Unsent messages to PAT
From: ABC
To: Pat
You absolutely broke my heart and what you did was unimaginable but I still miss you and love you, the way you made me feel.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Do you think about me like I think about you? Do you hurt like I do? Or was everything you told me a lie.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Hey, so uh i like you and were not holding hands at all, but im glad that ur happy with her, way to go pal :)
From: ABC
To: Pat
thankyou for being the first boy to make me smile. I still sing along and know the words to your favourite songs.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are. I love your curly hair and how you push it out your face, your goofy glasses with your ocean blue eyes, your adorable contagious laugh and how awkward you are around me. im sorry I was so drunk I shouldn't have said that, I know you don't feel the same and it hurts a lot. I can't get over you and I don't want to even if it hurts so hard. seeing you happy makes me so much happier and that's all I want for you. some days I wish that one day you will feel the same but that's just me dreaming.i think about the convo we had ages ago and how you called my hair cute and that I made you nervous. I wish I could feel that feeling again when I saw that message. I wish I could sing at the top of my lungs with you to shut up and dance.I wish I could cuddle you and tell you how much you mean to me. i guess its all a fantasy. I wish I could move on but I can't. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Pat
i want to cry. how long will it take you to realize i’m in love with you. i’ll be waiting, i always will be.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I’m sorry I expected you to fix me without realising I was breaking you in the process. I’ll never forget how u made me feel
From: ABC
To: Pat
fuck it lol you'll never see this and nothings ever gonna happen anyways. i like u man. thats all ok bye. :)
From: ABC
To: Pat
It has been a while since I haven't talk to you. You may never understand how much I cared about you, the nights I spend crying wondering if you were alright. But now, 6 years later... I'm aware of something... I need to let you go... An a piece of my heart will go with you... But as hard as it hurts... I am free of all that pain.
Take care, and I hope the best for you...
From: ABC
To: Pat
I think I might like you. I get excited to see you and talk to you and you've made me feel good about myself. You don't really care about what I look like which means so much to me. However, boys scare me and I don't want to do anything serious.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I’m sorry I left you behind. You are the sweetest soul. I wish I could go back to those days and never leave.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I wish I could go back I was struggling a lot and never realized we would end up strangers in the end.
From: ABC
To: Pat
7 years on and I still feel like you are meant to be the one. I’m not ready to let go of that thought just yet
From: ABC
To: Pat
ik life’s been hard ltly but don’t forget that u matter and all of ur efforts are well appreciated.
From: ABC
To: Pat
i was asked to think abt a happy moment and i thought abt when u kissed me. i miss who u were.
From: ABC
To: Pat
i love you like i never loved anyone and how i will never love again
From: ABC
To: Pat
I am not carrying this anymore, it’s too heavy. Goodbye. I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Pat
am I enough for you? is it worth it loving someone like me? do I deserve you?
From: ABC
To: Pat
i did everything to bring you back, and you just left. i don’t know if i can forgive you for it.
From: ABC
To: Pat
The seasons keep changing. I still miss you all the time. Does it ever hurt less?
From: ABC
To: Pat
i didnt know i could fall in love with someones voice until you said my name
From: ABC
To: Pat
I should’ve called more. I miss you so much, grandma. Grandpa does too.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Wish u weren’t my best friend so that I’d be allowed to like u
From: ABC
To: Pat
i wonder if you still think about me like you said you use to all the time.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I love you like nothing else, were I to chose between you and the stars id choose you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Pat
I would leave him for you if you asked. I will always love you. Does she really make you happy?
From: ABC
To: Pat
im sorry. i love you. i think about you all the time and i dont understand why i cant let go.
From: ABC
To: Pat
U were the only person that truly understood me I hope you forgive me and I see u again 1 day
From: ABC
To: Pat
i miss talking with you and stay up all night laughing to your goofy messages.
From: ABC
To: Pat
I don't know if we can be together but you are my whole world. You have helped me so much
From: ABC
To: Pat
I always knew it would work between us. I should have never said otherwise
From: ABC
To: Pat
You’re the reason I look back and not in the future. I would have never done that to you
From: ABC
To: Pat
i think i'm just afraid of saying that i want this to stop already.
From: ABC
To: Pat
u took comfort in the fact that i would've done anything 4 u.u make me feel so unlovable inherently
From: ABC
To: Pat
i don’t want to ruin your happiness but i just want one kiss. that’s it. i never got one.
From: ABC
To: Pat
i like u, i hope u wouldn’t ghost me anymore cause my feelings for u r genuine. ur tattoos r nice
