Unsent messages to BROOKE

i love you so much that i typed it all out and it wouldn’t fit

i love you

life took us different ways. we stopped knowing each other a long time ago. accept this

Getting over you is like the hardest thing I’ve had to do. Miss u & hope you’re well cho

It kills me how much I miss you. You were my everything. But I just want you to be happy

wish i could have trusted you and it would have worked out. i couldn't fuel you and me.

I wish you could see yourself the way the rest of the world sees you

i will always love you even though we aren’t talking i’m always here

you will always be in my heart even though we aren’t talking right now. i’m always here -

If you “still love me” and “miss me” … Just text me.. I cant be the only one who reaches out.Im here

i wish you would’ve reached out first more

i hope we don’t change. let’s stay this way forever and ever :)

letting you go is hard but staying is harder .

i don’t know what we are but i love it

I have no idea how I feel about you anymore.

please tell me you didnt forget year 11.

You never apologize for hurting me

when is the right time to tell you that i love you ?

make me your girlfriend already

i think i’m in love with you and i prob shouldn’t be

I will never forgive you for what you did to me back in 2021

You are such a precious being, the world is lucky to have you.

i think i’m in love with you but it’s too early to tell you

i put my soul into loving you. i’m sorry it wasn’t ever enough.

Always and forever right?

you’re all i have please don’t make me go

just about everyday, i get a new snap memory of you, painfully reminding me that we will never be friends again.

I still remember the way you looked at me. Did you look at her like that too? Did you lie to me? I love you. I always will

i still think about you, even though i shouldn't. i feel as though you could care less about me. i keep writing hoping you'll see one of these and realize that it's me.

i don't miss you at all. you hurt me so many times and constantly made me feel left out. i just want to know what i did to be treated the way i was.

Hey
I know we haven't talked and shit but please hear me out. I need to tell you something that I have had in my mind for months and months. Whenever I hear a sad song I just randomly start to think of you when you and I would be friends and hangout. And I truly miss those times. And while we would hangout, I just had this feeling in me forming, and that feeling was a feeling of love. And this might sound weird, but I still like like you. You're just truly a funny interesting person. If I sound too weird then I'll stop. And if you don't wanna talk anymore then I totally understand. Just needed to release that from my mind.

you’re so gorgeous and fun to be around, i still think about us everyday and what we could’ve been. it’s such a shame that you don’t love me the same anymore.

I think I ought to let you go for real this time. Its been long enough. The new year is about to start and I dont think I have the strength to hold onto you any longer. We had a good run. They say people are either in your life for a season, a reason, or a lifetime. I just wish it had been the latter.

idk if you made one about me, im not gonna write anymore to you. I have this hate towards you. But I also do have this care and love for you still. you think im a monster, when really I loved and tried way too hard, you checked my story while i was at a friends house, that meant you had to search up my name? You were so mean to me when we last talked. i now understand what u meant when you said " I miss the old you" i never thought the "orginal" or old part of a person is even a thing, but now i understand completley. I miss the old you.

i can’t figure out if i’m in love with you or if this is the first real friendship i’ve ever had. please stay, i need you more than words can express. i love you

You are so manipulative and I don’t understand how anyone puts up with you. You are the reason I skipped one of my last days of highschool before covid lockdown started.

please stop. i cant keep playing this game with you. you are genuinely a horrible person. the next time i hear my name is in ur mouth i will stand up to you. you don’t deserve me.

you hurt me so bad and I still dont know if I can forgive you because everything you ever said and did to me still affects me and my current relationships and friendships god why did you have to do that

i just looked through our entirety of the archives i have of us and you.. i don’t think i will ever love the way that i loved you and i genuinely mean that untill i die or untill someone comes along i guess. I hope now you’ve found yourself because i knew how much i held you back like actually did without realising and how we were perfect for each other but the timing wasn’t perfect. You taught me way too many life skills that’ll show me ways around life and so much more. I just wish things didn’t end the way they did ? but at the same time i bet you’ve been a lot more happier and finding life more simpler now you don’t have someone who is hundreds of miles away from you. I’ve cried and prayed for things to go back but i cannot do that physically so for now i will attempt at finding my way around life with the mindset of moving and picking myself up for myself. i hope you are okay even if i physically can’t message you but hey it’s the universes way of telling and making up something for us. I will continue to love you the way i do and cherish our times. You taught me well

i know we ended on good terms but not a day goes by where i don’t wish i could go back & redo all of it.

