i’ll never not blame myself for your reasonings on leaving me.
you taught me how to love when i didn’t think love was ever even possible. i hope one day we find each other again but for now, i love you and i hope you are doing well without me..

I am in love with you more than when I fell for you even tho you left. My biggest fear is you finding someone else and not coming back to me in the future.

for some reason i was sitting here and all the sudden i remembered what your laugh sounded like when we were happy. i am forever sorry

Even tho I know it's for the best that you're gone. I still think about you. In the way were I wonder if you think you did anything wrong in the first place.

thank you. for everything, you've helped me so much and made me who I am today. Im os happy I'm your best friend

Every night I think about you, how you make my heart flutter and how beautiful your eyes are and how you like someone else. Im still trying to get over you, but I cant. I miss you and I hope you are doing well.

please stop. i cant keep playing this game with you. you are genuinely a horrible person. the next time i hear my name is in ur mouth i will stand up to you. you don’t deserve me.

why am i not good enough? what does she have that i don’t and why did you pretend to like me for so long

i am upset about what happened, and i do not blame myself. i blame you. i still love you. i always will. i just do not think things will ever be the same again.

idk if you made one about me, im not gonna write anymore to you. I have this hate towards you. But I also do have this care and love for you still. you think im a monster, when really I loved and tried way too hard, you checked my story while i was at a friends house, that meant you had to search up my name? You were so mean to me when we last talked. i now understand what u meant when you said " I miss the old you" i never thought the "orginal" or old part of a person is even a thing, but now i understand completley. I miss the old you.

you’re so gorgeous and fun to be around, i still think about us everyday and what we could’ve been. it’s such a shame that you don’t love me the same anymore.

i know we ended on good terms but not a day goes by where i don’t wish i could go back & redo all of it.

I know that we were through a lot for a long time. I'm sorry that things ended so roughly. I still remember the good and the bad. I hope that you can find a life that makes you happy. I'm sorry that things didn't happen the way I always promised.

when are you going to realize you’re worth more. you deserve better than him and he doesn’t care for you the way you do him.

you arent my first romantical love but i love you so much, im so sorry for everything, im sorry for not being enough, im sorry for being a pain, im sorry for being selfish, this is all my fault but i cant seem to fix it, i cant explain in how much pain i am in, i see you picture and immediately remember the sweet, loving caring girl that reached out to me to play sardines, i remember facetiming every day, and even making secret nicknames for eachother, i remember biking to dollar general and buying ice cream, and we ate it at subway, i remember when we snuck out and thought we were the coolest people ever, i remember crying together, i remember all the embarrassing photoshoots we took, i remember when my mom fed you mac and cheese, i remember moving into a different house with you, i remember biking like there was nothing else in the world, i remember the birthday spams and tellling eachother our biggest secret, you were the first person to know that i was confused about my sexuality, u were the first person to know about my parents, you knew about my thoughts, and all my crushes. all i want to say is that im sorry, and that i love you more than life itself, ever since you left i havent been the same, driving by your house doesnt feel the same, or the subway we always stopped by, i sometimes forget and have the urge to ask you to hang out or have a sleepover, but than it hits me, it hurts, i may say im ok but im not, i would do anything to go back to those day, the days of the sleepover, or the days of the bike rides, or the deep convos, or the many roblox games we played, the birthday cards and many pictures, the dudes we talked about and thought were cute. you knew my biggest secrets and i am beyond grateful for you. i cant believe its over so soon, i miss you a lot pookie i really do. im so so sorry for not being enough, i wish u can forgive me. ily brookie pookie.

Hey
I know we haven't talked and shit but please hear me out. I need to tell you something that I have had in my mind for months and months. Whenever I hear a sad song I just randomly start to think of you when you and I would be friends and hangout. And I truly miss those times. And while we would hangout, I just had this feeling in me forming, and that feeling was a feeling of love. And this might sound weird, but I still like like you. You're just truly a funny interesting person. If I sound too weird then I'll stop. And if you don't wanna talk anymore then I totally understand. Just needed to release that from my mind.

