still love me today if I had asked you to hang out while you were in a gaming tournament? You were busy. Why would I bother you?

I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU ANYMORE BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO ASK. I'M FINALLY LEAVING YOU ALONE.

I'm glad we got to love each other.

I'm listening to Wouldn't It Be So Nice right now. I listened to it because I saw it in your playlist. It always reminds me of that time I had a fat crush on you.

If a teacher ever messes up my grade, I won't get mad like a Karen. People make mistakes, or just don't have the same ideas as us bruh. No need to go all Karen on those poor hardworking people. Just ask them nicely what you did wrong.

It's been so long since you last told me you loved me. I want to hear it again so bad. And I want to reply with "I know."

I wish Tita never got covid so we could have hung out in December. That probably could have prevented all this.

Damn God really said "This bitch too edgy lemme make her fall in love while still continuing to be a bitch and then break it"

So... you never thought you'd have a girlfriend huh? I never thought you'd be the one to end it all. I'm sorry.

A girl wants me to hook up with her but that's about it. No strings attached. I'm not feeling like "exploring myself" at this time. I'd just like to kiss your neck again.

Looking at old pictures hurt so much holy shit. Seeing a photo of you asleep on top of me. I miss that so much. I miss you. I'm sorry. I love you.

I don't want to be like my dad anymore. I'm so fucking sorry. I'll never treat you that way ever again. I'll never do it again... never. I promise.

I should have listened. I should have left you alone. Now I've fucked everything up to the point of no return. I am so so sorry, Ellis. You don't deserve all this. I'm so sorry. I wish I was better.

I REGRET NOT TELLING YOU ENOUGH HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE YOU.

YOU TREATED ME BETTER THAN ANYONE EVER COULD HAVE. YOU WERE THE BEST.

I WILL NEVER, EVER. FIND ANYONE ELSE JUST LIKE YOU, ELLIS.

I'm so sorry I didn't give the same energy back.

I wish my friends wouldn't keep blaming the breakup on you. It doesn't make me feel better at all. You weren't the bad guy.

Please, please don't go. I feel like I don't have anyone. You were the only one who was there often. Not even K checks my messages often. E doesn't check her phone anymore. She missed the entire breakup. I rant to V and R, but either they ignore it or call you stupid, which doesn't help me at all. Not even my siblings are here for me. I could always rely on you. Now you're gone...

I wish I listened the first time and just left you alone. The more I talked to you, the more I fucked everything up.

Yesterday, I told you that I can give you reasons to hate me, you said that you had none. Today, I gave you reasons to hate me.

I know that you'll never forgive me no matter how many sorries I give you. I admit it. I treated you terribly. I was horrible at showing affection. I was a cunt when I was angry. I'm really sorry for everything. I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you. Take care of yourself. Please.

Goodnight. Mahal kita. Take care of yourself please. I need you. Despite everything I told you, you still have people who love you. It will get better soon. I hope it does too for us. I love you.

It's 5:05 and it's still bright outside. Cuddle weather passed and we never even got to take advantage of it.

Duterte is dumb asf for saying women can't run for president since the Philippines literally had 2 female presidents bruh

Guess I'll just go back to my edgy self before I had you. That's how I preferred people seeing me anyway.

I bought 2 skirts because you liked them on me. You never got to see me in the other one. It has pockets too.

Please talk to me again I can't talk to my friends about politics they either don't care, aren't educated (no offense to them), or agree 100% with the far left

I'm really sorry I was a bitch to you yesterday. I was just so angry. I'll compare it to you not wanting to tell me you'll take care of yourself. I'll go with you saying you don't owe me any promises. You seem angry. That's ok.

You keep pushing me away. I guess you have the right to.

I hope your friends check up on you since I'm not there to do it anymore.

It's so hard talking to my friends. They ignore lots of things I try to say. Please come back. I feel so closed off from them. I don't think I made you feel that way, although if I texted you today you would probably tell me that I did. I'm really sorry for that.

I feel insecure because... if I was never what you wanted then... why were you with me for 2 whole years...?

What the hell is wrong with you for accusing me of blackmailing you when all I did was make you promise to take care of yourself!!! What the fuck!!!!! I WAS NEVER GOING TO DO THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

Good morning. I miss our late night talks. I miss you sending me photos of your sleepy face. I don't even care if all you say is that you're horny. Talk to me. Call me when you wake up. I've been falling asleep pretty early this weekend. Been able to distract myself from you.

You know I was never the type to crave a relationship. Crave love. Crave someone's touch. Crave a kiss. But now I'm missing all of those, but only yours. I only want YOURS.

Goodnight. I miss your big boy arms. That was freshman me trying to say I liked your muscles. Take care of yourself. Thinking about you earlier made me angry.

Good morning. I think I miss you. I'm thinking about how you told me every single day that you wanted to go on a walk with me.