B.S squidward- Hey it’s me..lilly. idk if you’ll see this ever. i miss you. sometimes things are so hard i feel like i can’t get up and continue. i wish you were still here. ig ur “happy” now i’m happy as long as you are even with her..- i love giraffes now. i sing on the phone , i would even sing to you on ft now, i needed time to grow. a ACTAUL break we’ve been through a lot. Idk if i want you to come back you sprung a lot of sadness on me and you lefted when you said you wouldn’t. i despise you but like i said since september of 2018. I love you. i’ll always be here for you.