i’ll never not blame myself for your reasonings on leaving me.
you taught me how to love when i didn’t think love was ever even possible. i hope one day we find each other again but for now, i love you and i hope you are doing well without me..

just move on already. you’re hurting yourself more and more by waiting for someone who isn’t going to love you back. you deserve more. there are boys out there praying to be with you yet you’re still stuck on the same asshole. things between you guys would of happened already if he wanted it to. come on girly. you know you deserve more. you’ll find your someone. please just focus on yourself princess. oh and also, love yourself, you’re gorgeous and deserve more than you make yourself believe. you’re going places, big big places and you won’t be like this forever. make the most out of your life and fly like a butterfly. i pray for you. God bless you. lots of love. XOXO.

I know that we were through a lot for a long time. I'm sorry that things ended so roughly. I still remember the good and the bad. I hope that you can find a life that makes you happy. I'm sorry that things didn't happen the way I always promised.

i am upset about what happened, and i do not blame myself. i blame you. i still love you. i always will. i just do not think things will ever be the same again.

Every night I think about you, how you make my heart flutter and how beautiful your eyes are and how you like someone else. Im still trying to get over you, but I cant. I miss you and I hope you are doing well.

B.S squidward- Hey it’s me..lilly. idk if you’ll see this ever. i miss you. sometimes things are so hard i feel like i can’t get up and continue. i wish you were still here. ig ur “happy” now i’m happy as long as you are even with her..- i love giraffes now. i sing on the phone , i would even sing to you on ft now, i needed time to grow. a ACTAUL break we’ve been through a lot. Idk if i want you to come back you sprung a lot of sadness on me and you lefted when you said you wouldn’t. i despise you but like i said since september of 2018. I love you. i’ll always be here for you.

you arent my first romantical love but i love you so much, im so sorry for everything, im sorry for not being enough, im sorry for being a pain, im sorry for being selfish, this is all my fault but i cant seem to fix it, i cant explain in how much pain i am in, i see you picture and immediately remember the sweet, loving caring girl that reached out to me to play sardines, i remember facetiming every day, and even making secret nicknames for eachother, i remember biking to dollar general and buying ice cream, and we ate it at subway, i remember when we snuck out and thought we were the coolest people ever, i remember crying together, i remember all the embarrassing photoshoots we took, i remember when my mom fed you mac and cheese, i remember moving into a different house with you, i remember biking like there was nothing else in the world, i remember the birthday spams and tellling eachother our biggest secret, you were the first person to know that i was confused about my sexuality, u were the first person to know about my parents, you knew about my thoughts, and all my crushes. all i want to say is that im sorry, and that i love you more than life itself, ever since you left i havent been the same, driving by your house doesnt feel the same, or the subway we always stopped by, i sometimes forget and have the urge to ask you to hang out or have a sleepover, but than it hits me, it hurts, i may say im ok but im not, i would do anything to go back to those day, the days of the sleepover, or the days of the bike rides, or the deep convos, or the many roblox games we played, the birthday cards and many pictures, the dudes we talked about and thought were cute. you knew my biggest secrets and i am beyond grateful for you. i cant believe its over so soon, i miss you a lot pookie i really do. im so so sorry for not being enough, i wish u can forgive me. ily brookie pookie.

Thank you, for teaching me how beautiful life really is. I think about you when I look up at the sky and I can't help but smile remembering how much you loved the little things. You were the first person to show me what it's like to be cared for, to be loved by someone else. You managed to find joy in even the worst situations and I remember how in love I felt when you were passionate about something. When you went on about all those little things. All I felt was love. Although we don't talk anymore, I'll still think about you when I get that familiar loving feeling, or when I look up at the sky. I hope the next person to love you will fall as hard as I did, and I hope you are completely and utterly happy.

i believe that if things are meant to be, they'll find their way back to each other. even if we are meant to be friends, having you in my life is enough for me. i know we've been through a lot together, but i wouldn't trade any second ive spent with you for anything else in this world. i never got to say it but i love you so much. i know deep down you'll never want me, but i cant help myself from hoping you have your doubts. it's been a process moving on, but i dont think i'll ever get over how amazing you are. thank you for showing me what a best friend is :)

I still think about you. I miss you. I know we weren't right for eachother but I will always love you. You said you would never leave, I get why you did tho. I know I make mistakes, but I hate that you don't answer my texts. I hate that I hurt you. I wish I could go back in time. I'm sorry.