I think I ought to let you go for real this time. Its been long enough. The new year is about to start and I dont think I have the strength to hold onto you any longer. We had a good run. They say people are either in your life for a season, a reason, or a lifetime. I just wish it had been the latter.

just move on already. you’re hurting yourself more and more by waiting for someone who isn’t going to love you back. you deserve more. there are boys out there praying to be with you yet you’re still stuck on the same asshole. things between you guys would of happened already if he wanted it to. come on girly. you know you deserve more. you’ll find your someone. please just focus on yourself princess. oh and also, love yourself, you’re gorgeous and deserve more than you make yourself believe. you’re going places, big big places and you won’t be like this forever. make the most out of your life and fly like a butterfly. i pray for you. God bless you. lots of love. XOXO.

i still think about you, even though i shouldn't. i feel as though you could care less about me. i keep writing hoping you'll see one of these and realize that it's me.

I hate you. you were so jealous of me our whole lives that the second you saw me at my absolute happiest you came in and ruined it and got between the loml and I. I did so much for you and this was how you showed your friendship? i hope your happy with your life now that I'm in pain please for the love of god never speak to me again. I'm done with your manipulation and games. I've deleted everything of you so goodbye and don't bother calling me. bye bitch.

you were the best friend i could ever ask for, i’m so sorry that i let my mental illness get the best of me. i miss you so much and i wish we could reconnect.

I miss you so much. You're my best friend. I know I keep saying it too much, maybe you're sick of it. Life is very lonely without you.

You are so manipulative and I don’t understand how anyone puts up with you. You are the reason I skipped one of my last days of highschool before covid lockdown started.

im so sorry. for everything, for coming into ur life to letting u go. i love you. losing you killed me. im so so sorry. i will be forever. i think this will be the end.

i can’t figure out if i’m in love with you or if this is the first real friendship i’ve ever had. please stay, i need you more than words can express. i love you

I still remember the way you looked at me. Did you look at her like that too? Did you lie to me? I love you. I always will

just about everyday, i get a new snap memory of you, painfully reminding me that we will never be friends again.

you may have broke me in many ways, but I found the person to help put me back together... thank you for teaching me pain

I still think about you. I miss you. I know we weren't right for eachother but I will always love you. You said you would never leave, I get why you did tho. I know I make mistakes, but I hate that you don't answer my texts. I hate that I hurt you. I wish I could go back in time. I'm sorry.

How did we get here? You turned into the person we used to laugh about. I miss you but i know the you i know is long gone.

I miss playing the dinosaur game with you. I don’t understand why you did what you did but I hope you’re doing well.

I love you more than you could ever know. from the moment i met you i knew that you would be the one i would end up with. but things went wrong ig. now i cant even talk to you and im sure you're in love with him.

I miss everything about you from your cool hair to your pretty laugh. Stop settling for dumb assholes please

i believe that if things are meant to be, they'll find their way back to each other. even if we are meant to be friends, having you in my life is enough for me. i know we've been through a lot together, but i wouldn't trade any second ive spent with you for anything else in this world. i never got to say it but i love you so much. i know deep down you'll never want me, but i cant help myself from hoping you have your doubts. it's been a process moving on, but i dont think i'll ever get over how amazing you are. thank you for showing me what a best friend is :)

Thank you, for teaching me how beautiful life really is. I think about you when I look up at the sky and I can't help but smile remembering how much you loved the little things. You were the first person to show me what it's like to be cared for, to be loved by someone else. You managed to find joy in even the worst situations and I remember how in love I felt when you were passionate about something. When you went on about all those little things. All I felt was love. Although we don't talk anymore, I'll still think about you when I get that familiar loving feeling, or when I look up at the sky. I hope the next person to love you will fall as hard as I did, and I hope you are completely and utterly happy.

i want to hug you again so bad :(

Still thinking of you, hope you had so much fun, proud of you

I still itch to message, I’m waiting here if you ever want to give this another go or be friends

please just talk to me?

I wish we could talk more. I wonder if im ever a burden sometimes? I miss seeing you in person.

You are someone who is my world.

I hope you don’t come to hate our time together

I miss you wish we were still bffs have a great life

I had a dream about you last night, you got hurt in a crash and I was so scared it was real

No, *you’re* the moon..

I just wish you had given me some closure before you left

I tried so hard, but in the end I still wasn’t enough for you. Why?

you’re all i have please don’t make me go

If you “still love me” and “miss me” … Just text me.. I cant be the only one who reaches out.Im here

i don’t miss you. i do miss the way you made me feel tho.reach out, yk how to get to me